After telling his father that he has become a Xiantian expert, Qin Yu's heart is filled with excitement. He wants to obtain his father's affirmation and praise. Now he can finally let his father know that he is not a useless person!
"No!"
Hearing his father's words, Qin Yu's body shakes. His face immediately turns deathly pale. He stares at Qin De with eyes full of disbelief and anger: "Why? Why not … "Qin Yu keeps saying. It seems he simply cannot accept Qin De's answer.
Qin Yu's eyes become misty. Since he was 8 years old, he has been working hard day and night. Every day, he has been doing extreme training nonstop. He has neither the happiness of his peers nor the care of his parents. He has not even had a peer of his own age.
10 years have been like a day. Thanks to his hard work and a bit of luck, he has finally reached his current level of power.
Qin Yu has been training so hard for 10 years, but he has not complained at all. Why is that?
It is because he wants to reach the Xiantian level so that he can help his father, make him happy and make him proud of him.
"Father, didn't you just say that reaching the Xiantian level is enough? Now my power is far greater than that of ordinary Xiantian experts. I can even fight against peak Xiantian experts. Why, why don't you allow me to go with you?" Qin Yu stares at his father. His eyes are full of anger and unwillingness.
Qin Yu's angry and unreconciled look causes Qin Yu's heart to slightly tremble.
"Yu 'er, calm down." Qin De shouts coldly.
Qin Yu takes a deep breath and says: "All right, I'll calm down. Father, tell me, what's the reason? If you can't convince me, I won't give up no matter what."
"All right." Qin De immediately says: "Once I'm going to undergo the tribulation, I'll definitely choose a hidden place. Your Uncle Feng will also go with me. Of course, the news that I'm going to undergo the tribulation will be kept very secret. There are only 2 possibilities. First, if Xiang Guang and the others can't find out that I'm going to undergo the tribulation and nobody comes to disturb me, that's naturally a good thing. It doesn't matter if you go or not. Secondly, if Xiang Guang learns that I'm going through the tribulation, 2 Shangxian will come together. Yu 'er, even though you're pretty powerful, the power of Shangxian who have undergone the 4-in-9 Heavenly Tribulation and become Xiuzhenists is simply beyond your imagination! "
Qin De says with a sigh: "Although it's only a 4-in-9 Heavenly Tribulation, the difference between an ordinary peak Xiantian expert and a Xiuzhenist is like heaven and earth. A simple flying sword attack from a cultivator can easily cut off your head. If you go, you will be of no use at all. You will only die innocently! "
"So … in both cases, you won't be of any help. Instead, you might die." Qin Yu stared at Qin De. "Yu 'er, this is why I didn't let you go!"
When Qin Yu heard that, he fell silent.
However, the silent Qin Yu was exuding a chaotic aura. The stronger the soul, the stronger the aura. Although Qin Yu didn't mean it, everyone could feel the aura he was emitting. No one knew what Qin Yu was thinking.
"Xiao Yu." Qin Zheng and Qin Feng both looked at their younger brother.
"Father, do you still remember?" Qin Yu simply did not pay attention to his second year big brother. Instead, he continued to talk to himself. "Before I was six years old, you were so concerned about me and often accompanied me. At that time, I was so happy and carefree. In my heart, father was the wisest and most powerful person. However, when I was 6 years old, I was sent to Misty Villa. "Qin Yu lowered his head and said in a low voice. He seemed to be talking to himself but also seemed to be talking to Qin De.
Everybody quieted down.
"In Misty Mountain Villa, I was the only six-year-old child. The others were either servants or guards. There was no one to play with me. I was all alone. At that time, I watched the sun rise and then watched the sun set, hoping that Imperial Father would come and see me. I didn't know how many times I was disappointed. Finally, father came. But he left very quickly. Then I continued to look forward to him … but he didn't come. For 2 whole years, father only came to Misty Villa once. "Qin Yu was still saying slowly.
Everybody present thought of a 6 or 7 year old child, watching the sunrise and sunset, looking forward to his father's arrival but being disappointed again and again.
Qin De's lips slightly moved but he didn't say anything. He had nothing to say! Of his three sons, the one he felt the most guilty about was his third son. He spent the least time with Qin Yu, cared for him the least, and spent the least amount of time with him.
"I was thinking, why didn't father come to see me? Could it be that I was disobedient and made father angry? Or was it because I was too annoying? If I didn't do well enough, father could tell me. I could change … but I wasn't stupid. Big brother practiced martial arts and second brother studied politics. Father often guided big brother and second brother and often went to see them. I finally understood … father didn't think I could become a talent, so he didn't care about me. "Qin Yu bit his lips and his eyes flashed.
"After thinking about it, I decided to practice and become an expert. But my dantian couldn't store internal strength and I could only practice external strength. In the first year, it was Master Zhao Yunxing who taught me. Every day, I started to practice at the first glimmer of dawn. Limit training is indeed a training that surpasses physical limits. Every time, I felt extremely painful and exhausted. I was so tired that I really couldn't go on. But as soon as I thought that I could make father happy in the future, I clenched my teeth and went on … "Qin Yu slowly says.
Qin De's eyes were moist.
"When I was sixteen, father told me some secrets. I finally understood that it wasn't that father didn't love me, but he had his own things to do and he didn't have time to take care of me. Looking at father, big brother and second brother working hard for the future, I, a descendant of the Qin family, couldn't help at all. I could only watch from the side. That night, father said that only when I reached the Xiantian realm would he allow me to lead troops to kill the enemy. At that time, I decided that no matter what, I would become a Xiantian master! "
Qin Yu's face suddenly had a trace of a smile: "Ten years, ten whole years, I finally succeeded. I was lucky, but at the same time, I also worked hard. But no matter what, I finally reached today's realm!" Qin Yu suddenly raises his head. A fierce aura emanates from his body. "Since ancient times, people have always said that external techniques have no future and basically can't reach the Xiantian level. But I didn't believe that. I've been trying all along. Sure enough, I've finally done it!"
