"Light gathering, slow twisting, wiping and picking, the first is Nichang, the last six. The big strings are as noisy as the rain, and the small strings are whispering. The noise is mixed, and the big and small pearls fall on the jade plate. Between the gates, the orioles sing, the bottom of the flowers is slippery, the serene spring flows hard under the ice. The ice spring is cold, the strings are condensed, and there is no sound to stop. There is sorrow and hatred in the dark. At this time, silence is better than sound. The silver bottle breaks, the water splashes, and the cavalry shouts. At the end of the song, be careful of the painting, the sound of the four strings is like splitting silk. "
Time can be fast, or it can be very short. When Ino woke up, she thought that she could be happy for a century, but it was obvious that it was impossible. If she could, Ino would rather that all of this was just a dream. However, there is always a time when she will wake up from a dream, and after waking up, she will have to face the reality.
Today, Ino was like this. Yesterday, she escaped from death, and after a long separation, Ino became very bold and crazy. These were things that she didn't dare to imagine at the beginning. Ino had thought and fantasized countless times about when she would give her first time to Shen, but she didn't expect it to come so soon and so suddenly.
It can be said that if it wasn't for this incident, Ino wouldn't have made up her mind to give herself to Shen so quickly. If anything, Shen should thank Jin Jiao and Yin Jiao.
After Ino got up, she shook her head, and looked at Shen, who was lying on his side and breathing evenly. Her eyes were full of complex emotions. As she said before, Ino didn't expect that she would give herself to Shen so quickly, but she will never regret it. This is something she has thought about for a long time.
It seems contradictory, but it's a very normal thing if it happens to a person. Worrying about gains and losses, wanting to get something but being afraid of losing it is a common problem for everyone.
And now, Ino has completely given herself to Shen, but will there really be a good result? No, it won't. Obviously, the two of them are in different positions.
As a ninja of Konoha, as a member of the Allied Ninja Army, the enemy she has to face is not only the Akatsuki led by Uchiha Obito, but also the Eagle Squad led by Shen. Fundamentally speaking, they were on opposite sides. Not only were they on opposite sides, but they also hated each other.
It can be said that aside from Iwagakure, which Shinobi village in the other five major countries didn't suffer his wrath? It was no longer possible for them to reconcile. Or rather, even if Shen agreed to Ino's request, would the people from the five major countries agree to it? It was already good enough that they did not skin Shen alive.
Why hadn't he made a move yet? They were simply unable to defeat Shen. Just like when Shen snatched the Clear Amber Bottle, if they had sufficient strength to deter Shen, would they have handed over the Clear Amber Bottle so easily? Or perhaps, they had the strength to go against Shen. Who knew if they would fight to the end?
On one hand, it was the person he loved the most, who had just had the most intimate contact with him. On the other hand, it was his village, his friends, and his family. It was not a good feeling to be caught between the two. There were times when Ino thought about giving up just like that, ending everything once and for all, forgetting Chen. However, after so many years of persistence, after so many years of love, could it be so easy to forget?
She also thought about not caring about the disputes of the Shinobi World and letting the Shinobi World do whatever they want. She and Shen will live together and never care about the affairs of the Shinobi World. However, Shen was a stubborn person. It was impossible to persuade him to retreat. Last night, she tried to persuade him, but the result was failure.
Ino sighed softly. Her eyes were as gentle as water. She looked at Shen, as if she wanted to imprint Shen's figure and appearance deeply in her mind. What was revealed in his eyes was such a moving and passionate love.
There is no such thing as a perfect way to live up to Tathagata and Qing Qing.
"How can I have the best of both worlds …" Ino was very distressed. At her age, she should be taking care of the delicate flowers in the flower shop, but the ninja profession forced her to embark on the path of maturity in advance. Especially war, it is undoubtedly the best catalyst for a person to mature.
But now, Shen was sleeping in front of her. He was one of the main culprits of the war. If it weren't for him, the war that affected the entire ninja world wouldn't have happened. If it weren't for him, maybe the world would be more peaceful.
Kill him?
This thought suddenly appeared in Ino's mind. She clearly knew what kind of threat Uchiha Shen was to the ninja world. If Shen died, it would definitely be a good thing for the entire ninja alliance.
Ino looked gently at Shen who seemed to be sleeping. After a while, she seemed to have made up her mind and hurriedly turned around to look for her ninja tool bag. The battle last night was too fierce. Her clothes and other things were scattered everywhere. She couldn't find it in a short time.
Ino endured the shame in her heart and found her ninja tool bag and took out a kunai. The sharp part was pointed at Shen's heart, and Shen still hadn't woken up. As long as Ino hardened her heart, she could directly pierce it into Shen's heart.
"No, no, no …" The kunai was frozen in mid-air for a long time. Ino put down her hand. How could she kill the person she loved for more than ten years? Ino felt as if she was in a Genjutsu. How could she have such thoughts about Shen?
For her, this was simply a blasphemy to her feelings. This was a kind of infidelity to her feelings.
"How could I bear to lay my hands on you …" Ino extended her hand as though she wanted to caress Shen's face. However, when she recalled that she had actually thought of doing so, she could not help but feel increasingly guilty. She let out a long sigh and withdrew her hand with a gloomy expression.
She felt as if God was playing a big joke on her, or maybe she did something evil in her previous life and wanted to torture her like this in this life.
A drop of tear fell from Ino's face and dripped on her hand.
"Am I … crying?" Ino didn't know why, but when she looked at the tear, she actually laughed. However, the more she laughed, the more tears she shed. It was like a dam that couldn't be stopped. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stop it.
On one hand, she loved the person she loved, and on the other hand, she had her own responsibilities as a ninja of Konoha. Being caught between the two made her feel very painful.
If she could, Ino really wanted to die like this and end everything. She didn't have to care about anything. That way, she wouldn't be caught between the village and her lover.
Maybe dying was really a good way. That way, she wouldn't have to worry about these problems anymore. Ino's eyes suddenly flashed as if she had made a decision.
Looking at Shen who was still sleeping, Ino smiled. She stepped forward and secretly kissed Shen's face. She found that Shen didn't move, and there was a sly smile on his face.
"How could I do that to you? How could I be willing to do that to you …"
Ino looked at Shen with nostalgia. Finally, she put the kunai on her chest and slowly closed her eyes.
"Goodbye … Shen …"
However, just as Ino was about to stab the kunai into her chest to end her pain, a strong hand suddenly gripped the blade of the kunai, causing it to be unable to move even an inch.
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