Because I didn't write many chapters last month, I wanted to write more chapters this month, so I wrote five days in the first week.
Because I did it, I was in a good state at that time. I felt that I could write more chapters continuously, so I said I would write for ten days.
But I didn't expect that I would eat something bad the next day, and then I had a cold and fever. But since I said I would write more chapters, I kept writing. I didn't sleep for the whole night, and I wrote until six in the morning. Then I continued writing, and I didn't sleep until eleven in the morning.
Then I woke up after two hours of sleep. Because of my biological clock, I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to, and I wasn't in a good state. But I couldn't write randomly, so I wrote very slowly.
At that time, I thought it was fine. It was just staying up late, and it would pass after a few days. It wasn't like I hadn't done it before, but the next few days, I was obviously not in good spirits, and my writing speed dropped.
After another two days, I felt that my body seemed to have recovered, so I said I would write four chapters, and I kept writing. The second time, I didn't sleep for the whole night, and I wrote until eight in the morning. I still didn't sleep for the whole night, and I also wrote four chapters.
Then I prepared to continue writing four chapters, but I found that I couldn't take it anymore.
I panicked a little because my body couldn't take it anymore. If I sat for a while, I would definitely feel sleepy, and my head would buzz.
At that time, I really wanted to continue writing, and I used all kinds of methods to keep myself awake. I drank Red Bull, coffee, green tea, black tea, mint leaves, and even took a lot of vitamin pills, but it still didn't work. I couldn't wake up, and it wasn't at night, but during the day.
At that time, I still thought that these things weren't working well, so I set an alarm and slept for half an hour before I woke up to write.
But at night, I realized something. I almost kept repeating the same thing: sleep for half an hour, wake up to write, write for a while, my mind was confused, sleep for half an hour again, and repeat.
In the past, I could easily hold on until three or four in the morning, but today, I fell into a state of confusion from one in the morning. I drank Red Bull, coffee, and all kinds of tea, but there was no effect at all.
Sorry, I really drank everything, and I couldn't wake up.
When I woke up the next day, I thought for a long time before I understood what was going on. It wasn't that these things were useless, but my body wasn't as good as before.
I wasn't young anymore.
I didn't want to accept it, but it was the truth.
After being depressed for an entire day, I finally accepted the fact that I had turned from an unmarried young man into an unmarried middle-aged man, both in terms of age and body.
I said that I didn't finish my ten days of overtime. I'm at fault. I won't quibble or shirk the responsibility. I just hope that everyone can forgive me this once.
Seriously, this month, I really had a beautiful plan. I said that I would add chapters every 15 days, but in fact, I wanted to fight it out and add chapters every 20 days. In the end, I proudly asked for tickets, but in the end … I received such a thunderbolt from the blue.
My work and rest schedule have been very messy these few days, and the update schedule is not fixed. I'm very sorry, I will correct it and try to save up enough chapters to make the update more stable.
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