Fu Wang maintained the appearance of a small dumpling for half a month. If it wasn't for the fact that it was inconvenient for him to refine pills, he would have continued to maintain that appearance. After all, when he was a small dumpling, Chu Yu was almost completely obedient to him. This was something that made him happy most of the time.
Although Chu Yu rarely refuted his words, at that time, she treated him more as a friend/teacher, an adult who she could talk to on an equal footing. She respected and trusted him. But when he was a small dumpling, Chu Yu's attitude towards him could be described as doting.
Yes, extremely close and doting.
When he wanted to kiss her, he could kiss her at any time. He would never be rejected and would even get her to take the initiative. When he wanted to be by her side, as long as he stretched out his hand and tilted his head to ask for a hug, no matter what Chu Yu was doing, she would immediately walk over and hug him. When he wanted to hear her say that she liked him, as long as he showed her a pleading expression, she would immediately fulfill his wish. She would call him darling and hug him to sleep. Her love for him was beyond words.
To be honest, Fu Wang felt a rare sense of defeat. As long as he faced Chu Yu, he would always have many emotions that he didn't have before.
When he thought about how he was an adult, as long as he got close to Chu Yu, even if it was just holding her hand, she would stiffen. If he said that he liked her, she would definitely not dare to look him in the eyes. She would lower her head, and no matter what he said or did, she would definitely not take the initiative. If he wanted to hear her say that she liked him, it was basically impossible. Before they even confirmed their relationship, she almost never avoided him. She was extremely restrained.
Every time Fu Wang thought about how his two different appearances were treated differently in front of the person he liked, he wanted to sigh. Sometimes, he even wondered if Chu Yu treated him as two different people, resulting in such a big difference. On one hand, he was free and loving, but on the other hand, he was reserved and stiff.
On the one hand, he was jealous that he could be closer to Chu Yu when he was still a child. On the other hand, he was glad that she liked him so much. He was torn between happiness and gain, but whether it was distress or joy, it seemed that as long as it was related to Chu Yu, it would leave a rich aftertaste.
Just like now, they could live together so intimately and peacefully, just the two of them. He no longer thought about the disgusting past, and no longer worried about whether he could live a longer and more dignified life in the future. He only focused on the present, on whether Chu Yu slept well last night, and on what she did today. Then, when she looked over, he gave her a smile that he had long prepared. Seeing her blushing slightly and pretending to be calm as she turned her head away, he secretly teased her in his heart.
For the first time in his life, he felt that he had truly tasted the taste of being alive.
His heart was moved at every moment. As long as Chu Yu was by his side, he couldn't even concentrate on other things. His eyes and heart were filled with Chu Yu's shadow. His rationality was warning him, but his body didn't have the strength to resist. He was like a drunk person who was clearly delirious, but still subconsciously wanted more.
Fu Wang was a little dumpling for half a month. When he returned to his youthful appearance, he found it funny that Chu Yu's gaze suddenly changed from love to vigilance. It was as if she was constantly on guard against him dragging her onto the bed. When Fu Wang saw her once bitten, twice shy appearance, he felt funny and sour in his heart, as well as a little angry.
He was so angry that he wanted to do something to make her angry, but he couldn't do it. He was afraid that he would scare her away.
In fact, he didn't want to keep Chu Yu on the bed forever. It was just that this was the first time he saw Chu Yu immersed in lust. Her watery eyes were so charming that he couldn't control himself and tormented her for so long, becoming one with her again and again.
He liked that feeling of absolute closeness. But in reality, because he grew up in the Qing Family, that kind of absurd place filled with lust, he didn't like this kind of thing. But the other party was Chu Yu, so he didn't reject it. He completely let go and enjoyed that kind of bliss, the wonderful feeling of being together with the person he loved.
So ….. apart from becoming a little dumpling who couldn't do that kind of thing, Chu Yu definitely wouldn't get close to him. Fu Wang looked at the sky and felt a little sad.
Early in the morning, Chu Yu went out. Previously, when he was a little dumpling, he pestered Chu Yu to stay at home for many days. Every day, they would stay together to read books, admire the snow, make some new snacks, and talk about some meaningless things. But now that he changed back, Chu Yu ran out without saying anything. She said that she hadn't practiced for many days and wanted to go out for some exercise, so he had no reason to stop her.
Sighing deeply, Fu Wang didn't expect that between the two of them, he was the one who was more in love. Ever since Chu Yu agreed to be with him, he didn't want to leave her for even a moment. Maybe it was because the thing that his heart longed for was finally within his reach. He was too nervous about this hard-won warmth, so he couldn't let go no matter what. It was to the point that he felt terrified when he thought about it.
