"Is there a difference? Tell me, is there a difference between fate and karma? What should be born has already been born. Is it important whether it's fate or karma? "
Gu Qingfeng shrugged his shoulders and did not comment.
Indeed.
Just as Tang HuanYue had said, what should be born had already been born. It was meaningless to talk about fate and karma now.
Seeing Tang HuanYue staring at him in a daze, Gu Qingfeng asked, "Why are you looking at me like that? Why? Don't you recognize me after not seeing me for so many years?"
"You haven't changed. You're still the same as before. You don't care about anyone or anything. You don't care about anything."
"These words sound really uncomfortable. What do you mean I don't care about anyone or anything? I'm not that heartless. At least, I still care about you and care about you …"
As Gu Qingfeng was speaking, Tang HuanYue suddenly laughed. Her laughter was rather sarcastic.
"What are you laughing at?"
"Gu Tianlang, when I was reincarnated back then, my mind was not awakened and my memories were not awakened. I was a completely ignorant girl. That's why I believed your nonsense. Now that I've already awakened, don't use such nonsense to deceive me, okay?"
"I'm not deceiving you. I really care about you …"
"Enough, stop talking. You said you care about me, right? Then let me ask you, did you come to Yanluo for me? "
"That's right."
"What for me?"
Gu Qingfeng was stumped by Tang HuanYue's question.
"Let me ask you again. What for me?"
Gu Qingfeng still did not know how to respond.
Tang HuanYue asked again, but Gu Qingfeng still could not answer.
"You came to Yanluo to look for me not because you care about me, but because you care about your inner feelings. If you have feelings for me, there's only guilt and nothing else. Jun Xuanji said that you're right. She said that you're a person who looks affectionate and righteous on the surface, but in fact, you're the most heartless and unrighteous person. Any woman in your eyes is just an object to fill the emptiness in your heart. You don't care about her at all."
Tang Xingxuan's words left Gu Qingfeng speechless. He raised his head and opened his mouth, but in the end, he couldn't say a word.
"Others cultivate their hearts, and so do you. Others cultivate a heart of compassion and a heart of fearlessness, but you cultivate a heart of freedom. What you pursue is a life of freedom, so why would you care about other people's feelings?"
"Jun Xuanji said that the only thing in this world that can make Gu Tianlang bow his head in silence is not heaven and earth, nor Buddha, nor immortals and demons, but guilt, right?"
At this moment.
Gu Qingfeng did indeed lower his head and remain silent. He was very embarrassed. Even so, he still braced himself and said, "Don't believe Jun Xuanji's nonsense. She doesn't know me at all. She's deliberately tricking you."
"I believe that she knows you better than anyone else. She knows you better than you know yourself."
"When did you meet her?"
Tang HuanYue shook her head, as if she did not want to answer this question.
With Tang HuanYue's silence, Gu Qingfeng really did not know what to say.
"Thank you for your help in the matter of Yanluo today."
"It was just a matter of convenience. But since you're here, why don't you go and see them? Tang Laoguai and the rest have been worried about you. They all thought that you were looking for me and that your whereabouts are still unknown. "
"Isn't that so?"
"Well, even if you disappeared without a trace back then, you should at least go back and see them. At least you can give them an explanation and they won't have to worry anymore."
"You don't have to worry about me."
Perhaps sensing that Tang HuanYue had the intention to leave, Gu Qingfeng asked, "You're leaving, right?"
"I've seen what I should see and said what I should say. What can I do if I don't leave?"
"Where are you going?"
"Where I should go."
"Where should you go?"
She did not answer.
"Okay."
Gu Qingfeng sighed and asked again, "Since you don't want to say, I won't ask anymore. Will we have a chance to meet in the future?"
"We will definitely meet again."
"That's good."
"But …"
Gu Qingfeng raised his eyebrows and asked, "But what?"
"But the next time we meet, it's either you die or I live."
"Why?"
"You'll know in the future."
Gu Qingfeng looked at the looming and illusory Tang HuanYue and frowned as he pondered over what she said. In a trance, he felt that Tang HuanYue was somewhat familiar. This familiarity did not come from the Tang HuanYue of the past, but a kind of deja vu. This kind of deja vu was like an inexplicable deja vu, but also a kind of deja vu from the past.
"Did we meet when we were in the Heaven Realm?"
"No."
Although Tang HuanYue denied it without thinking, Gu Qingfeng could tell from her reaction that she was lying.
"Who were you in your previous life? Or should I ask, who were you in the Heaven Realm after you woke up? "
"You'll know in the future."
When Tang HuanYue finished speaking, her originally looming figure became even more illusory and ethereal. Like smoke, it began to dissipate bit by bit in the wind.
"You've covered this clone of yours so tightly because you're afraid that I'll recognize your true identity? After we met, you immediately dissipated. Are you afraid that I would find you? "
"I'm not afraid that you would find me."
"Then what are you afraid of? Of karma? Or of the sea of bitterness? If you're afraid, I can face it with you. If you fall into the sea of bitterness because of me, I will definitely fall into the sea of bitterness to accompany you. "
"You don't understand."
Tang HuanYue's figure became more and more blurry, and her voice became weaker and weaker.
"What don't I understand?"
"I'm already in the sea of bitterness, and you're no exception. How can you understand? How can you accompany me? If you accompany me, you'll only make me sink deeper, and you'll also sink deeper. "
"I'm in the sea of bitterness? Why don't I know? "
"When you embark on the path of seeking karma, you've already fallen into the sea of bitterness. You just haven't realized it yet. One day, you'll understand."
"I don't understand, and I don't want to understand."
"You'll understand."
Gu Qingfeng didn't force her to stay. He just looked at Tang HuanYue, who was dissipating bit by bit, and said, "Must it be like this? Must it be like this? "
"If you still remember the feelings we had when we were in Yanluo, even if it's just guilt, please don't look for me anymore. Forget about me, and forget about the Tang Nianxin of the past."
"I won't forget, and I'll look for you."
"You'll regret it …"
"The only thing I regret between you and me is that I didn't cherish you back then."
"Do you know? After you left Yanluo, I went to look for you. If I remember correctly, you said the same thing to me back then. Gu Tianlang, oh Gu Tianlang, you're really enough … Get out of here! I'm warning you, don't come looking for me, or you'll really regret it! "
"Finally, I'll tell you something that I've always wanted to say but never had the chance to."
"What is it?"
"You're really a heartless, heartless, shameless bastard, scumbag!"
(End of chapter)
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