[Why are people fickle in love? It's because they haven't met someone who can stop them from being fickle.
How to stop being a playboy and learn how to fall in love with someone?
As the only Crown Prince of the Imperial Family, I want power, money, and handsome.
I'm not being narcissistic. It's the truth.
It was also because of this that there were many flowers and plants around me. There were even more who rushed to curry favor with me, wanting to become my underling.
But the more it was like this, the more disdainful I felt.
Perhaps it really was that kind of bad habit. Once something was offered to him, he would feel that it was too easy to obtain and that it wasn't challenging at all. Thus, he wasn't very interested in it.
Therefore, I kept switching between pure females and sub-females. If I was in a good mood, I would spend more time with them.
I'm also aware of the public's evaluation of me. It's nothing more than a scum, a bastard among males.
However, I just couldn't stop myself from feeling this unwarranted pleasure. It was as if everything had been arranged from the very beginning. I could only follow this pattern.
That feeling was terrifying. I wanted to break free, but the moment I had this thought, it would be scattered.
It wouldn't be long before this emotion would completely disappear.
He didn't know what to say. In short, he felt that it was very strange and inexplicable.
Meeting her was an accident. Originally, Xunmi Jones was the one I liked the most in my heart. Unfortunately, her health wasn't good, so I couldn't make a move.
After all, she looked like a fragile glass doll. I was afraid that if I used a little more force, she would break.
So Lola's appearance opened up a new path for me.
Although she was a subfemale, her smile was as pure as a snow lotus without any haze.
I, who was used to seeing flirtatious sluts, was slowly attracted to her, even more than I cared about Xunmi Jones.
But damn, there was another twist. The beautiful and enchanting Annie easily made me feel that she was unbelievably beautiful, and I wanted to hold her in my hands.
At that time, he would do whatever she said. No matter what the conditions were, he would basically agree to them.
Speaking of which, it's frustrating because most of the time, I don't even know why I do it.
After meeting Xunmi Jones by chance and being attracted to her, my obsession with Annie lessened a lot.
After that, the situation was the same. Whenever I met Annie, I would become very … how should I put it? I would question myself.
And when I was with Xunmi Jones, Lola Brenda, or Annie, I would unconsciously pay attention to Lola.
It was so strange that I wondered if I was possessed. Fortunately, I soon regained my senses.
The snow lotus suppressed the angel and the seductive rose in his heart, becoming a beautiful scene that bloomed independently.
In fact, even at that time, I didn't know what love was.
It could be said that I only liked her and found her pleasing to the eye. Of course, I knew that I liked Lola. Otherwise, why would I be with her for more than a year?
On this day, he ran into the angel in his heart in the corridor. She was no longer smiling, and there was no longer any gentleness in her eyes.
All of a sudden, I felt very confused and at a loss for words.
"Why did you let yourself become like this?" I still remember asking because I really didn't understand.
She seemed to notice that it was me from the corner of her eyes. Then, she raised her head and looked straight into my eyes. "You don't understand."
It was just three simple words, but they directly denied me. Naturally, I wasn't happy.
"If you don't tell me, how would I understand? Maybe if you tell me, I will understand."
After all, she was a pure female that I used to like very much. I couldn't bear to see her become like this, as if she was just a shell.
How did she answer? Oh, I remember now. After all, that was the only time she had said so much to me.
"Even if I tell you, you won't understand, Your Highness Singh. A person who doesn't know what love is, who has never tried love, will never understand what it feels like to be in love."
"I love him. When he goes missing, I feel uneasy. No matter how carefully I take care of myself, I will still neglect myself because I think of that person."
"To me, being able to fall in love with him and meeting him in this life is the most meaningful thing in my life."
After pausing for a while, she looked at me with a deep gaze. Her words after that were full of meaning.
"Your Highness Singh, you are actually just a coward. Your love is not precious at all."
"The feelings you give are just ordinary things that can be thrown away and taken back."
"Do you know why Lola is unwilling to go back to the capital with you? Not only because I want to stay here, but also because of you. "
Then, she walked past me and didn't continue.
But I fell into deep silence. Why didn't she just tell me what I was?
I wanted to question her back view but when I turned around, I realized that she had already disappeared.
This question became a knot in my heart. I kept thinking about it and I couldn't forget it.
Every time I saw Lola, I wanted to ask her why she wasn't willing to go back to the capital with me. But when I saw her smile happily, I couldn't bring myself to ask.
Father kept sending orders for them to go back but that person wasn't willing to move.
I knew that she was waiting, waiting for the person who had little hope to appear. But it had been almost three years. Even if he was still alive, it was time to find him.
Why did she have to be so silly to believe that he was still around? Where did her confidence come from? Where did her determination come from?
Not long after, that person came back. After being missing for three years, he came back.
They walked across the street. Lola and I stood in the crowd and looked at the two of them with complicated feelings.
"Lola, can I ask, why don't you want to go back to the capital with me?"
I finally couldn't hold back and asked the question that had been in my heart for a long time.
But I didn't get an answer from Lola. She just looked at me with a bitter expression and then turned to leave.
At that moment, her back view made my nose sour and my heart feel stuffy. It was very uncomfortable.
This feeling was very strange but it didn't kill me.
That night, I couldn't sleep. After thinking about it for an entire night, I finally understood that Xunmi Jones was right. It was because I didn't understand love. It was because I didn't have love that I didn't know how to love.
But now I understood that liking someone wasn't the same as love, but it meant that my heart wanted to love.
I found Lola and said to her, "Lola, I'm falling in love with you."
Unknowingly, you had already approached my heart. It was just that I didn't think about it, so I made a mistake.
If I couldn't fall in love with you, then no one else would be able to make me treat them differently. In fact, I had already learned how to love you a long time ago.
It was also at this time that I realized that ever since I confessed to her, my unfaithful heart had never appeared again.
Right now, I was very happy because there was someone who made me miss her so much that I could change myself.
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