"From then on, my father gave up on himself even more. He began to show his weakness, his incompetence, and his temper … Every day, he was addicted to alcohol. When he saw me, he would scold and beat me. He said that when he saw me, he would think of my mother. I was afraid of him and hated him at the same time!
"Later, I tried to find a way to study. Before I entered Tongtian Academy, I begged my father to send me to the Shinto Hall to learn martial arts. Fortunately, although my uncle drove us out, my father still bought such a house. There were many things in it that could be sold slowly. My father said that he would give me a chance. If I could get into the top few every time, he would sell his family property and let me study in the Shinto Hall."
Xiao Bing had heard about the Shinto Hall a few days ago. If there was no one in the family who could teach their children martial arts, they would send their children to the Shinto Hall. In fact, the Shinto Hall was equivalent to the martial arts schools in the human world. There were good and bad Shinto Hall. Of course, the Shinto Hall was three to five levels lower than Tongtian Academy.
"I was only eight or nine years old at that time. Every day in the Shinto Hall was hard, but I was very happy because I didn't see the drunkard at home. So I didn't have to be scolded and beaten.
"So from the first day I entered the Shinto Hall, I studied hard. I wanted to make sure that I would always be the best …
"Martial City is only so big. My family is so famous here. People used to look up to me, but now they treat me as a joke. Even though I was a child, everyone knew me. From the first day I entered the Shinto Hall, the children laughed at me behind my back. They teased me and called me a bastard. They said that my mother ran away with my uncle. Can you imagine what it was like? "
Xiao Bing sighed. He could imagine it because he thought of himself at that time.
"I hate so much in my heart. I can't wait to kill all those people who say these things behind my back, but I can only endure it. I don't dare to do it, or the owner will kick me out. I must stay in the Shinto Dojo and study hard. I know that only when I become stronger can I change my fate and take revenge on the unfairness of fate!"
"Ever since I was young, I was surrounded by this kind of mocking laughter. People were pointing at me everywhere … I hated those people. I hated my mother, I hated my father, I hated everyone who mocked me. That's why I didn't have any friends since I was young. It wasn't until I met Li Ling 'er that I realized she was a very innocent person. She was different from everyone I had met before. That's when I became friends with them and formed a team to complete the entrance mission. "
Xiao Bing finally said, "Everything will be fine for you in the future."
"But can we just forget everything that happened in the past? You think I'm hard to get along with because I've never had any friends since I was a child. I've always grown up alone. Today, when we were eating, you said that a person should enjoy life and not simply live. But since I was a child, I've been thinking about how to live and how to become stronger. "
Xiao Bing said, "I can understand how you feel …"
"No one can understand," said Zhang Xinxin. Zhang Xinxin said, "In the beginning, although I teamed up with you in the forest, we were just teammates. I didn't treat you as a friend, so when we returned to True Martial City, I left … In fact, it's not just that, it's also because I went to do something else that day. I went to break the legs of those people who always laughed at me and practiced martial arts with me."
Xiao Bing felt a chill in his heart when he heard this, but then he sympathized with and felt sorry for Zhang Xinxin. Maybe if it were him, he would choose the same thing, and even he would be more impulsive than Zhang Xinxin.
"You may think that I'm scheming. I'm really scheming. After I entered the school, I saw that you were impulsive, so I never thought highly of you, and I never thought of taking the initiative to get in touch with you. I hate taking the initiative to get in touch with others, and I also hate men like you … I once thought that since the relationship is doomed to not last, since it is destined that we will break up sooner or later, then I must choose the strongest man. Even if we break up in the future, I can at least use him to take revenge on my family. This man must have the ability to help me take revenge on my uncle and that hateful bitch!"
Xiao Bing had mixed feelings in his heart. Even if he had no parents since he was a child, his family background was much better than Zhang Xinxin's.
Zhang Xinxin's idea was very extreme, but could Zhang Xinxin be blamed? She was very scheming, but could she blame Zhang Xinxin for this? No one was qualified to despise Zhang Xinxin, and no one was qualified to blame Zhang Xinxin, because when she was bullied and ridiculed since she was a child, no one really stood up to protect her, even her father could not protect her.
Zhang Xinxin looked at Xiao Bing. She suddenly stood up, and her eyes flashed with determination. She slowly untied the belt of her dress, and then the dress slipped directly to the ground, revealing the smooth and delicate body inside. She was only wearing a bra and short underwear. Xiao Bing's eyes widened, and his breathing became slightly heavy.
