[It's been a year since the fan meeting. I've seen a lot of things in this year, but in the end, I still feel that the scenery around you is the most beautiful.
— — Chu Yang
Since the first time I saw you in junior high school, that kind of faint feeling has been living in my heart. I don't know how other people's secret love feels, but I know that my secret love is sweet.
— — Xiao Sisi]
On April 28th, I saw a boy who stunned me. His name is Chu Yang.
On April 29th, I secretly hid outside his classroom window and watched him. He was holding a book and talking to a beautiful girl sitting next to him. At that moment, I felt a little bitter.
On April 30th, I met him in the corridor. He was carrying a bag for the girl next to him. I also learned the girl's name that day. She was his childhood sweetheart, Xunmi.
On May 1st, I learned that he was going to enter Yinglan High School, which was the best school in J City. But the reason was not that. His childhood sweetheart liked the cherry blossoms in Yinglan.
On May 13th, I began to work hard, trying to catch up with him a year later.
On June 20th, I learned that he passed the exam, and he began to leave my sight.
… …
On September 1st of the second year, I was successfully admitted to Yinglan and became his junior again.
On September 10th, I saw him at the opening ceremony of the military training. He was the president of the student union and he was encouraging us on the stage.
On September 30th, during the military training performance, he passed by me and smiled at me. That smile made me sink deeper and deeper into the abyss.
On April 28th of the third year, I had a secret love for him for three years, and he was about to leave my life again.
On May 20th, I heard from my roommate that many people confessed to him, but he rejected them as usual. And for the first time, he said that he had someone he liked.
On May 21st, I accidentally saw him looking at his childhood sweetheart walking in front of him in the woods. I knew that he liked her, just like how I looked at him.
From then on, I stopped writing in my diary because I told myself that I was not qualified to write in my diary.
His childhood sweetheart was very outstanding, beautiful, and kind, but I was useless.
So I kept working hard and became his junior again. I thought that as long as I could silently watch him like this, it would be a kind of happiness.
But I didn't expect that Senior Sister would find out and tell me the truth. At that time, I was cheering wildly in my heart.
Then, with the senior's help, I entered the distribution network and took another step closer to him.
My senior once asked me why I didn't confess since I liked her.
I said, I'm afraid, not because I'm afraid of being rejected, but because I'm afraid that I won't even have the chance to look at him like this in the future.
So I chose to remain silent and watch secretly, like a voyeur, living in my own world.
But I never thought of giving up. The radio drama "Love Is Not as Deep as You Like It" opened the curtain for me and him.
In the play, he abandoned his girlfriend because of himself, and we had a sweet time together.
However, a drama was only a drama, not reality. We did interact more and more with each other, and slowly, we became very good friends.
When one day he stood in front of me and said.
"I like you, but I can't be with you for the time being. But I will try my best to get used to you and slowly take over my heart."
"If you are willing to wait for me, then one year. One year later, I will come back here and give you an answer."
I smiled at that time, but tears rolled down my cheeks. I had never regretted waiting for him for so many years. It was only one year, what was there that I couldn't afford to wait or gamble?
I said, "Okay." Then, I tiptoed and kissed him. I turned and left.
It was still April 28th this year, but it was the eighth year. Today was the day I made an appointment with him.
I stood under the cherry tree, waiting for the person who would come.
… …
I thought my life would be the same as I imagined, always with Qing Mei.
Until two other people appeared between the two of us, they changed me and Qing Mei.
We grew up together, but I didn't know that Qing Mei had congenital heart disease. At that time, I was really confused.
I couldn't help but wonder if Qing Mei didn't dare to like me or be with me because of this reason.
Even if I already had a good impression of another girl, it could be said that I liked her.
But I still couldn't let go of Qing Mei. Twenty years of habits and feelings couldn't be changed or forgotten in a day.
So, I made an appointment with that girl for one year. If I could change my feelings for her within one year, I would go back and be with her.
I knew it was unfair to that girl, but was there any fairness in love?
Today was the last day of the year. I looked at the man and woman sitting opposite me, who were comparable to the world's favorite children, and smiled.
"Ah Xun, seeing you and Young Master Jiang living so happily, I'm really jealous."
I smiled and teased them. I sincerely wished them well.
Ah Xun's body had a problem in the past year. The reason was that she ate too much cake. Even if it was sugar-free, it still had a lot of calories.
Jiang Jingchen was scared and directly cut off her source of cake, which made her unhappy for a long time.
Thinking back to those days, I felt that this kind of life was the real happiness.
They were just an ordinary couple. When they were unhappy, they would get angry. When they did something bad, they would never admit it.
When they were happy, they would give each other gifts or take each other out for a big meal. When they were excited, they would do all kinds of whimsical things.
But they would always be by each other's side, indulging each other, pampering each other, and protecting each other.
In Ah Xun's words, only I can bully and torment my people. How can anyone else do that?
I think I understood what I really wanted. It was just a simple but warm companionship and a love that could stand the test of time.
And I had already obtained such a sincere feeling without knowing it. How could I not be moved?
The cherry blossoms fell in a riot under the cherry tree. The afterglow of the evening sprinkled through the tree's shadow, dyeing it with a golden but gentle halo. It made people feel peaceful.
The girl in white sitting under the cherry tree with her eyes closed, as if she was sleeping, added a touch of beauty to this picturesque scene.
I walked in quietly. His eyes, which were as clear as water, slowly opened. When our gazes met, we both smiled.
I said, "Xiao Xiao, long time no see." "Everyone calls her Xiexie, but I think Xiaoxiao is better. Xiaoxiao is mine alone.
She said, "Senior, I've been waiting for you. I've been waiting to tell you that the taste of a crush is sweet." “
They all say that I'm bitter and lowly, but I don't believe it. It turns out that my crush is the sweetest honey.
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