Chapter 3309
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Mu Yan watches her put on her clothes, then sits down opposite her. She lets out a long sigh and says, "Your injury is so serious, why didn't you tell me? If you had met me a day later, I'm afraid your cultivation wouldn't have been able to advance even an inch. "
"Moreover, if it was treated earlier, it would only take one session to completely recover. But now, it will take at least a month of continuous treatment to completely remove the root of the disease."
Ying Mei bit her lip, and after a long time, she said in a low, hoarse voice, "In the battle of the Fallen Heavens, I didn't protect the Little Master, and almost consigned him to eternal damnation."
"So you use this method to punish yourself?" Mu Yan was so angry that he almost laughed, "Are you stupid or stupid? How sad would Xiaobao be if he knew? "
Ying Mei hurriedly shook her head. "No, I just realized that I'm still too weak. I want to become stronger. I want to be qualified to continue being the leader of the Xuan Division. In the future, I want to be able to protect you, protect the Lord, and protect the Little Master. "
On the other hand, she was a weak girl with average talent and a late start. If she wanted to be stronger than others, she had to put in thousands of times more effort than others.
A long period of recuperation was too much of a luxury for her.
However, she couldn't let anyone know that she was a woman, and she couldn't let a doctor take her pulse to treat her.
Mu Yan frowns: "Are you still unwilling to restore your identity as a woman?"
Ying Mei lowered her eyes and did not answer.
His hands unconsciously clenched into fists.
Muyan sighs: "What about Han Ye? If he knew that you had suffered such a serious injury and that you were suffering every day, yet you didn't tell him, how sad would he be? "
Ying Mei stared at the ground in a daze. After a long while, she murmured, "He deserves better."
"What?" Mu Yan suspected that she had misheard.
Ying Mei raised her head and smiled at her. Her smile was indescribably calm and cold.
But Mu Yan felt an indescribable tug at her heart, it was so painful that she could hardly breathe.
"Han Ye, he deserves a better woman, and not someone like me, who is neither a man nor a woman, and whose hands are stained with blood."
She couldn't rely on him wholeheartedly, couldn't bear his children, and couldn't even guarantee that they would be together forever.
In the battle of the Fallen Heavens, Han Ye's heart-wrenching and lung-splitting cries seem to still be ringing in his ears.
As for her, she couldn't even promise to put down her weapons for him, to turn over a new leaf and become his virtuous wife.
She was neither a man nor a woman.
Just a monster.
After saying this short sentence, Ying Mei gets up and kneels down on one knee towards Muyan. He heavily kowtows, then turns around and leaves.
In any case, she had already sworn to be loyal to Jun Shang for the rest of her life, to protect Jun Shang and Miss.
In any case, from the moment she chose to disguise as a man and became the leader of the Xuan division.
She no longer longed for a peaceful, loving, and ordinary life.
She had thought it through so thoroughly, but when she turned around, sparkling tears still streaked down her cheeks.
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Muyan stares blankly at the lit candle in the room, her expression absent-minded.
The sound that came into her ears went in from one ear and out from the other.
He didn't hear what was said at all.
Finally, the person who spoke couldn't take it anymore. He grabbed her chin and forced them to look at each other.
"Jun Muyan, don't push your luck!"
"Ben Jun has already agreed to let you treat Ying Mei for four hours. Now that the treatment is over, why are you still so absent-minded? Could it be that my position in your heart is really inferior to Ying Mei? "
Mu Yan comes back to her senses and sees the man's gloomy and handsome face. She can't help but burst out laughing.
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