When I was born, I heard that it was on a snowy day.
Because the weather was too cold, my mother's body didn't survive that winter.
I was born prematurely and didn't have breast milk, so there was a lingering illness.
The first time I saw her was when my father and I went to see Medicine Granny, the Medicine Granny who was known as the Miracle Doctor.
She was squatting in Medicine Granny's courtyard. I saw her as soon as I entered. She was white and tender. Although she was wearing coarse linen clothes, it couldn't hide her beautiful appearance.
Father and Medicine Granny went into the house to talk while I stood in the courtyard.
She had been squatting since I entered. I was curious about what she was looking at, so I slowly walked over.
"What are you looking at?" I was already eight years old at that time, so I was quite tall. When I stood in front of her, I almost blocked all the light in front of her.
She lifted her head and puffed up her cheeks. She pushed me angrily. "What are you doing? You stepped on my bug."
Bug?
I looked down. There was no bug, only a scorpion that was about to stab him.
"Ah!" I screamed and retreated. My back was drenched in cold sweat.
Medicine Granny heard the commotion and hurried out. She pulled her ear and said, "Stupid girl, this is a guest. Are you trying to scare him again? Put your little things away. Don't scare little brother. "
She looked wronged. "I didn't bully him."
Although Medicine Granny looked angry, she didn't hit him hard. In the end, my father came out and said that he was just a child.
When they went in, the little girl immediately stood up and walked past me with her face held high. She even stepped on me.
I was already scared at that time, and when I was stepped on, it hurt so much that I almost screamed again.
At that time, I thought, why is this girl so evil?
However, I didn't know that her evil was far from that.
My father put me at Medicine Granny's place to nurse my body. From then on, it was the beginning of my nightmares.
At night, I saw snakes under my blanket when I was sleeping, I was stung by scorpions when I was wearing shoes, and I found bugs when I was eating.
These things were too many to count.
Later, I found out that the things she put in weren't poisonous. Even if I was bitten, it didn't matter.
She probably found out that I knew, so she stopped doing these things and changed to other ways to play tricks on me.
One day, another boy around my age was sent to Grandma Yao's place.
Ever since the boy came, I realized that she didn't pay attention to me, but instead began to torment the boy.
I didn't understand at the time why she was so mean.
When I was about to leave, she suddenly treated me well, as if she couldn't wait to pack me up and send me away.
She probably thought that I was here to steal Grandma Yao's love from her.
At that time, she was only five years old. It was the time when she relied on adults, so it was normal for her to have such thoughts.
Seven years had passed since then.
When I was apart from her, I would occasionally think of the way she played tricks on me.
I always felt that I hated her. After all, I had been teased by her before.
When I heard the news of Granny Medi's death, I had just escaped with the Demon Cult.
As the Demon Sect's Young Master, I had to support the Demon Sect. I couldn't leave at that time.
So I don't know what happened to her during that time.
When I meet her again, it will be at Jadewater Mountain Villa.
That's not right either. I've seen her several times, but she doesn't seem to have any impression of me. It's like I'm a stranger.
At that time, I didn't know why I was angry, and then there was a fight.
Later, I understood that at that time, I was angry because she didn't remember me.
When I realized that she wanted to kill me, I was very angry, so my attitude towards her became even worse.
I also heard the rumors about her, but I didn't believe it. She was definitely not that kind of person.
The world couldn't tolerate her, so I gave her a place to shelter her from the wind and rain.
That was the only thing I could do for her.
Her coming to Di Mountain was completely out of my expectations.
In the end, I was saved by her.
My father once said that those things would become a disaster for the Demon Sect. My father wanted to destroy them, but before he could, the Demon Sect was besieged.
After entering Di Mountain, I didn't plan to leave alive.
Being able to see the sun again, I couldn't tell if it was joy or something else.
I only knew that I liked her.
But she didn't seem to like me.
No matter what I did, she was very calm.
I thought that it must be because I was too weak, so I chose to go into seclusion to break through to the ninth level of the Nether Mantra.
If I succeeded, no one in Jianghu would be my opponent.
If I didn't succeed … …
Then I didn't have the qualifications to stand by her side.
She was so powerful, so dazzling.
When I went in, I told her that if I came out, I would marry her.
At that time, I didn't even dare to look at her expression.
The things I gave her were the small toys I had secretly taken away from Medicine Granny's place.
But I thought that she probably didn't remember.
When she saw those things, her face was blank.
It would be a lie to say that I wasn't disappointed.
It was clearly a memory that belonged to the two of them, but I was the only one who remembered it.
In order to make myself feel better, I could only comfort myself that she was too young at the time, so it was normal that she didn't remember.
Breaking through to the ninth level of the Nether Mantra wasn't smooth, and I almost failed several times, but when I thought of what I said to her, I clenched my teeth and persevered.
In the end, I succeeded.
When I came out of the secret room, I saw her sitting outside, but before I could feel happy, she wanted to take my blood.
I knew that she didn't like me, but I couldn't help being angry.
She waited outside not because she was worried about me, but because she wanted my blood.
I guessed that she wanted my blood because of the sword, but I didn't give it to her.
I didn't know if she would leave the Demon Sect if I gave it to her.
So I didn't dare give it to her.
Even if she didn't like me, I still wanted her to be in front of me.
When I learned from her that she had someone she liked, I had mixed feelings.
I was absent for so many years, and in the end, I wasn't the most important person in her heart.
After she left the Demon Sect, I went to great lengths to find her, but I knew that even if I found her, she still wouldn't like me.
I didn't know why I was so sure that she wouldn't like me. It was like a kind of intuition.
Although the Nether Mantra was powerful, it also shortened one's lifespan. I wasn't afraid of dying if I couldn't get the person I liked, but I was afraid that she wouldn't have a good life in the future.
That's why I had Tingfeng invite her over. I've always known where she is.
I was very happy that I could see her one last time before I died.
My only regret was.
I didn't participate in those bloody years of hers. I didn't give her someone to rely on when she needed me the most. I didn't occupy a place in her heart.
Wu Zheng, I like you.
– Jiang Zhan.
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