Yun Nishang disappeared.
Gu Qingfeng was left lying on the chair alone, looking at the red stone in his hand.
The sun was setting. It was dusk.
At dusk.
The man in white looked especially lonely.
The man in white.
The man in black hair.
The demon fruit.
The man in white wine.
The man in white.
Gu Qingfeng looked at the red stone in his palm for a long time.
He knew that when Yun Nishang disappeared, it also meant that Hong Xiu, who had made him fall in love for the first time when he was young and unforgettable, had also disappeared.
Yun Nishang might appear again, but Hong Xiu would never appear again.
Gu Qingfeng did not speak.
Not a word.
He closed his eyes.
The red stone in his palm slid down. But when it slid into the air, the red stone had already disappeared, turned into dust, and blended into nature.
It was late at night.
Gu Qingfeng did not leave. He just closed his eyes and lay on his back. His mind was empty and he was not thinking about anything.
He wanted to sleep.
He wanted to put everything aside and sleep.
But.
It was just a thought.
The deep sleep of his consciousness did not make him put everything aside.
"I have my own wisdom and doubts. I can distinguish between things and myself!
"A hundred kinds of Yang and a hundred kinds of Yin, turn into heaven and earth!
"There is no good, no evil, only cause and effect!
"A thousand kinds of saints, a thousand kinds of demons, let others say whatever they want!"
It was like deja vu, like he had comprehended something, but also like he did not understand. It was like looking at flowers in the fog, or the moon in the water. He was inexplicably immersed in it and could not extricate himself for a while.
It was this dream again.
It belonged to the nightmare of the original sin.
Jun Xuanji said that anyone who had committed the original sin would suffer from the nightmare of the original sin.
In the dream.
It was like endless darkness, but also like endless light, and even more like endless chaos.
"Don't believe in karma … Don't believe …
"It's fake … Karma is fake.
"Don't believe in them.
"Don't forget, never forget … You have cut off all karma, so you have no past life, no present life, and no afterlife … You only belong to you, you are the only you.
"Xuwang Mountain …
"I will wait for you in Xuwang Mountain …
"I will always wait for you …
"I know, and I firmly believe that you will come back one day."
"I'll wait for you."
"I'll wait for you …"
The dream, or the nightmare that belonged to the original sin.
The voice was still that ethereal voice.
The last time Gu Qingfeng entered the Nightmare of Deadly Sins, he encountered a fellow wrapped in white cloth. Gu Qingfeng still didn't know who that person was, but something the other party said left a deep impression on him.
That person said that this voice belonged to a woman, a woman who was buried in the Illusory Mountain by Supreme Dao Sovereign Wu Dao during the Daoless Era.
As for the rest, Gu Qingfeng wasn't sure.
He didn't understand what the woman meant by repeating those words.
What karma was fake?
What only belongs to you?
Who the hell was she waiting for in the Illusory Mountain?
"Is that you?"
The woman's voice sounded again, as if she was talking to herself.
"No, it's not you."
"I know it's not you. How could it be you …"
"It's fake. It's all fake. You said that you're also fake. Everything is fake. It's all an illusion."
"Haha, it's all an illusion …"
"Haha, are you all right?"
"Will you still come back?"
"No! You won't come back … You said that after you leave, you'll never come back. "
"No! You'll definitely come back. You also said that after you leave, you'll definitely come back. "
"I … will wait for you."
"Don't leave me behind … Don't, okay?"
Gu Qingfeng tried to communicate with the woman, but it was useless. He didn't know where this voice came from.
He didn't know why.
Every time he heard this woman's voice, Gu Qingfeng couldn't help but have an urge to immediately find the Daoless Illusory Mountain. This urge made him want to destroy the world to find the Daoless Illusory Mountain and find this woman!
In the past, this feeling wasn't too strong, but this time, it was abnormally strong. The blood of original sin in his body seemed to be stimulated and flowed wildly!
As the blood of the original sin flowed, the impulse became even stronger. Gu Qingfeng couldn't bear it any longer and wanted to roar at the sky. He wanted to kill all living beings and destroy the heavens and earth!
Gu Qingfeng resisted this urge. He put his palms together, focused his mind, and removed all distracting thoughts.
He tried to suppress this madness!
However.
It was useless.
The more he tried to suppress it, the more intense the madness became.
This feeling penetrated every inch of his skin, every acupoint, every bloodline, and even every strand of hair was affected. The six Forbidden Great Daos that belonged to him, the soul of the Evil Avici Asura that ruled purgatory, and even the avatars that ruled life and death were all affected. Not only were they restless, but they also became violent. His consciousness began to blur, and his Divine Sense began to become chaotic …
Looking at the current Gu Qingfeng, only his Great Freedom Heart was still bitterly holding on.
This was the only piece of pure land he had.
It was also the only place that the blood of original sin hadn't tainted.
Buzz! Ah! Ah! Give!
Gu Qingfeng spat out the will of all Buddhas and began to chant sutras!
"Great joy blazes in the palace, Le Kong observes the body of wisdom, Li Yu has the nature of the lotus flower, the Vajra Sun Venerable is the Great Light and Virtue, the world is free and merciful, the Lotus King who controls the cycle of reincarnation and nirvana, the King of Joy and Desire, the Great Blessings, captures the hearts and consciousness of all living things as the Bright Mother, all things appear in the Great Blessings, all desires win, all will be free, all will be achieved, and all will be achieved without hindrance …"
At this moment, Gu Qingfeng's Great Freedom Heart transcended himself!
This was the supreme Great Freedom of Buddhism!
"Being free and comfortable, not relying on others, not needing external objects, self-perfection …"
As Gu Qingfeng put his palms together, his body became more and more blurry, swaying like a cloud of smoke.
"Because of the absence of light, the heart arises from nothing. Because of nothing, one's realm is destroyed. Because of the destruction of karma, one's state of mind is complete. It is called nirvana, and there is nothing. It is the Dharma of life and death.
At this moment, Gu Qingfeng's body, soul, and everything else turned into ashes.
This was the supreme Great Nirvana of Buddhism.
"Clouds without reality are illusory, clouds without reality are illusory. All Dharma is created by the heart, there is no other body outside the heart. Falsehood is fleeting, the heart is full of coincidences, and it cannot achieve perfection and convenience. Heaven and earth are illusory, and only I return to the truth!"
Gu Qingfeng, who turned into ashes, was reborn again in the blink of an eye. However, the Gu Qingfeng after his rebirth was no longer Gu Qingfeng, but more like Gu Qingfeng. He was like the real Gu Qingfeng, but also like the fake Gu Qingfeng. It was as if he had never been reborn in nirvana, but also like he had never been annihilated. It was as if he was dead, but also like he was alive, as if he had never existed, and also like he had never disappeared.
Was he alive or dead, was he reborn from nirvana, or was he annihilated? Did he never exist, or was he always there?
Truth and falsehood, falsehood and truth.
No one knew.
This was the supreme falsehood of Buddhism!
(End of Chapter)
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