Chapter 323
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Firstly, I've already updated today. Secondly, I drank some wine with my friends after returning home. Last night, I sat in front of the computer and read a lot of books. Suddenly, I felt a little lost.
I haven't felt a chill in a long time, but last night, I suddenly felt a lot of emotions. My novels have been a little sticky in recent days. This is my problem. Probably because I don't have enough time and have too many things on my mind. That's why I want to mess around. Now that I think about it, when I used to write in the past, I could often write that I was very high. But ever since I killed Macklin, I don't think I've been high.
How can I be more high? I have to write more freely. I'm writing too regularly now. The updates are also too regular. I'm too serious, but it's also too dense.
I still have some miscellaneous matters to attend to in the past few days. From the 23rd onwards, I plan to write more freely. So on the surface, I'll update every day, but I'll write more. I won't set a task for myself. Otherwise, I'll feel relaxed every time I write a few thousand words. I'll be lazy.
I have to write better. I have to write more. If I'm in the right mood in the future, I'll write more. Anyway, I'll definitely write more than what I'm writing now. Don't worry, everyone.
The reason why I suddenly have so many bullshit thoughts and feelings is because today is my birthday. I'm thirty-two years old. Looking back, I can't say that I haven't accomplished anything, but I always feel that I can do better. The only thing I'm lacking is that one word: seriousness.
All that I've said is to give myself some pressure. I'm a lazy person who can't live without pressure.
In the future, I'll be more serious about my work and life and writing. I'll be able to endure these fewer and fewer days with everyone …
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