Qin Yu's face had a trace of arrogance. How could an eighteen year old who could practice to the level of a Xiantian complete internal expert not have arrogance? Moreover, Qin Yu practiced external strength which was known to be much more difficult than internal strength.
"Xiantian external expert, and now I've made a lot of progress compared to when I first stepped into the Xiantian realm. My strength has also increased a lot. I want to tell this news to father because I think that once father knows that I'm a Xiantian master, he will treat me like big brother and second brother and put me in an important position. I can also help father. " Qin Yu stared at his father and suddenly his face turned pale: "Ha ha … I was wrong, I was wrong, very wrong!"
Qin Yu suddenly became emotional and said to his father in a loud voice: "Father, when I was weak, you didn't use me and didn't let me help you. I didn't blame you. I clenched my teeth and worked hard. But now, I'm far more powerful than an ordinary Xiantian master. You still don't let me help you. You still let me hide on the side and watch you go through dangers while I can sit back and relax. Father, do you think this is because you care about me? No, it's not at all, I feel sad!"
"Ha ha, I practiced hard every day and every night, I gave up the fun of my peers, I gave up everything and devoted myself to practice. Ten years, ha ha, ten years, what was the point of my practice in the past ten years? What's the point of practicing to this realm? "Qin Yu's tears flowed down uncontrollably from his face.
His goal, his goal for the past ten years, now Qin Yu found that his most determined persistence for the past ten years was in vain. How sad he was!
"Father, I know how terrible the 4-in-9 heavenly tribulation is. If you fail to cross it …" Qin Yu's body trembled. He couldn't imagine what a huge blow it would be to him if his father died. "If you are gone, what's the point of my persistence for the past ten years? I can't help you at all with my practice. In any case, father, at least you can let me play a little bit of role. In this way, I can die without regret. "
"But … you didn't give me a chance, you didn't even give me a chance. You only said that I can't help you at all. Father, you didn't even give me a chance, why are you so sure that I can't help you? Why? Why?! "Qin Yu roars at Qin De at the top of his lungs with bloodshot eyes.
Suddenly Qin Yu laughed bitterly: "I know, father, I, your third son, have always been useless in your heart, right? No matter what I do, I'm useless. Even if I reach the Xiantian realm, I'm still useless. I was useless in the past, and I'm also useless now. Father, I think that even if you raise the army in the future, I'm just a Xiantian master. I don't think you'll pay much attention to me! "
Qin De was speechless.
Indeed, even if there was a war in the future, it would be a war between armies of 100,000 soldiers. A Xiantian master wouldn't play a big role in such a war. Qin De didn't care about Qin Yu's role in the future war.
Seeing Qin De's expression, Qin Yu laughed.
"Ha ha … I'm useless, the most useless one. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I practice, I'll always be the most useless one. It's funny, for so many years, what have I been practicing? What's the use of practicing? "
Qin Yu laughed out loud. However, he then started to cry silently. His tears slowly flowed down.
Qin De looks at Qin Yu in front of him, his 3rd son, whom he has never cared about, and suddenly feels extremely guilty and heartbroken. However, he opens his mouth but cannot say a single word. He simply does not know what to say. End of b1c9
Indeed, in Qin De's mind, Qin Yu is basically useless in his plan. What Qin Yu said is not wrong at all.
"I'm stupid, really stupid." Qin Yu shook his head and smiled bitterly.
"Xiao Yu." When Qin Zheng and Qin Feng were just about to say something, Qin Yu reached out his hand to stop them. Qin Yu took a deep breath, looked at Qin De and said calmly: "Father, I'm sorry, I forgot myself." For the first time, the feelings that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years burst out completely.
"Yu 'er, father …"
Seeing that Qin De wanted to say something, Qin Yu said with a forced smile: "Father, my mind is in a mess right now. I need to calm down. Don't worry, father, I won't bother you anymore. At least I won't come back to bother you for half a year before the tribulation." Qin Yu looked at Fengyuzi and said. "Uncle Feng, could you help me undo the restrictive spells around here?" Fengyuzi immediately sent out streams of energy to undo the restrictive spells.
Qin Yu raised his head and let out a whistle. Then a black flash of lightning swooped down from the sky.
Qin Yu's body moved as fast as lightning, leaving behind several afterimages. He had already climbed onto the back of the black eagle 10 m in the air. Qin Yu sat on the back of the black eagle. Suddenly, he slightly leaned forward and hugged the eagle's neck. For so many years, Xiao Hei had always been with Qin Yu. Sticking close to Xiao Hei's warm feathers, Qin Yu's heart calmed down.
He gently patted Xiao Hei and said: "Xiao Hei, let's go back to Misty Villa." Xiao Hei also felt Qin Yu's grief at this moment. With a flap of its wings, a strong wind suddenly rose. The black eagle had already flown high into the sky. In just a moment, it disappeared into the horizon.
Qin De's complexion was extremely pale. He looked like a sick person. Qin De looked up at the sky. He knew that Qin Yu had left. He wouldn't leave for at least half a year. This half a year might be his last half a year in this world.
Qin Yu's words were like knives that cut into his heart. However, Qin De knew that his son was suffering more than him. Although Qin De was grieving, he felt even more guilty, incomparably guilty. But in this life, would he, Qin De, still have time to make up for it?
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