[It turns out that sometimes, when you're moved, it doesn't necessarily mean that you're in love. When he woke up from his deep infatuation, all that was left was emptiness and regret. The greatest fortune in my life was meeting you, and the greatest mistake was also meeting you.
— — — Cang Lei]
Everyone said that the Cang Family's second young master was born well, and that he had all the advantages.
However, I feel that if I could, I would rather not have been born in the Cang Family.
Big Brother is like a tall mountain, firmly pressing down on my body. I can't move him, I can't move him.
I often wonder if it was wrong for me to become a playboy. But if I didn't do this, the Cang Family wouldn't have any peace.
Big Brother chose to develop his own business partly because of this.
He was worried that she would fight with him for the Cang Family, so he took the initiative to show his attitude. The Cang Family was dispensable to him.
If I want it, I can take it at any time.
But I just don't want something that doesn't give me any sense of accomplishment. I know that I'm very proud, and I also know that I can be very arrogant sometimes.
But I can't control it. I can't even control my jealousy of Big Brother.
He even wanted to kill him. This way, the Cang Family would be mine, and she would also be mine.
Since when did she become the most important person in my heart?
Clearly, a person like me shouldn't have such pure love. I've always felt this way.
The first time I saw her was in the company. She came to look for Big Brother, but Big Brother happened to be away. I chatted with her for a while.
I was surprised when she explained why she had come.
Such a beautiful woman was actually the CEO of a company that was about to be listed. It was really hard to tell.
At first, I thought that her noble aura came from her family's influence, which was why she had such a noble aura.
At that moment, I was tempted. She said that she wanted to ask Big Brother for help. I agreed without hesitation.
In his heart, however, his jealousy towards his elder brother rose to another level. If he was the Cang Family's Patriarch, then wouldn't she have taken the initiative to meet him?
When Big Bro came back, I still told him about it. Then, he told me that the higher-ups had already decided to approve Xun Jing E-Commerce. This new industry had unlimited prospects.
I was very excited and proud. I felt that she was the first person I had met in so many years who was beautiful, intelligent, and powerful.
After I got the news that Xun Jing was successfully listed, I rushed to B City to give her flowers.
The excuse was to congratulate her on the successful listing of her company, but in reality, she wanted others to spread the news that she wanted to hear.
I knew that my reputation for being a playboy was very well-known, so I was quite happy. Because before tomorrow, everyone would know that I liked her, and no one would dare to snatch her away from me.
It's a pity that accidents always come so suddenly and catch me off guard.
I met another girl. She was pure and beautiful. My heart skipped a beat when I saw her.
Almost instantly, I had the urge to get her, regardless of anything.
Now that I think about it, it was as if I had lost my mind at that time. I couldn't see anything, and she was the only one left in the world.
I crazily threw money, gifts, and all sorts of protective remarks on her.
When I found out that she had a boyfriend, I didn't retreat. Instead, I was jealous of her boyfriend. But after we accidentally slept together, I found out that I was her first man.
I was beside myself with joy. Despite her objections, I insisted on entangling with her. Then we became secret lovers.
Finally, her boyfriend found out and came looking for her. I was very angry at that time because that man made me feel threatened.
I lost my mind and asked the bodyguards to kill him, but I really didn't expect that he would die in my hands.
But as a member of the Cang family, I was never worried.
The Cang family was not only in N City, but also in the country. They had a firm foothold in the military, political, and business.
After unremitting efforts, I finally got together with her openly and brought her home to meet my parents.
I invited JR for her, and even held a grand engagement ceremony to satisfy her expectations.
At that time, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world. Because she was so understanding, so tolerant.
I became more and more infatuated with her. As long as she was sad, I couldn't wait to make all the things that made her sad disappear.
Another day, she ran away from home again, thinking that I liked someone else.
Actually, I didn't understand. Sometimes I felt that she was very annoying, but this thought would disappear in a flash.
When she was in front of me, I didn't have the ability to control myself. As long as I stayed away from her, that obsession would weaken. It was very strange.
Just like that, when I thought that it would be a lifetime, I met the first person that moved my heart again.
Xunmi. Her name was so special. Xun Mimi, how beautiful the meaning was.
She stood by the brightly lit river. The curve of her lips was not obvious, but she looked so comfortable and leisurely.
The people around seemed to deliberately lower their voices, afraid to disturb her.
My heart was clamoring to get closer. That feeling was so strong that I thought it was an illusion.
Then, everything went smoothly. I liked her again.
Qi Yulan, oh, right. She was my fiancée, the person I was crazy about before. She generously said that because she loved me, she was willing to help me.
She even gave me ideas. I felt a little guilty, so I decided to treat her better in the future.
But I really couldn't let go of Xunmi. I followed my heart and tried to get close to her.
But what I got was a lot of scars. Every time this happened, Qi Yulan would be by my side, being a gentle flower that understood me.
I had many times rejoiced that I met such a lovely person in this life. Unfortunately, dreams will eventually be broken.
Xunmi and my brother were together. I was so angry that I talked nonsense to Qi Yulan to vent the dissatisfaction in my heart.
But I never thought that if I really loved her, how could I bear to hurt her?
I didn't dare to think about all the things that happened after that because I was ashamed.
How laughable. I thought that I was moved by Qi Yulan, but in the end, I found that it was just a love with a shelf life.
When the shelf life was over, I would wake up. But the result after waking up was something I couldn't bear.
I was angry that Qi Yulan ruined my reputation because I didn't have the right to stand by her side.
I had done so many irrational things for Qi Yulan. How could I compare to my brother who always trusted and loved her?
The unwillingness in my heart turned into a sigh and regret in the end.
Brother, I wish that you didn't exist. Then, I might have a chance with her.
Xunmi, I wish that I never met you in this life. Because then, I wouldn't understand that being moved wasn't necessarily love. I could live in a dream that was created and never wake up. At least that way, I would be happy.
But now, he could only live on this uninhabited island alone for the rest of his life.
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