[There is no hate without love. I always thought that I only loved you and didn't hate you. But now, I know that the resentment I thought was hate. In the end, I still love you.
I thought that things would change after my rebirth, but in the end, I was still willing to walk into this cycle. I didn't regret meeting you, and falling in love with you became inevitable.
Su Hanyu]
Angela and little uncle both left. It seemed that I was the only one left in the capital.
When Angela's identity was exposed, those who secretly called her a wild child were slapped in the face.
The successor of Country Y was now the Queen. Although it was only in name, her status was still there.
I often thought that Angela was actually God's favorite. Otherwise, how could everything be so perfect that people could only look up to her?
But I didn't deny that I was also favored. How many people in the world could be reborn after death?
Unfortunately, even if I had another chance, I still couldn't be ruthless.
It was destined to be in a place that we couldn't see.
"Yang Yaxuan, I don't know why you came to find me. I have nothing to do with Young Master Zhuo."
"I don't care if you are going to get married or do something else. It has nothing to do with me."
I clenched my fists. My heart was in turmoil, but my face was calm.
I thought that I could completely let it go, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't be at peace after seeing Yang Yaxuan.
In my previous life, I had seen with my own eyes how vicious and merciless this woman was behind the scenes. How could my death not be related to her?
I looked coldly at her kneeling in front of me, begging for my forgiveness and repenting in front of me. I chose to turn around and leave. This might be the only time I was ruthless.
The next day, I found out from my father that the Yang family had been warned by little uncle.
They were worried about revenge, so they pushed Yang Yaxuan out. If she couldn't beg for the Su family's forgiveness, then the Yang family couldn't go back.
I chuckled. This was the cycle of karma. Yang Yaxuan had to pay back what she owed.
Not long after, I heard that Yang Yaxuan had disappeared. I understood that she also knew about the dark secrets of the big families. She just didn't face it.
Now that I thought about it, I was really born into a good family. I had father and little uncle to pamper me, and in my rebirth, I had Angela to protect me.
There was nothing to be discontent about, and there was nothing to complain about.
Autumn is always easy to infect people with the melancholy of parting. It's time for me to graduate.
This place that carried the laughter of my two lifetimes was about to become a stop in my life.
The maple leaves were so red that people couldn't help but stare at them. How I wished that our first meeting would be at this moment.
There was no scheming, no hurt, no pain, only pure beauty. In this soaring youth, only the most innocent and tender side of each other remained.
"Long time no see. How are you?" Just a simple sentence from you made my heart flutter.
Zhuo Qijiang, do you know that you've completely changed? You're really poison to me.
Even if I didn't take the initiative to touch it, it would still be fed to my mouth, making me struggle between swallowing it or not.
Tell me, what should I choose?
I said a long time ago that I would forgive you, and then we would have nothing to do with each other. But now, I'm like a lost child on a journey, unable to find any direction to move forward.
`I am well, and you? 'I heard myself answer you after a while.
I still remember the smile you gave me. It was so simple that it could be seen everywhere, but it made me feel that it was so special.
Perhaps I loved you too deeply in my previous life, and I've never seen such a gentle and elegant side of you. Facing such beauty, I fell for you again.
I don't remember where I heard it from. Meeting you might be a coincidence, but falling in love with you is inevitable.
I think I've fallen in love with you again. I don't know what to do. I can't forget the memories of my previous life.
I can't stop my heart from moving in this life, but I don't regret it.
"It's still the same. I heard that you're preparing to go abroad? It's good to go abroad. You can change to a new place and a new way of life. "
You still talked to me casually, but my heart ached because of your words.
"Why did you apply for a master's degree in our school? Zhuo family, you …"
The moment I knew that he had made his decision, my heart was indescribably complicated. Did he really let it go?
Zhuo Qijiang's smile was carefree and relieved. He, who no longer had a gloomy aura, had become a scene to be chased by the crowd.
He casually caught a piece of maple leaf floating in the air. "This is good. There's no burden, no pressure, and it's very comfortable. The tutor is still waiting for me. I'll leave first. Goodbye."
I stared at him blankly. The boy in white casual clothes waved goodbye to me adorably while holding the maple leaf.
After taking a few steps, he turned around and said something to me that finally made me cry.
"Hanyu, if you had met me in the beginning, you would have been very happy. Unfortunately, we can't go back to the past. Goodbye. I hope we never meet again. "
His back view as he turned around gave me a kind of resolute coldness. He was also swearing that it was impossible for us to be together.
In fact, I knew it long ago. I've always known it.
"Zhuo Qijiang, I don't regret meeting you, even if you once brought me so much pain. Because falling in love with you has become an inevitability in my life."
"But I've decided to forget you from now on. So, Zhuo Qijiang, goodbye. I hope we never meet again."
I turned around, and my tears became the final witness.
Two curves that once intersected had now become two straight lines that would never intersect. No one owed anyone anything. Everything was voluntary.
… …
【The wound that appears, no matter how well it heals, will still leave an indelible mark, just like me and her.
We were never each other's lovers. We were both infatuated with the wrong person.
Angela told me that if I couldn't be sure that I could give her happiness, then I shouldn't let her have any illusions about me. So … Hanyu, I'm sorry. I can't give you the happiness you want.
— — — Zhuo Qijiang】
The maple leaves that day were very red and brilliant. The wind that day was very warm, and the sun that day was very gentle.
But my heart was very cold, because I hurt that person again.
I'm sure that I don't love her. At least, I don't love her now. I don't know about the future me.
But I know that I hope that really kind girl can be happy.
She's so good and deserves better.
Maybe when I fall in love with her one day, I'll become the best person for her and appear in her life.
I'll personally give her the best and most beautiful things, including happiness.
Now, let's become the most familiar strangers to each other. Time will always take away all the pain and memories.
And you and I, there will always be a continuation of the final ending, either together or separately.
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