Having been tricked once, Su Yang definitely wouldn't fall for it a second time. However, Zhao Feng was still waiting for his answer.
Su Yang was silent for a moment before saying, "Jing Cheng also asked me the same question. Later on, he even went overboard."
Zhao Feng raised his eyebrows slightly and said, "Is that so?" Jing Cheng was his previous incarnation, so it wasn't surprising that he would do the same thing.
The night was dark, and the light in the room wasn't very bright. Su Yang could vaguely see Jing Cheng's thin, tightly pursed lips and slightly cold face. On such a cold night, he actually looked a little desolate.
He suddenly remembered the stubborn look on Jing Cheng's face when he was exhausted after staying up for a few days and nights. At that time, he felt both distressed and annoyed. He felt that this man was simply being unreasonable. Now that he thought about it, it seemed that he had underestimated the situation.
When a person was suddenly told that everything he had experienced was virtual and designed, that he wasn't a complete individual and didn't even have a body that belonged to him, anyone would feel at a loss. Perhaps the reason he wanted to maintain a clear consciousness was to protect himself, but it was just a way to prove that he really existed.
Rather than saying that Jing Cheng's actions were to prevent other personalities from appearing, it was more accurate to say that he was afraid that he would disappear.
Thinking of this, Su Yang's chest suddenly tightened. He had always relied too much on Jing Cheng and treated him as an omnipotent existence. However, he had forgotten that everyone had their moments of weakness, and so did he.
Su Yang looked up at Zhao Feng, his eyes full of apology. Zhao Feng only took it as him apologizing for not being able to tell him the opportunity to switch. He smiled and comforted him, "Since you've discovered my intentions, then there's nothing I can do. It's all because I didn't have the heart to force you."
Su Yang shook his head repeatedly and said, "No, this is my fault. I was too self-righteous and always hurt others without realizing it."
"I've been very tired recently. I always wanted to end everything as soon as possible, so I always said and did some outrageous things. You all indulged me too much, so I didn't realize what I did or said wrong. When I realized it, although I regretted it, I didn't know how to make up for it …"
He made use of Jing Cheng's love for him to force him to undergo psychotherapy. Because Jing Cheng refused to sleep, the man felt very uncomfortable. Later, in order to use Yin Heng's treatment method, he secretly changed Xi Ye's medicine. Although he didn't succeed, he did make a mistake.
And the man in front of him was the same. He thought he was right to force the truth on the other party, but he didn't care about the man's feelings. He forgot that this "truth" completely overturned his worldview.
Zhao Feng picked up the little guy who was reflecting on himself and placed him on his lap. He kissed his temples and said, "No matter what you did wrong, it doesn't matter. I'm willing to spoil you. They … they are the same."
Su Yang pursed his lips. Because of this, he felt even more ashamed. He looked up and asked, "Brother Feng, do you feel that this world is strange? Does it make you feel uneasy?"
His secret thoughts were exposed by Su Yang's words. Zhao Chi felt a little embarrassed, but he still nodded gently. This strange time and space made him feel like he couldn't control himself. He was afraid that he didn't have enough power in this world to protect his boy.
"But I'm here," Su Yang said seriously and sincerely.
His words made Zhao Feng suddenly feel enlightened. He had found his baby, so there was nothing to be uneasy about. He had experienced the worst. The boy in his arms who acted like a spoiled child with him was the "miracle" he had hoped to see the most.
Zhao Feng silently tightened his arms and chuckled. "Yes, I have you. What am I afraid of?"
= = =
The next day, Xi Ye checked Su Yang from head to toe. After confirming that his boy was the same as the one from last night, his expression became slightly better.
Su Yang yawned lazily and said drowsily, "Don't be naughty. I just fell asleep …"
Xi Ye held his face and kissed him several times. Su Yang finally couldn't take it anymore and woke up. In front of him was the man's smiling eyes. His anger disappeared in an instant, leaving only happiness.
He poked the tip of the man's nose with his finger and snorted. "I just want to have a good sleep. Why is it so difficult?"
Xi Ye asked, "What happened last night?"
Su Yang was stunned. "Why do you ask?"
Xi Ye rested his chin on his shoulder and murmured, "When I woke up this morning, I felt different. It was as if a blockage in my heart had disappeared. I felt much more relaxed."
Su Yang was afraid that something would happen to him again. He breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It seems that this treatment is still effective. You have to keep it up."
Xi Ye didn't comment and said, "Your parents want to see you. I've already arranged for someone to take you to the hospital to see them the day after tomorrow. You have to act more realistically."
Su Yang was stunned and immediately smiled. "You actually taught me to lie. Is this how the supreme commander of the Federation educates the pillars of the nation?"
Xi Ye raised his eyebrows. "I'm sure you were the one who suggested pretending to be sick."
"…" Su Yang angrily pushed his chest and said, "I really miss the sweet talker you used to be!"
The two of them bickered for a while. Xi Ye dressed up neatly and went to the military headquarters to deal with some work, while Su Yang curled up in bed to catch up on sleep.
He slept from the morning until the afternoon. After living here for several months, the housekeeping robot knew his taste very well. Soon, it served him breakfast. Su Yang ate and chatted with it.
The housekeeping robot's mainframe was connected to the interstellar network. Su Yang asked, "Is there any news from the entertainment circle recently?"
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