The old monk's sigh cleared away all the doubts and helplessness in his heart. He also sighed all the hesitation and bewilderment in his heart.
Gu Qingfeng could hear that it was a sigh that came from the depths of his heart.
Perhaps it was as the old monk had said. He had lost himself, not only in himself, but also in karma.
Why were the people of the Daoless Era all lost? What had they experienced?
Gu Qingfeng did not know.
He did not ask.
Because he knew that it would be useless to ask.
After a long time.
The old monk asked, "Layman Ancient, do you plan to continue searching for karma?"
"Why not? What's more, if everything in the world is in karma, do you think it's important whether I search for it or not? If I don't search for it, does it mean that karma won't appear? "
"Sigh …"
The old monk sighed again.
"Why do you sigh?"
"I sigh at the helplessness of life."
Gu Qingfeng could not help but laugh, "Even an eminent monk like you sigh at the helplessness of life, then do we still want to continue living?"
"Layman Ancient, don't belittle yourself."
"Haha, old monk, I've always wanted to know, why did you stop me from searching for karma?"
"I didn't stop you, I just didn't want you to search for karma."
"Well, even if you didn't want me to, why? Are you afraid that I'll be lost too? "
"Perhaps."
"Why? Don't tell me it's because of friendship, I don't think there's any friendship between us. "
"I don't want you to search for karma, not because of friendship, but because I don't want you to merge with the blood of original sin. To be precise, I don't want you to become a true original sinner."
"You know everything."
"Although I'm lost, there are some things that I can still deduce. Although you existed because of the blood of original sin, that's all. At best, you can only be considered half of the blood of original sin. Now that you've merged with the blood of original sin, you're a true original sinner. In the past, you might have been able to avoid the black hole of karma and stay out of it, but now …"
As he spoke, the old monk sighed again.
"Since you know about the Blood of Original Sin, you should know that I had no other choice."
"That's why this old monk laments the helplessness of life."
"However, there's one thing I don't understand. Even if I become a true sinner, why can't I avoid the karmic black hole? Why can't we stay out of it? "
"The origin of the causal black hole is the original sin. As a person of the original sin, how can you avoid it? The karmic black hole is the source of all calamities. As a person of original sin, how can you stay out of this? "
Gu Qingfeng didn't quite understand. He smiled and said, "In that case, I've fallen into the trap? You can't pull it out, right? "
"Ancient Hermit can still laugh."
"What else can we do? Are you going to cry? "
Gu Qingfeng was indeed able to laugh. Not only could he laugh, but he was also able to accept it. This was because he knew very well that he had committed too many sins and caused too much trouble in his five hundred years of cultivation. He had never expected or hoped that he would have a good ending. Therefore, he was not surprised that he had fallen into a karmic black hole, nor did he feel that there was anything to be afraid of.
"By the way, old monk, is the blood of original sin really the blood spirit of Supreme Venerable Wudao?"
"Perhaps. This old monk isn't too sure."
"Then what are you worried about? Even if I really fall into the karmic black hole, it has nothing to do with you, right? "
"Ancient Hermit, believe this old monk. If possible, this old monk wants to know the answer to this question more than you do. This old monk also wants to know what I'm worried about. This old monk has always felt an inexplicable fear deep in his heart, but this old monk really doesn't know what I'm afraid of … "
"I say, old monk, you don't look right today!"
For some reason, the old monk's mood today seemed very abnormal. In the past, the old monk was like an enlightened monk who had transcended the secular world, but today, the old monk was like a cynical old man. His words were full of complaints about his fusion with the blood of original sin.
"Could it really be because I've fused with the blood of original sin?"
The old monk didn't respond in time. He was silent for a long time before he sighed helplessly.
"Perhaps."
"Then what are you afraid of? You're afraid that I'll harm this world. You're not in this world, what are you afraid of? " As Gu Qingfeng thought, he said, "You're a person of the era of Supreme Venerable Wudao, and I'm a person who has fused with the blood of original sin. The blood of original sin may be the blood spirit of Supreme Venerable Wudao. What, are you afraid that I'll become the second Supreme Venerable Wudao?"
Silence.
Silence again.
This time, the old monk was silent for a long time.
When he opened his mouth again, he sighed again.
This sigh was more helpless than before, more hesitant, and more at a loss.
"I don't know whether all this is the arrangement of fate, karma, or chaos..."
The old monk sighed.
And this sigh was also the answer to a question that Gu Qingfeng wanted to know the most.
"This old monk is tired, very tired..."
"Well, since you're tired, then rest first."
Gu Qingfeng was about to leave when he suddenly thought of an important matter. He opened his mouth and asked, "Wait, old monk, there's something I want to ask you."
After that.
He said a sentence that the crazy old man in the remains of the era of Supreme Venerable Wudao had muttered, which also made him inexplicably fall into a dream.
After a long while, the old monk's voice came, "You have wisdom, you have doubts, you can distinguish between things and yourself. A hundred kinds of Yang, a hundred kinds of Yin, turn into the harmony of heaven and earth. There is no good, no evil, only cause and effect. A thousand kinds of saints, a thousand kinds of devils, let others say..."
The old monk repeated this sentence in a very complicated tone.
In the end, he said, "This sentence is very familiar... like deja vu."
"Just like deja vu?"
The old monk continued to repeat that sentence. After a long time, he responded, "Just like deja vu. I wonder where you heard this sentence from?"
"A friend mentioned it by chance."
"Just a friend?"
Gu Qingfeng responded affirmatively, "Just a friend."
"Oh."
Then?
There was no "then"...
The old monk did not speak again. And Gu Qingfeng did not expect to get any answer from the old monk. He just wanted to tell the old monk this sentence, that was all. As for why, he did not know. After that, he did not stay and directly left.
After Gu Qingfeng left.
Another voice came from the misty space of the Bone Jade of Extinction.
"Old monk, why did you betray me?"
"Even if this old monk did not say it, Mr. Ancient would know sooner or later. Perhaps Mr. Ancient already felt it, but did not say it clearly."
(End of this chapter)
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