Although the others were envious of Xu Yan, Xu Yan knew very well how much suffering he had gone through during this period of time.
At that time, he had no idea how Qin Yi would treat him.
Therefore, his heart was also very perturbed.
Especially after Qin Yi had said those courteous words, he felt that his death was near.
It wasn't that he didn't know what most people would say next after saying those words.
Fortunately, he had been a disciple of the white-bearded old man for so many years, so he had trained his mentality better and was more stable.
If it had been someone else, they might have broken down under such pressure during this period of time.
However, no matter what, it seemed like the final outcome was good.
After all, not only had he avoided a calamity this time, but he had also obtained Qin Yi's approval in the end.
To be honest, Xu Yan felt rather fortunate about this matter.
After all, if it had been someone else who had been in charge today, the outcome might have been completely different.
He didn't think that it was because of his behavior that he was recognized by Qin Yi.
In the end, it was Qin Yi himself who had handled this matter differently from others.
Although Xu Yan had always lived in the academy and had always received the best protection as an elder's disciple, he rarely came into contact with the darkness of the outside world. However, it shouldn't be forgotten that before he had been found by the white-bearded old man and brought into the academy, he had also lived a tough life.
Back then, he had no one to rely on, and he couldn't even have enough food and clothing to eat every day. To put it bluntly, he was a homeless child.
Obviously, he basically didn't have anyone to take care of him back then, let alone anyone to protect him.
It was also because of this that he had experienced the true dark side of this world!
Back then, he had no one to rely on, and no one to take care of him, let alone help him cultivate.
A person without cultivation and without the ability to protect himself in this warrior's world would probably have a tough life. Many people probably couldn't imagine it.
It was also because of this experience that he knew how dark the outside world was and how twisted human nature could be.
He had seen too many unreasonable people, and he had also seen countless people who took the opportunity to extort others.
Although he was still very young at that time, he had already seen all kinds of chilling scenes.
He firmly believed that if it had been someone else, even if he knelt down and begged for mercy, no one would have paid any attention to him.
If he was a wealthy person, perhaps he would have been ruthlessly extorted by others. If not, a vicious beating was unavoidable.
It was also because of this that he could be so calm when facing today's events.
In his heart, he had already thought of the worst possible outcome.
Since he had already thought of the worst result, it meant that no matter what Qin Yi did, he was already mentally prepared, so there was no need for him to continue to say anything.
However, he had never expected that Qin Yi would choose to forgive him at such a time, and even say such expectant words to him.
Obviously, the other party's attitude did not depend on him, but on Qin Yi himself.
Without a doubt, after today's events, he had a deeper understanding of Qin Yi.
At the same time, he finally knew how big the gap between him and Qin Yi was.
To be honest, if he had been in Qin Yi's shoes, he definitely wouldn't have been able to face today's events so calmly.
It was even more impossible for him to forgive him.
After all, if he thought about it carefully, what they had done today was indeed a little overboard.
Not only had they openly come to Qin Yi's residence to make a scene, but they had even wanted to attack the person who lived there.
In fact, from what happened just now, they could tell that the relationship between Qin Zhen, who had stopped them just now, and Qin Yi must be quite good.
Even though they didn't have much interaction with Qin Yi, they could be sure that Qin Yi definitely valued his sister very much.
When Qin Yi came out and saw his sister being attacked, he would probably be very angry.
From Qin Yi's eyes, Xu Yan could more or less tell that he must be a person who had experienced a lot, and it was precisely because he had experienced a lot that most people would value family very much.
Moreover, back then, Qin Zhen had encountered such a crisis because he was protecting Qin Yi. This would probably make Qin Yi even more furious!
If he had been in Qin Yi's shoes, it would definitely not have been so easy to handle today's events.
Even if the other party had apologized sincerely, he would definitely not have any thoughts of changing his mind.
Perhaps, he would indeed say that he forgave him, but in his heart, it was absolutely impossible for him to forgive the other party's actions today!
However, Qin Yi did it.
Not only did the other party sincerely forgive him, but he even said such words to him. This kind of breadth of mind, it was probably impossible for anyone else to have this kind of magnanimity.
Perhaps he could temporarily not say anything about others, but he would definitely not forgive so easily!
From this, it was already clear that the gap between him and Qin Yi was already very obvious.
Obviously, Xu Yan had a lot of dissatisfaction in his heart with regards to Qin Yi in the beginning.
This was because whether it was in terms of effort or resources, he was not much inferior to Qin Yi.
In addition, he was older than Qin Yi. No matter what, he had cultivated for a few more years than Qin Yi and enjoyed more resources than Qin Yi before!
In that case, why was he inferior to Qin Yi when their conditions were not equal?
Obviously, when a person could not understand something, it was easy for him to walk into a dead end!
The more he could not understand, the easier it was for his imagination to run wild!
And the more he let his imagination run wild, the deeper the resentment in his heart would accumulate.
To be honest, at that time, his thoughts towards Qin Yi could be said to be quite vicious.
There were even many times when he wanted Qin Yi to die directly!
And because of this hidden in his heart, he was found by the Divine King's clone!
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