"Ah! Mi! Tuo! Buddha! "
The old monk's four-word Buddhist chants sounded. His voice was profound and wonderful. Each word contained boundless Buddhist teachings.
"May I ask why Scholar Ancient doesn't want to transcend himself? Is it really because you only want to be a mortal with seven emotions and six desires?"
Gu Qingfeng shrugged and replied without hesitation, "Of course."
"May I ask why Scholar Ancient doesn't want to transcend himself? Is it really because you only want to be a mortal with seven emotions and six desires?"
The old monk asked the same question again. However, this time, Gu Qingfeng's tone was not so certain. He asked back, "Is it not so?"
"May I ask why Scholar Ancient doesn't want to transcend himself? Is it really because you only want to be a mortal with seven emotions and six desires?"
The old monk asked the same question for the third time. This time, Gu Qingfeng was not so certain. He hesitated for a long time before replying, "Perhaps."
"May I ask why Scholar Ancient doesn't want to transcend himself? Is it really because you only want to be a mortal with seven emotions and six desires?"
The old monk asked the same question for the fourth time. This time, Gu Qingfeng was silent for a long time before shaking his head and saying, "I don't know."
"Alas!"
The old monk's sigh came from the illusory Mount Nirvana. He said, "Of course Scholar Ancient doesn't know. If he knew, Scholar Ancient wouldn't be confused by himself like he is now."
Yes.
Confused.
And he was still confused by himself.
To be more precise, the current Gu Qingfeng had lost himself in his own world.
To be precise, Gu Qingfeng didn't know which was the real him.
He didn't know when it started.
Perhaps it was after he merged with the original sin, or perhaps it was when he was searching for karma. As he fell deeper and deeper into the path of karma of the original sin in the era of Daoless, he didn't know which was the real him.
Was the real him a person of original sin? Or a person without Dao? Or a mortal?
He couldn't tell.
At first, when he started searching for karma, although he had doubts, they were only doubts and nothing else. He could recognize himself.
However, ever since he merged with the drop of original sin blood, he became more and more confused.
When he ignited the original sin fire in Daoless Mountain and woke up after ten thousand years, he was completely confused by himself.
He often wondered if he was no longer himself, but had become the body of original sin. It was just that he didn't know it.
This body of original sin might not be an incarnation, but a Dharma body.
He did have such a feeling, especially when Mantufan said that after he ignited the original sin and awakened it from its slumber, this feeling was even more intense.
Not only that.
Gu Qingfeng even suspected that after fusing with that drop of Original Sin Blood, he might not be himself anymore, but the body of Original Sin that belonged to Supreme Venerable Wudao.
Otherwise, how could he have formed inexplicable karma with so many people from the Daoless Era?
All the things he had experienced over the years made Gu Qingfeng suspicious.
"Old Monk, do you think I am the real me now?"
"I I can't answer this question question."
"Why?"
"I don't know, no one knows. If there is anyone in this world who can answer this question, then this person is only you."
"If I knew, I wouldn't ask you."
After a moment, Gu Qingfeng said faintly, "Old Monk, do you know? Back then, after the Ancient Calamity, when I woke up in the secular world, I encountered a Great Dao Liquid once. A Great Dao Seed inexplicably fused into my body. "
"I clearly remember that the Great Path Seed once said something to me. It said that they found out, knew, and were looking for me."
"It also told me to be careful of the Hasa Clan, the Kasyapa Clan, and the Maha Clan …"
"The Great Path Seed also told me to be careful of karma and not believe in karma. It was their trap."
"It also told me to be careful of my past life and not believe in my past life."
"Not only that, the Great Path Seed also told me to be careful of myself and not believe in myself …"
"The Great Path Seed said that I have as many past lives as I have karma, and as many past lives as I have myself."
"It told me not to believe, not to believe in anyone."
"It also told me to find it, and it said that I was on its back …"
Gu Qingfeng closed his eyes as if he was recalling. Then he said, "Although this matter has passed for a long time, I have always remembered it clearly. Moreover, I asked you for guidance back then. I asked you what the Hasa Clan, the Kasyapa Clan, and the Maha Clan were. You said you didn't know."
"I also asked you, how many past lives can there be in the so-called karma of past lives? How many past lives? How many past lives? What does it mean? "
"You still said you didn't know."
"I wonder if you still remember this matter, old monk?"
The old monk replied, "I remember."
"You didn't answer me back then, not because you didn't know, but because you didn't want to say, right?"
"Indeed."
"Why?"
"Back then, Master Ancient knew nothing about Wudao, and had never embarked on the path of seeking karma. I didn't want Master Ancient to embark on this path, so I didn't want to talk too much about the era of Wudao."
"Back then, I really knew nothing about Wudao, but now it's different. Not only have I embarked on this path, but I've already fallen into it and can't get out."
"This old monk had once advised Ancient Hermit not to seek karma …"
"Come on, is there any point in saying this now? Furthermore, back then, was the reason why I embarked on this path because I wanted to pursue karma? That's not the case at all, okay? I was born as a sinner, and then all kinds of karma came one after another. I couldn't stop it. In other words, I was born as a chess piece in the game of karma. Whether I seek it or not, isn't it the same thing? Even if I don't seek it, karma will f * cking find me. "
"Amitabha."
The old monk chanted a Buddhist mantra and didn't speak again.
"Don't rush to say Amitabha. First, tell me about the Hasa clan, Kasyapa, and Maha."
"There are some things that I don't want to say, but I can't say. I hope Master Ancient can understand and don't force me."
"Why can't you say it?"
The old monk chanted Amitabha again. Obviously, he didn't want to answer Gu Qingfeng's question.
"What Hasa, Kasyapa, Maha, are they from the era of Wudao? Is it a taboo? Or a saint from the era of Wudao? What god? "
No matter what Gu Qingfeng said, the old monk remained silent.
It seemed.
The old monk was determined not to answer this question.
In the end, Gu Qingfeng also gave up and said, "Well, if you don't want to say, I won't force you, but … the so-called past life and present life, how much karma, how much self, how much true self, how much true self, how much true self, what is going on? Can you at least explain to me?"
You've already exceeded your reading limit for today. If you want to read more, please log in.
Login
Select text and click 'Report' to let us know about any bad translation.
