"It turns out that I've been living in a dream all this time."
Jiang Xinyue murmured to herself. Even though she had regained her memories, she still felt a sense of loss.
Compared to Qin Zhen, she seemed to be more serious about this part of her life.
Therefore, Qin Zhen could casually deny her past life, but Jiang Xinyue couldn't. She had already sunk into a deep dilemma.
The princess of the Azure Luo Kingdom's imperial family from the Yan Luo Region had been kept in a secret cave and was being nurtured as a secret weapon.
Which side was the life she truly wanted?
"Xinyue?"
Qin Zhen gazed at Jiang Xinyue, who had sunk into a dilemma, and tried to persuade her.
However, just as she was about to speak, Qin Yi stopped her.
"Elder Sister, our opinion isn't the most important thing to her right now!"
Qin Yi's eyes flickered with a deep luster as he said in an extremely serious tone, "Now, we should give her enough time to think about what she should do next."
Qin Zhen glanced at Qin Yi and then at Jiang Xinyue, who had a pained expression on her face. In the end, he chose to listen to Qin Yi's opinion.
Actually, she knew very well why Jiang Xinyue was so conflicted.
Although she and Jiang Xinyue had both had their memories sealed by Lv Yuankai, there were still some differences between her and Jiang Xinyue.
First of all, she was slightly older than Jiang Xinyue. She had also experienced much more than Jiang Xinyue. In addition, she had grown up in a wealthy environment. However, she definitely wasn't like Jiang Xinyue, who didn't have to worry about food or clothing and could cultivate without any distractions.
Later on, Jiang Xinyue's ruling position in the Azure Luo Kingdom had been challenged. It was then that she had truly experienced the trials and tribulations of life. But at that time, Qin Zhen had been independent for a long time. Even though Jiang Xinyue had successfully brought justice to her family and regained control of the Azure Net Nation, she had accomplished most of it with Qin Yi's help.
Therefore, in terms of mental state, Qin Zhen had to be tougher than Jiang Xinyue. Although his memories were sealed, Qin Zhen's will would still attack the seal from time to time. It was also because of this that when the Heaven Thieving Mole first appeared in front of her and told her the name Qin Yi, she felt rather complicated.
Although, at that time, she did not believe those words and quickly launched an attack. However, for a long time after that, she would often recall that incident in her mind.
It was also because of this that when the Jade Rabbit used medicine on both of them, Jiang Xinyue wasn't affected at all. On the other hand, Qin Zhen could recall everything like a dream. Even though she couldn't see the figure and face in the dream clearly, it had already provided a lot of help for her to recover her memories.
In addition, even though both of them were valued by Lv Yuankai and were secretly nurtured as secret weapons. However, it was obvious that Jiang Xinyue was valued much more than Qin Zhen.
Jiang Xinyue, who had been brainwashed by Lv Yuankai and instilled with ideas, could be said to have a great sense of identity with her current life.
Her hard work in cultivation and the powerful strength she had now were the best embodiment!
To Qin Zhen, perhaps the time when he was secretly imprisoned by Lv Yuankai was a nightmare. However, this wasn't the case for Jiang Xinyue.
Even if it was just a dream, it was definitely an unforgettable dream for her. Her memories didn't allow her to ignore this part of her life as if it was a dream that never existed.
Of course, the most important thing was that she cultivated the Emotionless God technique! It was a path that emphasized severing all emotions and leading straight to the peak of martial arts.
The impact of this cultivation technique on her was indelible! Even though she had escaped from the place where she was being nurtured as a secret weapon and had successfully recovered her memories of the past, the influence of the cultivation technique was still controlling her thoughts.
Although she was poisoned by this kind of pure evil, she had never had such a thought!
In fact, even Qin Yi, who she missed the most in her heart, didn't seem to be that important anymore!
"I … What should I do?"
Jiang Xinyue fell into deep pain. On one side was Qin Yi, and on the other was the future she looked forward to. Both sides were extremely important to her!
She didn't want to give up on either side. Unfortunately, her current situation had clearly told her that these two choices were completely opposite. She couldn't be greedy, and she definitely couldn't be greedy. If she wanted to obtain one of them, she would have to completely give up on the other.
All of a sudden, she recalled the time when she was in the Yan Luo Region.
Although she had now reached a level that she couldn't even imagine at that time … As the place where she had lived since she was young, that place was obviously an important place in her memory that couldn't be neglected.
Of course, during the ten years when she was alive … Although she was carefree, it didn't leave a very deep impression on her. In her heart, the real turning point in her life was when Qin Yi appeared in her life.
This seemingly quiet young man was not only kind-hearted, but also had the ability to change the world.
In her heart, as long as Qin Yi was there, all the difficulties in the world would eventually be solved. The two of them had been together for a long time, and they had left behind countless memories related to each other. During this process, she had even developed feelings for Qin Yi.
It was a pity that Qin Yi, who had always been quick-witted, seemed to be terrifyingly slow in this regard. No matter how affectionate she was, or how clearly she hinted, she would only get a dull response from him in the end.
Even so, in her heart, Qin Yi had always been an irreplaceable existence. Even now, when she thought about it, she would feel a burst of warmth in her heart.
At this moment, she didn't realize that her originally cold heart seemed to have been injected with fresh blood, and had begun to beat again.
However, compared to the life in the Yan Luo Region with Qin Yi, her current life under Lv Yuankai's tutelage seemed rather monotonous. In her memory, she was repeating the same thing almost every day: cultivation and listening to her master's' teachings'.
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