"Big Brother Xiao Jun, I know that I can't hide my thoughts from you. I have indeed used a lot of schemes against you. It's true that I fell in love with you because you're strong enough. If you were just an ordinary person, even if I felt that you were a good person, I wouldn't even look at you straight in the eye. Because I've suffered enough humiliation since I was young. I've already experienced how an ordinary person can be bullied by others."
"I don't want to use any schemes on you now. My body is here, and now I want to give myself to you. I don't care who you like. I don't care if you like me or Li Ling 'er, or if you like Teacher Dai Xueman. I don't care about these. You can marry any of us, or even all of us … I just want you to do me a favor. "
Xiao Bing's throat was a little dry, and he asked, "What favor?"
"Help me kill that adulterous couple! I want to kill the adulterous couple who caused our family to become like this, and let them suffer the retribution! "
Xiao Bing took a deep breath and closed his eyes. At this time, Zhang Xinxin's whole body suddenly stuck to him, and she wrapped her arms around Xiao Bing's neck. Her body was attached to Xiao Bing's body, and her smooth and attractive body twisted on Xiao Bing's body. Her lips gently touched Xiao Bing's earlobe, and she murmured, "I don't want to play any tricks. I like you, even if I like you because you are strong, I just like you. As long as you are always strong, I will always like you. Even if one day you lose, lose, or die, I will still like you, and will never betray you!"
"I'm a scheming woman. I'm a utilitarian woman. I'm scheming, but I'm very sincere now. I'll show you all my scheming and everything I have. As long as you accept me … do you believe me?"
"I believe you." Xiao Bing slowly calmed down, opened his eyes, and gently pushed Zhang Xinxin away. He said, "Hurry up and put on your clothes. I believe that as long as you choose me, you will not betray me in the future, even if one day you lose or die. I believe that what you said to me today is from the bottom of your heart. But I'm sorry, I can't accept you. "
Zhang Xinxin turned her back to Xiao Bing, and slowly put on her dress. Then she turned to look at Xiao Bing, and said with a smile, "I was going to pretend to be drunk, but I didn't expect that I really drank a little too much."
Xiao Bing smiled and said, "You are actually very cute when you are honest, Zhang Xinxin."
Zhang Xinxin sighed and said, "Thank you."
"You are welcome. In fact, I think you can do everything you want without relying on anyone. I will not persuade you to let go of all your hatred. No one is qualified to persuade you to let go of your hatred. Although you and I are not suitable for each other, as a friend, I can give you two words. I believe these two words will be useful to you."
"Well." Zhang Xinxin looked at Xiao Bing.
"The first sentence is to live for yourself."
"The second sentence is that you will gain something if you lose something. I believe that you have lost a lot before, but it has also cultivated your competitive character. You have to believe that one day you will be stronger than them. A woman can fall in love with a man and marry a man. She doesn't have to rely on a man completely. A woman can hold up half the sky!"
Zhang Xinxin was stunned and muttered to herself, "A woman can hold up half the sky …"
Xiao Bing said, "Have a good rest. I will go out first!"
Xiao Bing walked out of Zhang Xinxin's room and then exhaled. The scene just now was too tempting. No one could refuse it, but Xiao Bing had to refuse it. On the one hand, Xiao Bing did not have that kind of feelings for Zhang Xinxin. On the other hand, Xiao Bing did not want to mix the relationship between a man and a woman with so many interests.
Xiao Bing went back to his room and soon fell asleep.
Zhang Xinxin, who was in her room, suddenly began to cry on the bed after Xiao Bing went out. Then she laughed, cried and laughed for a long time. Finally, she turned over and lay face up on the bed. Her eyes were shining. Even her gaze was firmer than ever before. She slowly said to herself, "A woman can fall in love with a man and marry a man. She doesn't have to rely on a man completely. A woman can hold up half the sky … Thank you for teaching me, Brother Xiao Jun."
Until this time, Zhang Xinxin admired Xiao Bing thoroughly for the first time. Even when Xiao Bing took the first place among the freshmen, even when Xiao Bing broke so many records and defeated Xiao Sixia, Zhang Xinxin had never admired him so much. Until now, she was grateful and admired him from the bottom of her heart. Sometimes, people did not need to rely on strong force to conquer a person. Sometimes, ideas were more infectious!
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