Chapter 39
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The way he called out 'Brother Jing Sui' with a hint of sorrow …
This caused Carlos's movements to stop abruptly. His brown pupils were instantly covered with ice, and his eyes became gloomy and cold.
His thin lips pressed into a line, his gaze fixated on the youngster's pale and pained face.
The jealousy in his heart was like a venomous snake that wrapped tightly around his heart. The intense pain made it almost impossible for him to continue restraining himself. The desire and impulse that he had been desperately suppressing, wrapped in a cruel and ruthless intent, destroyed all his rationality like a hot knife through butter.
So, even if you pretended that nothing had happened, even if you said you didn't like him …
But in the dead of the night, in your dreams, when you threw away all your defenses, faced your true feelings, and instinctively called out that name … I know that you haven't let go of him at all.
Not even a little bit.
The pain in Ka Luosi's eyes was like a bottomless abyss, and he slowly tightened his grip. He calculated every step of the way, using all means possible to alienate the youngster and Jing Sui, making the youngster walk step by step into the cage that he had meticulously built for him, taking him under his wing …
He even had the identity of the youngster's lover in name.
All of this gave him an illusion that one day, he would be able to make the youngster willingly fall into his arms.
Accept him.
He thought he could wait for that day.
But at this moment, the young man's unconscious whisper had easily shattered all of his confidence, turning all of his patience into a joke.
He was utterly defeated.
Even if Jing Sui hurt you like this and did those things to you, you still couldn't let go of him in the end.
But in the end, the one you can't let go of is still him. Even if you say that you won't go back, the one you really care about in your heart is still that man.
Just like in her previous life, even if she had fallen to such a state, she still stood in front of him at all costs.
Sacrificing her life.
So you just can't stop loving that person … right?
Carlos closed his eyes in pain. A look of intense struggle appeared on his face, and his jaw tightened. If he was destined to not be able to warm up this heart, and he was destined to be unable to make the young man willingly accept him, then all of his restraint and forbearance … What was the point?
It was better to have him directly and imprison him by his side.
Let him completely belong to me.
Ka Luosi exhaled slowly. His chest rose and fell slightly, and he opened his eyes again.
He lifted his hand and pinched the young man's chin. He lowered his head and stared at the young man's lips. Desire surged in his eyes. The young man was now in his hands, and he could do anything to him.
He couldn't resist, couldn't escape, and even if he cried and begged, it was useless.
He could have done this a long time ago. He had many opportunities to do so …
But why didn't he do that?
Why did she let go of him time and time again, watched him leave, and even allowed him to stay by another man's side?
Ka Luosi stared at the young man who was sleeping soundly on the bed. After a long time, a helpless and sorrowful look appeared in her eyes, and she let go of him dejectedly.
There was only one reason why he did not do that.
He loved him.
It wasn't just because of his possessiveness, not just because he was controlled by his desires, and not just because he was on a whim.
Just because he loved him.
That was why she had restrained herself, schemed against him, and acted cautiously. It was all because she didn't want the young man to be sad.
He couldn't bear to hurt him.
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