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This was a realm that no one could reach.
This was a world that no one could reach.
In this realm, in this world, only Jade wandered in it like a soul.
This was because this was the body of the evil god Lilith, the interior of the goddess, the depths of her consciousness, or rather, the "soul" itself.
And here, Jade felt that she had become in a trance, and even her existence itself was extremely unstable.
"I'm going to collapse."
"I'm going to collapse."
"I'm going to disappear."
"I can't hold on anymore."
She obviously didn't feel uncomfortable, but similar feelings kept surging in Jade's mind, making Jade understand how bad her current situation was.
It was like soaking herself in poison and losing the sense of pain. Not only would it not be fine, but it would also be more dangerous.
This was Jade's current feeling.
Under such a feeling, Emerald began to recall her memories.
She could not speak.
She could not be considered mature.
Even though she had lived for nearly ten thousand years, in terms of personality and rationality, although Jade had grown, it was going in a direction that was not quite right.
She wanted to improve her rationality and enhance her personality strength in order to resist the rejection of her main body. However, the chaos attribute that the main body controlled had always been suppressing the growth of her personality and rationality, causing Jade's rationality and even her intellectuality to grow in a somewhat strange direction.
In some fields, she understood and understood very well. She seemed to be more knowledgeable than an old man who had lived for a hundred years, and could be said to be transcendent.
But in some fields, she seemed to understand but not understand, or even didn't understand at all. She was inferior to a child.
Such a contradictory and abnormal ideology had been maintained for nearly ten thousand years. Sometimes, it would make Jade feel anxious, and sometimes it would make Jade feel collapsed. She was really about to be unable to bear it.
She did not know how to blame the heavens and others, nor did she know why fate treated her like this. Therefore, in order to eliminate this anxiety and sense of collapse, she kept wandering on the ground, wandering, and wandering.
In Emerald's memory, that was really all.
After all, from the moment she was born, as the rational half of her body, she was excluded from the main body. Immediately after the main body caused a great disaster, she was sealed together with the other party. After that, she began this extremely long wandering journey.
During this journey, she met people who pitied her and took her in.
On this journey, she also met people who had evil intentions towards her and wanted to do something to her.
She tried to live with the former, but found that they had their own families and their own daily lives. There was no place for her in it. She even had a problem communicating with the other party. There was a great estrangement. Therefore, she finally chose to leave.
She had also been taken away by them and sold as a commodity. Even when they tried to do bad things to her, she didn't choose to resist. Fortunately, no matter what, she was still the master of darkness and chaos. Even if she was just a half body without any power, those who came into contact with her with dark and evil negative emotions, or even those who intended to harm her, would eventually fall into insanity and die on the spot.
In the past ten thousand years, the jadeite had always been like this. It was either accepted first, and then left because of the estrangement, or it attracted those evil people, causing them to die suddenly.
Therefore, from the beginning to the end, Jade was alone.
People called her a "wraith in search of happiness," but she didn't even know what happiness was.
She didn't even know what "happiness" was.
Otherwise, when the Old Demons sent people to destroy the space node, break into the temple in the present world, and take her away, she would have resisted.
That time, for Feicui, was just an inconspicuous experience in a long journey.
The only difference was that because someone was eyeing the seal of the main body, it was very likely that the main body would be released. At that time, Jade had an idea.
That was, to treat this journey as the final destination.
She didn't want to continue like this anymore.
She didn't want to wander like this anymore.
Therefore, even if she knew that the final result would be destruction, she planned to take advantage of this opportunity to return to the main body.
Until she met that person.
"Hello."
This was the first sentence that the other party said when he saw her.
It was very ordinary, very ordinary, without any highlights or special words.
At that time, Jade didn't think that she would have much involvement with the other party.
That was, like those people in the past, meeting her and having a connection with her. In the end, either she would take the initiative to leave, or the other party would die like those people who died suddenly. That was all.
But for some reason, the other party's eyes at that time left a very deep impression on Jade.
It was as if he was looking at a big trouble. He obviously didn't want to come into contact with it, but his body and heart went against his will, so he had to come into contact with it. His eyes were full of entanglement.