Even though Chu Yu was clearly not in front of him, his heart was still unable to calm down. Fu Wang looked at the pool of ink under his hand and put down his brush. He put on his clothes and walked to the platform outside the cave. He clasped his hands together and looked up at the gray sky. The snow outside hadn't melted yet, so everything was silver white. Looking at the sky, it seemed like there would be another heavy snowfall at night.
After breathing in the cool air outside for a while, Fu Wang felt that the depression in his stomach had slightly dissipated. He bent over and picked up a handful of clean snow from the big rock and rubbed it with his fingertips. Only when the snow turned into ice-cold water that flowed down his wrist and into his sleeves did Fu Wang come back to his senses. He wiped off the water stains on his hands and looked at the distant horizon. Rubbing his forehead, he walked into the bright stone cave.
He had to restrain himself a little. There were still many things that he needed to prepare. He couldn't let himself loose like this anymore. At least when he left the Qingye Secret Realm, he had to find a way to hide his body's abnormality. As his demonic power increased, his identity as a demon would be more easily seen through. He had to find a way to disguise himself. If he wanted to be with Chu Yu, he had to make sure that the fox elders couldn't see through his disguise.
Otherwise, not only would he be in danger, Chu Yu would also be implicated by him.
In fact, not only did Fu Wang have a thousand complicated feelings, Chu Yu was also very flustered. When she left home, she ran for a long time in the vast snowy plains. It was only until she met a ferocious demonic beast that came out to look for food that she stopped running and laid down in the soft snow.
Half a month ago, the three days of sexual intercourse was too embarrassing for Chu Yu. She still hadn't recovered from it. She had just agreed to be with him and he had already done it in all kinds of positions. Heavens, how could there be such a lewd thing in this world? (Mei Zhuangyan)
When Fu Wang was in the form of a little dumpling, she couldn't see the face that did that to her during those three days. Only then would she relax a little. After all, she wasn't a pervert. It was impossible for her to think of strange things in front of a little dumpling, so she could relax a little. On the contrary, whenever Fu Wang changed back to his current appearance, Chu Yu couldn't help but think of those three days when she saw him.
Even after such a long time, she would still occasionally think about it in her dreams. Then, she would be frightened awake by that seemingly endless feeling. Then, she would feel all kinds of shame. She simply couldn't look straight at Fu Wang. Chu Yu really didn't know how Fu Wang managed to be the same as before. Looking at him, he didn't seem to mind at all and still had a smile on his face every day. He was still close to her when he needed to be close to her, and there wasn't a trace of uneasiness.
However, Chu Yu couldn't do it. She couldn't look straight at him when he was in his youth form. Whenever she got close to him, she would remember the madness of that time and subconsciously stiffen. It wasn't that she was afraid, nor was she disgusted. It was just that it was too embarrassing. She also didn't want to appear so stiff, but she couldn't control her body's reaction. Her heart was very flustered.
Being in a relationship was really too annoying! The two of them were already in this kind of relationship. She also didn't want to avoid Fu Wang, but she had no choice. By the time she realized it, her body had already made a reaction to avoid him. Sometimes, when she saw the helplessness in Fu Wang's eyes, she also felt a little worried. She wondered if Fu Wang would get tired of her being like this.
As Chu Yu thought about it, those messy scenes flashed through her mind. In the ambiguous light of the cave, Fu Wang's chest was covered in sweat. His black hair fell to the side of her face. His gaze that made one's heart palpitate as if he wanted to swallow her whole and his non-stop actions.
Chu Yu turned over and laid there motionlessly. She buried her face in the snow. After a while, the snow there was melted by the heat from her face. As a result, her head sank deeper and deeper into the snow. She looked like a groundhog, or a gorgeous red flower that bloomed in the snow.
The sky darkened. Fu Wang looked outside a few times, but he didn't see Chu Yu return. He suddenly felt a little worried. He wasn't afraid that Chu Yu would be in danger, but he was worried that she would really avoid him.
Chu Yu really could do such a thing. Fu Wang sighed. He stopped what he was doing and got up to walk outside. He followed the direction that Chu Yu often walked to to look for her. He didn't walk for long before he saw Chu Yu from afar. Her red clothes were too eye-catching in the snow. He could see her from afar.
She lowered her head and walked step by step in the snow. He didn't know what she was thinking. She didn't use the fastest way to walk. Instead, she walked slowly. When she got closer, she sensed that there was someone nearby. She suddenly raised her head. When she saw that it was Fu Wang, she instantly lowered her head and stopped in her tracks.
She didn't move, so Fu Wang walked towards her. He saw that her hair was still wet. There was a layer of frost on it, and the ends of her hair were still dripping water.
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