The last time he saw Jun Xuanji was in the nightmare of the original sin.
Jun Xuanji said that there was a lot of blood of original sin in the world, and there were also many people of original sin.
She was one of them. Not only was she a person of original sin, but she had also fused with the blood of original sin.
The only difference was …
Jun Xuanji said that the blood of original sin she had fused with was the only drop of original sin that had mutated. It was also the only drop of original sin blood that was alive.
At that time, Gu Qingfeng had asked what was the difference between the two.
Jun Xuanji said that only the blood of original sin that was alive was the blood of original sin in the true sense. Only the blood of original sin that was alive had life.
Jun Xuanji also said that if he awakened this drop of original sin blood, he would awaken the consciousness of original sin. At that time, he could become the incarnation of original sin, which was also the second source of original sin.
Jun Xuanji had also said that before.
He didn't have a past life. All the people without Dao didn't have a past life. They were cursed by karma.
She also told him not to believe in karma. Karma was fake.
She said that someone wanted him to become the incarnation of original sin.
Whether it was karma, fate, or original sin, she didn't know … She had forgotten. She only knew that everything had already begun. When Gu Qingfeng fused with that drop of original sin blood and embarked on the path of karma, it had already begun.
She also told Gu Qingfeng not to get lost, especially not on the path of karma. Once he got lost, he would become the incarnation of original sin.
Gu Qingfeng didn't understand what Jun Xuanji said at that time.
But after awakening the blood of original sin in his body, he seemed to understand.
Because he could feel it.
Although it was very vague and weak, Gu Qingfeng could really feel it.
Furthermore, this feeling became clearer and clearer as the Blood of Original Sin continued to erode his body and soul.
Perhaps it was really as Jun Xuanji said. When he awakened the blood of original sin, this drop of blood of original sin would come to life. When this drop of blood of original sin was resurrected, he might really become the incarnation of original sin.
"You can feel it, right? You must be able to feel it. You must be able to. "
Jun Xuanji looked at Gu Qingfeng and murmured softly, "It's destined. Everything is destined."
Gu Qingfeng also looked at her and said, "If you want to kill me, you can do it now. There is no need to wait for the arrival of Pathless Mountain."
"Kill you?" Jun Xuanji shook her head slightly, as if she was very hesitant. "I don't know if I should kill you, nor do I know if I should kill you. I don't even know if I want to kill you. I don't even know if everything will end. I want it to end, but I don't want it to end … I know why I want it to end, but I don't know why I don't want it to end."
"I've forgotten … I've also lost myself …" Jun Xuanji's eyes were empty. She looked at Gu Qingfeng and said softly, "Perhaps it's because of this loss and confusion that I chose to forget and lose myself …"
"You're also at a loss, aren't you? You don't know how to choose, do you? "
Faced with Jun Xuanji's question, Gu Qingfeng fell silent.
Indeed.
Today, Gu Qingfeng was indeed at a loss and was indeed very hesitant. In fact, as Jun Xuanji said, he didn't know how to choose.
He had asked himself more than once in his heart.
If when Pathless Mountain descended, his existence would really cause the black hole of karma to open, cause the curse of karma to envelop him, and turn him into the original sin, what should he do? Let it happen, or not.
To be honest.
Gu Qingfeng didn't care about cutting off the 3,000 Great Daos, nor did he care about destroying this world.
He only cared about the people he cared about.
If he cut off the 3,000 Great Daos and destroyed this world, where would the people he cared about go?
Would they be affected by the black hole of karma and the curse of karma?
He didn't know.
Gu Qingfeng really didn't know.
"Can you promise me one thing?"
Jun Xuanji suddenly asked.
Gu Qingfeng didn't understand and asked, "What is it?"
"When Pathless Mountain descends, no matter what choice you make, you must kill me first, okay?"
Hearing this.
Gu Qingfeng's heart suddenly jolted.
This sentence was so familiar to him, yet so strange at the same time.
He still remembered clearly that Yun Nishang had said this to him before.
Feng Zhuyue had also said this to him before.
Tang HuanYue had also said this.
Even Canyang Wuyou had said this.
Now Jun Xuanji had also said this.
"Why?"
"I want to be free …"
"Can I be free if I kill you?"
"Perhaps."
"Perhaps?"
"Perhaps."
"Even you aren't sure. If I kill you and you can't be free, what will you do?"
Jun Xuanji didn't answer this question. She continued to look at Gu Qingfeng, her gaze becoming more and more complicated. She shook her head and said that she didn't know.
"If I die, can you be free? Will all of this end? "
"I don't know …"
With that, Jun Xuanji continued, "I won't allow you to die either. I said that I will wait for you at Xuwang Mountain. I will always wait for you. I know and believe that you will come back one day."
This sentence was both familiar and foreign to Gu Qingfeng. Because in the nightmare of original sin, there was a voice that kept repeating this sentence. Gu Qingfeng still didn't know who that person was.
She looked at him and said, "My original self told myself that I want to wait for you, wait for you to come back. But my true self told myself that I don't want you to come back … I want to end all of this. I don't know which one is the real me. I'm lost … I'm really lost …"
"You … will be lost too …"
"You will too …"
Jun Xuanji's words were always so strange and mysterious. Gu Qingfeng had never understood them before. This time was no exception.
"Kill me before you lose yourself, okay? Just take it as fulfilling my wish, okay? "
Jun Xuanji pleaded again.
Gu Qingfeng shook his head and said, "I won't."
"Why?"
Gu Qingfeng stared at her and said solemnly, "I can't do it."
"Why can't you do it?"
"I can't bear to."
"Why can't you bear to?"
This time, Gu Qingfeng didn't respond.
Jun Xuanji didn't ask any more questions. She stared at Gu Qingfeng. After a long time, she closed her eyes and turned around, as if she was about to leave. She said, "Do you know? If you can't even bear to kill me, then it means that you have already bowed to fate. "
"You are a variable. A variable is unknown to heaven and earth. Fate cannot be determined and cause and effect cannot be followed. The only thing that can be determined and followed is yourself."
"And as a variable, you value relationships more than anyone else. Perhaps fate has already seen through this. That's why you and I met in ancient times."
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