Cripple's expression changed slightly.
Xia Hongyin said, "I know that you have been humiliated in the Divine Race. It was Brother Xiao Potian who helped you regain your dignity. So from then on, you have been very loyal to him. Even when you were forced to leave the Divine Race, you never had any complaints, nor did you blame Bing 'er. But at that time, many people thought that it was because of me or Bing 'er, so I couldn't protect Bing' er. I didn't have a problem, but Bing 'er was still young at that time. So leaving us was the best way to protect him. "
Cripple's expression softened a little. He asked, "So you abandoned him in the orphanage?"
"Yes." Xia Hongyin said, "So I abandoned him in the orphanage. Do you think I didn't know that you were with him in the orphanage all these years? Bing 'er was later found by the minister of national security and taken away. Do you think I didn't know that? Bing 'er had been looked down upon and ignored by other children in the past. Do you think I, as his mother, didn't feel heartache? In fact, the resentment in my heart is no less than yours. You hate me, but I hate Xiao Duantian all the time. I hate him all the time! "
"All these years, do you think that Xiao Sheng, that child, has suffered less pain and torture than Bing 'er when he was by my side? In fact, you are wrong. Sheng 'er has suffered ten times, a hundred times more than Bing' er. Now he is completely immersed in hatred. He thinks about revenge all the time. In fact, my guilt towards Sheng 'er is no less than Bing' er's. Sheng 'er has suffered too much. He is too tired. He has suffered too much. "
Cripple asked, "Where is Young Master?"
"I can't tell you." Xia Hongyin said, "Now I have let it go. I also hope that Bing 'er and Sheng' er can let it go, but it seems difficult for them to do so. Sheng 'er's obsession is too deep. Even I feel a little strange about him. The more it is like this, the more my heart aches. You know, I always have a feeling that Sheng' er's life has been ruined by me as his mother. Bing 'er may have grown up in an orphanage without the company of his family, but he is actually much happier."
Cripple was silent for a moment. Finally, he sighed and said, "Maybe what you said makes sense. The life of an ordinary person is a happy life."
"Unfortunately, the seed of hatred in Sheng 'er's heart has not only sprouted, but has also grown into a dense tree. I planted the seed myself. Now, even I can't control it." Xia Hongyin sighed and said, "Let's not talk about this. I don't expect you to forgive me immediately. I just want to say what's on my mind. At that time, I was extremely paranoid. It was actually a good thing for Bing 'er that he did not stay with me. If he stayed with me, it would be more painful and he would suffer more."
Cripple grunted and said, "I've heard what you said. I won't blame you."
"Thank you," Xia Hongyin said with a sigh of relief.
"After all, you are the mother of Second Young Master and the wife of His Majesty the Divine King. I know that Second Young Master has been thinking about who his father and mother are all these years. He has always wanted to see you. Even if you have been separated for so many years, even if he has no memory of you, blood is thicker than water. I also hope that you can be happy together. I also hope that Little Bing can make up for the regret of the first 30 years."
"I will." Xia Hongyin made a solemn promise. "I abandoned him 30 years ago. 30 years later, I won't do it again."
"Okay." Cripple agreed and limped toward the hotel.
Xia Hongyin looked at Cripple's back and murmured to herself, "Thank you for taking care of Bing 'er all these years. I will always remember it."
After the reception in the hotel, Xiao Bing sent them to the Dragon Gate Base. Although the Xiao Mansion was not small, it could not be compared with the base, so the Xiao Mansion could not accommodate them now.
After sending most of the relatives and friends from other places to the Dragon Gate Base, Xiao Bing drove to the Xiao Mansion alone with Xia Hongyin. Holding the steering wheel, Xiao Bing turned his head and occasionally looked at his mother while driving. He said with a smile, "Mom, you left without saying a word last time and never came back. This time, you won't allow it."
"Well, I won't do it this time."
"Mom, do you remember that when we first met, we felt very close to each other, so we finally recognized each other as mother and son. I think it's because blood is thicker than water."
"Yes, in fact, I knew you at that time, but you didn't know me. I didn't expect that you would recognize me as your mother. You don't know how excited I was at that time." Thinking of the scene at that time, Xia Hongyin's eyes were still red.
