Chapter 1188
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Mu Ning Jing raised her head. There were so many tears in her eyes that they overflowed in an instant. "I really don't deserve him."
"You can't belittle yourself. You're very good. In my heart, I still think that Shen Tingxi doesn't deserve you. Let's not talk about his mother first. What's Shen Tingxi's attitude towards you?"
"He has always been very good to me. Because of this, he even had a big fight with his mother. We were in a cold war for a long time."
Shuxin was relieved. "That's all. As long as Shen Tingxi is good to you, it's fine."
"I'm not a person who easily tries relationships. I don't believe in men. I thought that I would be lonely until I grow old. But I met him. At first, I guarded my heart and didn't let anyone get close to me. But he was like a fool, circling around me every day."
When Mu Ning Jing said this, her eyes were full of the charm of a happy woman. She laughed and cried. "He walked into my heart little by little. Like the sun, he slowly drove away the indelible darkness in my heart. I tried to accept him. Only then did I realize that a woman can live so happily. I feel that my previous life was all in vain. The feeling of being loved and cared for is so warm that I'm addicted to it."
Mu Ning Jing spoke quietly and cried quietly. Shuxin also listened to her in silence. After knowing her for so long, this was the first time that Shuxin had seen Mu Ning Jing talk so much at once. Probably, her emotions and feelings had already filled her heart, and she had nowhere to vent them.
Mu Ning Jing wiped away the tears that were falling quickly. "I want to keep this warmth. I want to be with him forever. I want to marry him and get the approval of his family. I don't want him to abandon his family for me. This is not the love I want, and this is not the family I want."
Mu Ning Jing excitedly held Shuxin's hand. "Xin 'er, do you know how much I yearn for a complete family?"
Mu Ning Jing didn't have a father when she was young. When she grew up, her mother got married and she met Lv Zhiwen, a perverted stepfather. She didn't have a trace of warmth from a family since she was young. All she had was ridicule, supercilious looks, and insults. A family was the most luxurious and precious thing for her.
Shuxin's heart was hot. For Mu Ning Jing, she felt nothing but heartache. Such a good girl had experienced too many inhumane experiences. Shuxin couldn't imagine if she could be like Mu Ning Jing and have the courage to live in this world.....
Shuxin hugged Mu Ning Jing, tears falling down her cheeks. "I know. That's why you didn't agree to Shen Tingxi's proposal, right?"
"Yes, when he proposed to me, I felt like I was the happiest woman in the world. God was really good to me. Although I had suffered so much in the past, if the sweetness of life comes after the bitterness, I was willing to endure the bitterness in the beginning for the sweetness in the end. I don't know if it's because I am too greedy, or the more one wants something, the harder it is to get it. No matter how hard I try, he still doesn't like me. "Mu Ning Jing lay on Shuxin's shoulder, crying and trembling.
Hearing Mu Ning Jing's words, Shuxin burst into tears. "Then did you explain to him at noon why you refused his proposal?"
Mu Ning Jing recalled that at lunch, Shen Tingxi looked down and said with a smile, "Ningning, your heart is so hard to warm. I can't warm it up no matter how hard I try."
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