That gaze made Jade quite concerned.
In the past, those who saw Jade were either full of sympathy and love, or full of desire and darkness. She had never seen such a strange person.
Because she was very concerned about that gaze, that night, Jade even got into the other party's bed, wanting to take a good look at that pair of eyes. But because the other party's embrace was too reassuring, she fell asleep unconsciously.
Jade didn't know why she felt warmth and peace of mind from the other party.
She also didn't know that Shien held the blessing of the Supreme God. Otherwise, she might understand that the reason was because Shien, who held this blessing, had the breath of the mother of the Protoss, so she, as a Protoss, had a sense of security like staying in the arms of her parents.
What really changed Feicui's state of mind was what happened the next day.
"Little guy, do you want to go with me?"
When that person looked directly at her and said such a sentence to her, Feicui felt that it was quite inconceivable.
It was not because no one had ever said so to her.
In the past, the people who had taken him in and adopted him had said the same thing.
However, the look in their eyes was completely different from that person's.
In the past, those who intended to take her in and adopt her only regarded her as an abandoned child of unknown origin. Out of sympathy, pity, and love, they intended to bring her into their lives.
But this person was different.
This person's eyes were not trying to bring her to his side, but he intended to enter her side, intervene in her life, her life.
These were two completely different things.
The former wanted her to abandon her past and live with them, but Feicui couldn't do it, so she left.
The latter, on the other hand, let her face her own problems, and the other party would intervene, interfere, and face it with her.
Especially the kind of emotion that the other party would show from time to time, as if looking at a person in the same boat, made Jade feel different from those people she had met in the past.
Perhaps, even the other party himself didn't know that he had shown such emotions?
So, at that time, Jade nodded.
It was not based on the choice of going with the flow, but the first time in history, she nodded out of her own thoughts, loyal to her heart, and nodded.
From that moment on, everything was destined to change.
Later, Jade found out that the other party was a hero, and he had the holy sword. Not only could he help her break the seal and return to her body, but he could also help her weaken the power of her body and increase her chances of success.
"Don't worry, I will help you."
The other party was obviously not a person who would say such warm-hearted words, but when facing her, he naturally said such words.
"Don't forget, it was me who asked you to choose whether to follow me or not, and it was also me who asked you to say anything and said that I would help you. Since you have made a choice, I will definitely help you to the end."
For such a reason, the other party broke the seal regardless of the consequences, or rather, he chose to do so even though he knew that he would cause trouble. He was really impulsive and reckless.
But...
"Don't be anxious, we still have time. Let's slowly think about what to do."
"Okay?"
At that time, these words unbelievably soothed the anxiety and sense of collapse in Jade's heart, causing her imperfect rationality to suddenly have an idea.
That was, he shouldn't have given up on himself to die.
Yes.
Before this, Jade's thought of returning was nothing more than abandoning herself to despair.
The result she pursued was not success, but to end everything.
In other words, in the end, it did not matter whether she succeeded or failed.
She just didn't want to go on like this anymore.
It was only at that time that Jade gave birth to the idea of success for the first time.
Even though the hope was still very slim, with the nature of the existence of the evil god Lilith, it was a difficult and even problematic matter to let her obtain the rationality and understanding she should have, but Jade still wanted to give it a try.
If she failed, then forget it.
But if she succeeded, this time, she must eliminate the estrangement she felt in the past, enter the life of others, and let her rationality truly grow.
Of course, Jade only wanted to enter the life of one person now.
That was him...
"My name is Shien, what about you?"
This was also what he had said when they first met.
At that time, her answer was: "Jade."
But this time, she wanted to answer like this.
"I am Lilith."
"Returning from the darkness, born in chaos, with the help of the brave, I successfully obtained the existence of rationality."
"Evil god?"
"No, no."
"I am a goddess, Goddess Lilith."
Just like that, the girl's swaying soul body, which seemed like it could collapse at any time, quickly stabilized.
...
"Rumble..."
This was the roar of the sky.
This was the trembling of the earth.
In the sky above Kosmos, within the bright light source, a dazzling radiance pierced through the darkness like sunlight, illuminating the surroundings.
