[Just because of you, I am willing to use my life to continue your brilliance. — — Anson]
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When I opened my eyes again, the sea had turned into mulberry fields, but they were still as loving as before.
I stood in the clouds, overlooking the entire world. The pity in my eyes fell on that person, and the pain made me unable to breathe.
I was jealous, jealous of that man. He was stronger than me in every aspect, more outstanding than me, and even more able to win your heart than me.
My love was no less than his, but in the end, I couldn't get your gaze back. Even until death, I couldn't let you know that there was someone who liked you.
I hated myself for being lost, I hated my cowardice, but I didn't complain.
I watched you two stay together for more than five hundred years. I watched him cry tears of blood after you left, and then slept with you in the deep sea with the mech.
My heart was empty. The you I had always loved had left. There was no reincarnation, no reincarnation. You just disappeared from my world.
If I had been a little braver in the past, would I have had the possibility to fight with him for you?
Ha … I knew it was impossible, but I kept hoping, until my hope turned into despair.
XunMi Thetis was a name that I was the only one to remember. How sad it was, but how fortunate it was.
You left, taking away all the glory.
He left, taking you with him.
But I was left behind. I didn't understand, I couldn't understand, why I still had consciousness, why I couldn't start over.
Erase my memory, and be a happy and simple person.
At this moment, I understood that it was just selfishness. I didn't want to forget your figure that only existed in my memory.
I thought that one day, when I felt that I should forget you, I would really forget you, and live my own life.
The world is so big. Birth, old age, sickness, and death. Life is endless, but I have become eternal.
In the year 5201 of the Norman Empire, General Angus Ludovic and the deep sea mermaid Xunmi Thetis walked into the auditorium hand in hand, lighting up the empire's most beautiful light of hope.
In the year 5203 of the Norman Empire, General Angus and his wife exterminated the Zerg, completely driving the Zerg out of the universe and not daring to invade again.
In the year 5206 of the Norman Empire, Xunmi Thetis, the wife of an admiral, led the merfolk on the road of self-improvement. She established the Merfolk Association and became the president.
It was recorded in the year 5210 of the Norman Empire that the federation wanted to assassinate the wife of the general so as to attack the Norman Empire in the chaos. However, they were exterminated by the wife of the general.
In the year 5213 of the Norman Empire, the federation was completely recovered. General Angus became the highest chairman.
In the year 5216 of the Norman Empire, humans and sea tribes started to trade officially again and got along harmoniously.
In the year 5357 of the Norman Empire, the mermaid gene was perfected. After being modified, mermaids could have legs in a short period of time and had the right to walk on the ground. All of this came from the contribution of the chairman's wife.
In 5400 years of the Norman Empire, the chairman and his wife handed over everything and completely disappeared in front of people.
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In the year 5735 of the Norman Empire, the greatest ruler of the empire and his wife passed away. The whole country mourned and lowered the national emblem for one week to show respect.
Looking at the messages that kept refreshing, my tears fell. What followed was a heavy rain that poured down on the entire world.
With my pain, my sadness, my sorrow.
Yes, I thought that I would die together with Andrew, but I didn't expect that I would be sober one day.
After waking up, I found that I had become a new God, the God of Order. In this space, I was protecting the living people.
But how sad I was. They needed me to protect them, but what about me? Who could protect me?
Looking at her had become a habit of mine. Now that she was gone, how could I endure these lonely years?
Xunmi, do you know what kind of torment I was enduring after you disappeared without a care?
I don't know when I read a sentence, "What you missed is lost, and what you lost can't be returned."
We didn't miss each other. It was just my own cowardice. But in the end, we can't go back.
How I wished that I could have the right to be willful and follow you, but I couldn't move the mountain that was pressing on me.
When I was young, I missed my mother's gentleness and kindness. When I grew up, I let myself become that kind of person.
They all said that I was the ideal Prince Charming, the most gentle dream lover.
I always thought so, until I met you. You broke my shackles.
You made me crazy, so I wanted to explode. I dared to do anything.
The only thing I didn't dare to do was to tell you that I liked you, and even loved you. Could you look at me too?
Goddess of the ocean, the symbol of purity and tolerance. How could you, who was so pure, like a dirty me?
So I retreated. I was afraid. The only time I wanted to cooperate with you, I wanted to stay with you for a while.
But I was still rejected. At that time, my heart was cold.
I quietly hid in the shadows, looking at your smile, imagining that one day you could smile at me like that. How nice it would be.
Before I finished my dream, I saw you leave in a hurry. I couldn't help but worry and followed you.
This became the final ending between us.
At the moment of death, I was relieved, relaxed, and even happy.
However, God didn't care for me after all.
In the white clouds, a man's figure appeared, but I couldn't see him clearly.
The only thing that could be seen clearly was his eyes. In the long and narrow eyes, there was a gentleness that could make people indulge in.
Looking at the blue ocean under my feet, I heard it whispering and crying.
It was saying, "My god, why did you leave in such a hurry, leaving me alone?"
I was thinking, "We are both pitiful people, both of us are the ones left behind."
Gradually, I got used to looking at the ocean. I didn't know if I was looking at her past through the ocean, or at the Sea Spirit that was born in the ocean.
It was very cute. When it was happy, it would make beautiful waves. When it was sad, it would make the waves unceasingly.
It was also very naughty. When a ship passed by, it would deliberately make the waves hit the bow of the ship, making the people on the ship panic. At the same time, it would hide on the side and clap its hands happily.
It was also very kind. It never killed people, and its pranks were not overdone. Sometimes, when a cruise ship was about to have a shipwreck, it would immediately stabilize the sea and let the cruise ship return to the shore safely.
I looked at it like this for hundreds of years. Until today, I found that the sea was so calm that there were no waves.
It was strange. Was Xiao Ling still sleeping today?
Yes, I gave it a name. It was called Xiao Ling, the little Sea Spirit.
Soon, I got the answer. A whirlpool suddenly appeared on the surface of the sea, and a golden light appeared.
When the light faded, a slender and elegant girl appeared. She had long blue hair and a blue tail. Standing on the surface of the sea, she was indescribably beautiful.
Just like her in the past, when she came to the mortal world, she was dazzling.
However, I knew that she wasn't her. She had passed away with my memories, and she had become my eternity at this moment.
I said softly, "Hello, Xiao Ling. This is the first time we meet.
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