Chapter 47
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She felt the man's gentle kiss.
Ji Ling was so anxious that he cried!
If he was asked what he was feeling now, it would be regret, especially regret.
If he had known this would happen, he would have taken it easy when he was acting and occasionally gave Jing Sui some benefits. Then, he wouldn't have ended up like this.
After all, based on Jing Sui's attitude towards her, he would definitely not bear to force her. The reason why he would do this was probably because of the idea that there could be no construction without destruction. He felt that he could only use this method to help her and let her accept the joy of doing this.
But the problem was — nothing happened to him! He wasn't raped at all!
If he really did it today, it would be his first time.
And what made Ji Ling extremely terrified was that he actually felt super comfortable being kissed. He even wanted to give it a try. His body's instinct ran counter to his thoughts. What did Jing Sui do to him!!!
Help me …
Was he really going to go down the road of love and never come back? He hadn't been in a pure relationship, hadn't held a girl's soft little hand, and now he was going to have sex with a man in one go!
No, he couldn't give up!
Ji Ling made the most ruthless decision in his life. He bit the tip of his tongue, and suddenly the pain made him cry. The pain pulled him back a little. He looked at Jing Sui with incomparable resentment and said with tears in his eyes, "Let me go!"
Jing Sui looked up and found that the young man's eyes were so desperate and sad, and there was a trace of blood on the corner of his mouth.
Jing Sui's expression suddenly changed. He raised his hand and pinched the young man's chin, forcing him to open his mouth. His chest violently rose and fell, and he said sternly, "What are you doing?!"
The young man looked at him in despair, afraid, terrified, and determined.
This gaze made the determination that Jing Sui had set with great difficulty instantly crumble, causing his hands to almost tremble. After a long time, he opened his mouth with difficulty. This supreme man who had always been strong and never showed weakness in front of anyone, at this moment, there was a hint of pleading in his voice, "Don't do this, I won't hurt you …"
But the youth turned his eyes away from him, his frail body trembling slightly.
He was afraid of this. This fear was carved into his bones, so strong that he would rather mutilate himself than accept himself.
The room was so quiet that only the young man's stifled breathing could be heard.
After an unknown period of time.
Jing Sui closed her eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "I won't touch you. Don't be afraid. It's fine now."
After a few seconds of silence, he got up and carried the boy into the bathroom.
… …
When it was over, Ji Ling was still in tears and couldn't stop crying.
Although he managed to keep his chastity with great difficulty, it was still taken out by the man's hand in the end. What made him feel the most ashamed and resentful was that he actually quite enjoyed it!
Devil, Jing Sui is simply a devil!
Ji Ling's face was full of despair.
Jing Sui had already left, but he was still too weak to speak.
Although he had temporarily gotten rid of the crisis, if Jing Sui insisted on using this method to help him get rid of the shadow, what should he do next time? After all, it was very difficult for him to resist today.
Thinking of this, Ji Ling was extremely anxious.
This time, he really couldn't eat anymore.
The next day, when it was time for dinner, Mrs. Shaman came again. Obviously, she already knew what had happened last night. She looked at Ji Ling and wanted to say something, but in the end, she didn't say anything. She just looked at Ji Ling and sighed.
Ji Ling felt very bitter in his heart. He really felt like he was riding a tiger and couldn't back down. In a trance, he suddenly asked, "Aunt Shaman, does His Majesty really like me …"
Seeing that Ji Ling was rarely willing to speak, Mrs. Shaman hurriedly showed a loving look and said with certainty, "It's true."
Ji Ling lowered his head in disappointment. Now he also believed that it was true, but how could he face this feeling? Even if they didn't talk about the mission, he couldn't accept someone who didn't understand him at all. He didn't even dare to tell the truth, and he didn't want to fall in love with Jing Sui at all.
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