No matter how strong and resilient she was before, when faced with the sacrifice of a comrade she knew in the same battle, this huge impact was not just a single impact, but multiple!
In the army, after every battle, there would be a psychological specialist to guide the soldiers who were on the battlefield for the first time, so as not to leave them with an irreparable psychological trauma.
Ye Chien had already participated in actual combat, but she had never faced the sacrifice of a comrade she knew. If she really did not mention it, Xia Jinyuan would not be reassured, but would be even more worried.
Now, when the haze between her eyebrows faded, he mentioned the sacrifice of a comrade so that she would no longer suppress herself. She would be in her healthiest, most determined state, and use her own perseverance to overcome the multiple impacts of her comrade's sacrifice.
She must not leave a trauma, she must face it head-on!
Xia Jinyuan's gaze fell on Ye Chien's face like the warm sunshine after a snowstorm. His gentle and handsome face did not change at all when he mentioned the sacrifice of a comrade.
However, there was a faint coldness in his voice that directly cut into Ye Chien's bloody memories that she did not want to recall for the time being.
Ye Chien's pupils constricted slightly. She pursed her lips and looked coldly at the man who never allowed her to escape. After a while, she smiled bitterly and said, "Captain Xia, I need a little more time. The people I know, who were smiling and talking to me shyly in the afternoon, will be forever separated when we meet again in the afternoon."
"I always thought that I had participated in actual combat and had faced death directly. I even thought that my attitude towards death was calm. But when I see my comrades fall, my heart … "Ye Jian slowly stopped and let out a long sigh. Then, she said softly," There's an indescribable feeling. Discomfort, anger, tears … All of these piled up together. I don't know where to start. "
"I also want to say it, but the more I want to say it, the more I don't know where to start. I understand that as long as I wear a military uniform, there will be sacrifices everywhere. The next one is very likely to be you. Captain Xia, I understand, but no matter how much I understand, I still feel sad. "
Xia Jinyuan put his hands on her shoulders and said in a low and cold voice, "Look at me, Ye Chien. Raise your head and look at me with your eyes. Look at me and listen to me carefully. "
There was a soft spot in her heart that belonged to her comrades. Ye Chien was not afraid of sacrificing herself, but she was not willing to see her comrades sacrifice themselves.
"What is the meaning of sacrifice? It's about protecting, using one's own life to protect our homeland, using one's own life to defend the peace of our country. You saw his sacrifice, but you must also remember why he sacrificed himself! That's because sin exists! "
"There are too many evils in this world, too many wars, too much harm, and our existence is to use our lives to wipe out the evils that harm our country! If one day I sacrifice myself, Ye Chien, the gun in your hand, the bullets you shoot, every evil that you hit is the best sacrifice to the martyrs! "
"You feel sad for your comrade who sacrificed himself, not because you aren't strong enough, but because you are a living person, a person of flesh, blood, and thoughts. Anger, sadness, tears, and sadness are all emotions that you are born with, and it's impossible to completely remove them."
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