Chapter 3543
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But I knew that Lu Yihang had left a mark in her heart.
The way she looked at him was so familiar to me, as if this kind of focused gaze had appeared on me before.
It seemed very close, but also very far …
I suddenly forgot that she used to follow behind me all the time.
Although she would talk to me occasionally now, it was different from before.
Actually, this was good too.
It was really good. It was just that there were times when he would feel sad in his heart. He would feel like he couldn't breathe and suffocate.
And this feeling was especially strong.
That day, it rained heavily. I called her and told her that I saw Zhi.
Actually, I knew that she had an appointment with Lu Yihang that night. That was the only time in my life that I took the initiative to do a selfish thing.
Yes, it was selfish.
I knew that she would come. If it was just a normal day, she might not have come.
But if I said that I saw Zhi, then she would definitely come. At that time, I didn't know what kind of feelings I had. Complicated, surprised, panicked, scared …
If Zhi didn't die, why didn't she come to see me? Why did she leave me even though she knew that I couldn't let go?
There were countless doubts in my heart, but at that time, I hoped that person would always be by my side.
How selfish! I never thought that I was such a selfish person.
When I saw that face that looked exactly like Zhi's, I panicked a little, but more than that, I was angry.
She wasn't Zhi. Zhi didn't smoke and wouldn't wear such heavy makeup.
But her eyes and brows were so familiar ….
But she wasn't Su Qiuzhi. She was Yu Rou. She said that she was her sister. Until she died, she never came to see her sister.
After coming out of the hotel, it rained heavily and the rain hit my face.
I didn't know what I wanted and what I wanted to do. But when I figured it out, that person was no longer by my side.
Lu Yihang's confession caused a sensation in the whole school. A talented man and a beautiful woman. They were a perfect match.
I stood on the opposite side of the building and saw everything clearly. She was finally no longer my follower.
Instead, they were treasures that others held in their hands …
What kind of feeling was that? It couldn't be said that something had been snatched away, but there was an indescribable discomfort in the bottom of his heart.
But I wish her well. I wish her well from the bottom of my heart.
In this world, the person I want to be happy the most is her. No matter who brings her happiness, as long as she is happy, I will feel at ease.
Perhaps it was because he owed her! He owed her too much.
Actually, when I thought about it later, I realized that I owed a lot of people.
Jiang Wenwen was probably one of them. That day at the Vietnamese restaurant, I knew she and Lu Yihang would be there, but I still took Jiang Wenwen with me.
As for the reason, perhaps only I knew in my heart.
That night, I couldn't sleep.
Early the next morning, I went to Jiang Wenwen and told her everything. It was as if I had played the role of a heartless man. "I still can't forget Mr. Zhi."
She was crying very sadly. She was such a beautiful woman when she cried, but I didn't know how to comfort her.
I think my destiny is probably to be alone for the rest of my life.
Some people appeared in my life, but I missed them.
Some people have been here before, but before I left, she had already left.
The world is so big, but loneliness is like an endless darkness that shrouds me and swallows me …
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