Could it be that he had really lost himself after igniting the Original Sin Hellfire at Wudao Mountain? And he had been lost for a full ten thousand years?
If that was the case, how did he lose himself? What did he do when he lost himself? How did he find himself in the end?
Gu Qingfeng thought about it again and again. Unfortunately, he could not remember anything.
He did not know how he had lost himself, nor did he know how he had found himself. He did not even know what he had done when he was lost.
It was like he had lost his memory.
Moreover, after he had awakened, he had not felt any discomfort. He had not been unable to distinguish between the past and present lives.
Or was it that he had really lost himself, but he did not know it?
Opposite him.
Mo Wentian and Ren Tianxing saw that he was deep in thought. They asked, "Brother Gu, what are you thinking about?"
Gu Qingfeng did not try to hide his doubts. Ren Tianxing did not have much experience in this area, and he had never lost himself, so he could not answer this question. Although Mo Wentian had experience of losing himself, this was not something that could be understood with experience. If he could understand it, Mo Wentian would not be unable to distinguish between his previous life and his current life.
Moreover, at this moment, Mo Wentian did not even know if he was still himself. How could he answer Gu Qingfeng's question?
"Brother Gu, I am really sorry. If it were other questions, I might be able to help you. However, I am really helpless in this matter of being lost …"
Mo Wentian shook his head and sighed.
Gu Qingfeng laughed and said nonchalantly, "Brother Mo, you are too kind. I only have some doubts. Maybe I am overthinking."
"When Wudao Mountain appeared in the secular world, although I didn't go there, such a big thing happened. There should be many people involved. There is no such thing as an airtight wall in the world. How about this, Brother Gu, you can rest assured about this matter. I will help you investigate it as soon as possible."
Upon hearing this, Gu Qingfeng quickly said, "Brother Mo, I appreciate your kindness. However, since this matter has passed, let's forget about it."
Mo Wentian pretended to be angry and said, "Brother Gu, don't you treat me as a friend?"
"That is not what I meant."
Gu Qingfeng explained, "It's not because I heard you mention being lost that I had my suspicions. Besides … even if I really lost myself back then, I've found it now. As for whether I'm still the same person as before, to be honest … I don't know. Maybe I am, maybe I am not. Anyway, I don't feel anything, and I don't feel that I'm any different. In short, whether he loves me or not, who cares? I don't care. I'll live my life as I should."
"This …"
Mo Wen Tian's heart skipped a beat. Then, he shook his head and smiled bitterly. "Brother Gu's state of mind is so high that I really envy you."
Gu Qingfeng was also extremely speechless. "Enough, enough, it's starting again …"
Mo Wen Tian was truly envious of Gu Qingfeng's state of mind that allowed nature to take its course.
If he could, he also wanted to be as indifferent as Gu Qingfeng. He didn't care and just went with the flow.
The problem was that there were some things that couldn't be seen through just because you wanted to.
For example, the matter of karma. No matter how he looked at it, he could not get over it, let alone see through it.
Searching for karma had become his obsession. As long as he lived, he would never give up.
On the other hand, Gu Qingfeng.
He felt that he hadn't seen through the so-called karma and fate, but he was born to be a lazy person who went with the flow and was content with the situation.
You could say that he went with the flow or resigned himself to fate.
Gu Qingfeng could not be bothered to argue.
If one's character could really decide one's fate, Gu Qingfeng could only resign himself to fate with his easy-going character.
The three of them drank and chatted. They mostly talked about the karma of original sins. After all, the three of them were original sinners and were variables in ancient times. It could be said that they were all in the same boat. Other than talking about the karma of original sins, they could only talk about the karma of original sins.
"Brother Gu."
Ren Tianxing, who was cold and silent, suddenly opened his mouth and asked, "To what extent are you trapped in the original sins?"
Don't say.
Ren Tianxing's question really stumped him.
Now, all the existences in the world said that he had fallen deeply into the original sins. However, Ren Tianxing and Mo Wen Tian did not know how deep he had fallen. Even Gu Qingfeng himself did not know. What made him even more depressed was that he did not feel that he had fallen deeply into the original sins.
It was said that the original sins were divided into several stages.
The first was the incarnation of original sins, the second was the Sambhogakaya, the third was the Nirmanakaya, and the fourth was the Original Sin Dharmakaya.
The problem was.
Gu Qingfeng had lived until now. Along the way, he had neither become the incarnation of original sins nor the Sambhogakaya. As for the Nirmanakaya and the Original Sin Dharmakaya, he did not even have them.
At least.
He didn't have the slightest impression of it.
It was said that when he ignited the fire of original sins at Pathless Mountain, he also awakened the original sins.
However, Gu Qingfeng did not have any impression of it.
Perhaps when he ignited the fire of original sins back then, he really lost himself and became the incarnation of original sins. Then, during the ten thousand years of being lost, he also became the Sambhogakaya, Nirmanakaya, and even the Original Sin Dharmakaya.
Thinking about it carefully, it was not impossible.
After all, after becoming the incarnation of original sins, it was like going crazy. Especially after becoming the Sambhogakaya and Nirmanakaya, it was more like a puppet of original sins. When the original sins gave birth to a new consciousness, it would also become the Original Sin Dharmakaya. After becoming the Original Sin Dharmakaya, although the self was still the self, it had long lost its original self, just like a person who had lost his original personality.
It could not be said that he had lost his original self, because after becoming the Original Sin Dharmakaya, it was the self that was born from original sins. Therefore, at this time, his original self was already the original sin.
Could it be that he was also the Original Sin Dharmakaya now?
Gu Qingfeng shook his head. He did not think so.
At least, it did not feel so.
Because he still had his humanity.
Moreover, his original sins were also looming and felt illusory. Therefore, he had never felt how deep he had fallen into the original sins.
Not only did he not feel how deep he had fallen, but he also felt that he seemed to be getting further and further away from the original sins.
Whether it was Mo Wentian or Ren Tianxing, they also felt that he was not the Original Sin Dharmakaya. As for why he was not, the two of them could not explain it. Just like Gu Qingfeng, it was just a feeling.
The difference was.
Gu Qingfeng felt that he was getting deeper and deeper into the original sins.
Mo Wentian and Ren Tianxing felt that he had fallen very, very deep, so deep that the two of them, the Original Sin Dharmakaya, could not imagine it.
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