Ji Ling looked at Wen Yan in shock, but Wen Yan had already lifted his head, as though he hadn't said anything. His black eyes were calm and gentle as he looked at him.
Ji Ling was slightly stunned, and then he instantly realized that Wen Yan must have thought of a way to ask for help! Ji Ling's thoughts kept changing. Although he really wanted to ask a few more questions, he remembered that Ka Luosi was waiting outside, so he turned and left.
When he arrived at the door, he saw Ka Luosi standing there quietly.
Half of the man's body was shrouded in shadows. His deep facial features were outlined by the light and shadows, appearing even more chiseled and angular. His thin lips were tightly pursed, and his dark brown pupils were filled with a silent and slightly cold light, like the moonlight pouring into the night.
Ji Ling couldn't help but stop in his tracks. Although he was quite slow and ignorant about relationships, and he didn't understand why these people could love each other to death, at this moment, when he looked at Ka Luosi, an inexplicable feeling suddenly rose in his heart.
Could it be that Ka Luosi was sad?
This thought made Ji Ling feel incredulous.
Would a person like Ka Luosi be sad because of something? Ji Ling didn't even understand why Ka Luosi liked him, and why she kept saying that she didn't like him. Ji Ling thought that his attitude was very clear, but … Ka Luosi never listened, and always acted as though he didn't care. It made people think that he didn't care whether he was rejected or not.
Ka Luosi's stubbornness, violence, and cruelty, and Ka Luosi's completely different worldview, all of this made it impossible for Ji Ling to feel real.
To put it simply, to Ji Ling, this world and these people were like NPCs that didn't exist in his real world, and yet they still did things that he found unreasonable, making it even harder for him to feel immersed in them. Other than running away, he couldn't feel any more emotions.
But at this moment, Ka Luosi suddenly made him feel that perhaps he was hurting a real person. He also had times when he was sad and weak.
Ji Ling looked at Ka Luosi in a daze …
But the next moment, Ka Luosi suddenly turned around and left.
Ji Ling looked at Ka Luosi's tall figure and sighed softly. What happened to him just now? How could he not bear to see Ka Luosi? That must be an illusion, right?!
He hurriedly followed after her.
When he returned to his room, Ji Ling was a little nervous at the thought of getting married the next day. He cautiously glanced at Ka Luosi, thinking that Ka Luosi had probably left since he hadn't been here for a few days …
However, as soon as Ji Ling turned around, he felt his wrist being held. The man gently pulled him and he fell into the other party's arms. Ji Ling looked up in shock. He wanted to say something, but when he met Ka Luosi's gaze, he suddenly choked and didn't know what to say.
Ka Luosi looked at the youngster in his arms.
The youngster's blue eyes were filled with surprise and confusion, as well as a trace of confusion and uneasiness. He was always like this when he faced him. Ever since the lie in his previous life was exposed, ever since the cruel truth was told, the youngster had never looked at him with trust and reliance like before. He had never smiled at him without any precaution.
No matter how hard he tried, the youngster was always getting further and further away from him.
He recalled the scene of Wenyan kissing the youngster. He thought of the youngster's tolerance and understanding towards Wenyan. He sadly realized that he was actually jealous of Wenyan. He was jealous that he could be forgiven and loved, but he couldn't …
Only he couldn't.
He used to think that he didn't care. He was used to snatching whatever he wanted, used to scheming to achieve his goals. To him, the process wasn't important. All he cared about was the result. Even if it was the only person he loved, he still instinctively chose to use this method to obtain her.
Deception, coercion, control.
This was what he was good at. He used all kinds of methods, but the only thing he never thought about was using sincerity to obtain forgiveness.
Actually, he was the most timid one.
From the beginning to the end, he didn't dare to easily give up his heart. His heart was wrapped in layers of shell. It was placed in the deepest and safest place. He refused to let anyone get close to him. After a long time, he even thought that he didn't have a heart.
He didn't know how to love someone. He only knew how to make others submit to him and fear him.
So when he finally wanted someone's love and he wanted to be loved, he couldn't get it no matter what. Even a gentle look from that person was something that he could only dream of.
And thus, he could only tell himself over and over again that he didn't care. He didn't need those things. He just needed this person …
However, was this true?
That's probably not the case …
Ka Luosi raised his hand and gently stroked the youngster's face. He looked into his eyes and slowly said in a low and hoarse voice: "Yiling, I will treat you well. I won't hurt you. I can even be like him … So, can you be my lover?"
I can also change for you … I can change for you … So, can you have some pity for me?
Ji Ling stared into Ka Luosi's eyes.
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