Xiao Bing said, "So it's impossible to cut off family ties. This time you are back, and I have a wife. Just wait for me to ask your daughters-in-law to give you a few fat grandchildren. At that time, you can take care of the children at home, and we can live a happy life like an ordinary family."
"Okay." Xia Hongyin said with some excitement, "I have always hoped that you can live this kind of ordinary life, but it's a pity that you are the blood of the Xiao Family, so you are always not ordinary."
Xiao Bing said with a smile, "For you, for Yezi, for Kexin, for others, I will definitely live like that one day."
Feeling Xiao Bing's full of expectations for the future, Xia Hongyin could also clearly feel that after this meeting, although Xiao Bing already knew what had happened, he deliberately avoided being abandoned to the orphanage, and also deliberately avoided her leaving some time ago. Xia Hongyin took a deep breath, feeling even more guilty and self-blaming. She knew that Xiao Bing didn't want to embarrass her, and he didn't want to make things difficult for her. For this reason, he would rather bury all the grievances and problems in his heart.
Xiao Bing didn't want to say it, but Xia Hongyin didn't want to let everything rot in her stomach, and she didn't want to see Xiao Bing always have something on his mind.
She said softly, "Bing 'er, stop the car. Let's have a chat."
Xiao Bing slowly stopped the car on the side of the road and looked back at Xia Hongyin. He was a little nervous, a little expectant, and a little perturbed. He vaguely knew what his mother wanted to say, which he had always wanted to ask but could not. It was a knot in his heart for so many years, but he didn't dare to ask. He was afraid that it would ruin the atmosphere, and he was afraid that there would be some waves between the mother and son, who had finally reunited.
Xia Hongyin asked, "Bing 'er, don't you hate me at all in your heart?"
Xiao Bing shook his head and said, "I only hate myself in my heart."
"It has nothing to do with you." Xia Hongyin said, "I gave birth to you, and I can't blame it on a baby who can't even speak …"
Xiao Bing finally told her what had been bothering him for so many years. He exhaled and then asked excitedly, "But you did throw me into the orphanage. If you don't hate me, why did you do it? I really don't understand. "
"Because I wanted to protect you." Xia Hongyin said, "Because I didn't want both children to bear the pressure of hatred. You have a brother, who is a few years older than you. And before your father passed away, he said that he would not appear in a thousand years. Plus, he is your brother, and an elder brother should bear more responsibility, so I kept him by my side and left you at the door of the orphanage."
Xiao Bing asked, "So, the reason why you abandoned me to the orphanage was because you didn't want me to bear the hatred, and let my brother bear all the hatred alone?"
"That's right." There was deep self-blame in Xia Hongyin's eyes. "I was blinded by hatred at that time, and all I wanted was revenge. But I knew that my talent was far from the top, and I would never be a match for Xiao Duantian. My only way was to train my own son, so that he could go to the Protoss one day in the future to take revenge. I let you live the life of an ordinary person and then put all the pressure on your brother. Your brother has never enjoyed the slightest bit of familial love and warmth since he was young. I used the coldest and harshest methods in the world to train him. I made his bones and heart harder than steel. I really succeeded. Your brother is really too outstanding. In this world, it is very difficult to find a young man of the same age who is more outstanding than him. "
Xiao Bing asked excitedly, "Is my brother still alive? Where is he? Who is he? "
Xia Hongyin didn't answer Xiao Bing's question, but continued, "He doesn't want you to see him yet. Son, I can't tell you now, because even I can't understand your brother's thoughts. I don't want you to be hurt by him."
Xiao Bing took a deep breath, calmed himself down a little, and said, "Okay, mom, if you don't want to tell me, you don't have to. As long as you can stay here with me with peace of mind."
"Thank you." Xia Hongyin said, "But don't worry. Sooner or later, you will know. I think he will take the initiative to tell you sooner or later. After I sent you to the orphanage, although I didn't care about you, in fact, I have been observing you in the dark. I know all the grievances you have suffered, and I also know that the people in the orphanage are very good to you. To be honest, at that time, I thought it would be best if you could just grow up like this. But I didn't expect that in the end, you would be taken away by the squad leader, who was still the captain of the Dragon Teeth Brigade at that time. Do you know that at that time, I hated him so much that I even wanted to kill him! "
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