[You will never know if you will fall in love with someone you hate, dislike, or have no relationship with in the future. Just like me, I will never know if I will fall in love with you.
— — — Celestial Emperor]
I've existed since the beginning of the world. I don't remember how long that has been.
Because it's really been too long, so long that I don't have a sense of time anymore.
Every day was very ordinary, just like always. There were no ups and downs, but it didn't make me feel bored either. It was just a little boring.
That was until they appeared. More and more experts appeared, making me feel threatened.
I knew that they couldn't surpass me, and even if they did, it wouldn't affect me much, but I was still afraid.
This was probably someone else's child.
The Father once told me that I was His most perfect child and gave me a great responsibility.
However, gradually, his children sprung up like bamboo shoots after a spring rain. They were all very outstanding, so outstanding that I had to take them seriously.
I want to become strong, very strong, and let Father know that I will always be the best.
That's why I trained as hard as I could and did everything I could to improve my abilities.
During this time, I met two people, both of whom were hurt by me.
Even now, I still remember how she looked like when I first met her.
She was dressed in a red dress that was as warm as fire. Her fair and delicate facial features seemed to be the product of a painter's meticulous work.
The red spider lily on her forehead was extremely dazzling. Under her long and slender eyebrows, her dark and deep eyes were suffused with an enchanting luster.
It was like the most beautiful star in the sky, tempting people who longed for beauty to touch it.
The shape of her beautiful lips was ostentatiously noble and elegant.
She stood there quietly, the slowly flowing waters of the Three Lives River becoming her embellishment. The swaying red flowers behind her served as her foil.
Frowning, she seemed to be deep in thought, a hint of melancholy on her face.
I couldn't help but walk forward and introduce myself to her. On impulse, I told her that I wanted to marry her.
Now that I think about it, that moment was really too beautiful. It made me lose my mind and soul.
Since then, he had been immersed in the painting she had created, unable to extricate himself from it.
When I found out that she was the Guiding Flower I was looking for, and that the Vermillion Bird had an unusual relationship with her, I was furious.
Speaking of which, I didn't know what I was angry about. Was it because she rejected me, or was it because I knew about her relationship with the Vermillion Bird?
Or perhaps both, but the latter was more important.
Forcing her to marry me was the first thing I did wrong.
Even though I knew that she didn't like me, I still wanted to achieve my goal by threatening and forcing her, all for the sake of the sudden emotion in my heart.
Although I succeeded in the end and she sat next to me, it was only that one time.
When the Vermillion Bird appeared at the ceremony, I personally threw her into chaos, and the Vermillion Bird jumped down.
I stood there for ten whole years, thinking about the same question in those ten years. Why?
At that time, I didn't even know her name. My emotions caused my power to fluctuate, so I could only choose to sleep.
With Mi Yan, she is the second person I have wronged. With her help, I was able to become the foundation of the Three Thousand Worlds and use the power of the world to cultivate.
Time ticked by. At that time, I thought the two of them were dead.
Unexpectedly, not only did they not die, but they also loved each other so deeply.
Thousands of years had passed, but nothing had changed.
At that time, I also realized that the reason why I was so domineering back then was because I had already fallen in love with her.
What a ridiculous and natural answer, I thought.
Unwilling to give up, I followed them all the way. Even though I couldn't interfere, I still wanted to follow.
The result was that I fell deeper and deeper, until I couldn't extricate myself.
Hearing her cry, I subconsciously stopped. I only wanted to make sure that she was safe and didn't care about my own situation at all.
Did I regret it?
No.
I only regretted that I couldn't get her.
Even if I had to do it all over again, I would still make the same choice, because I truly loved her.
"Father God, thank you. But I feel that if I keep looking at them like this, my heart will hurt even more."
I looked up. I, who had already turned into nothingness, stared at the equally nothingness of Father God and muttered.
"Child, your fruit has already fallen, but someone used themselves to nurture it."
A kind voice floated into my ears, but it only made me feel heavy and sad.
This was the reason why I didn't want to live. Mi Yan, that silly girl, I just took her away in passing.
As the saying goes, karma, karma. If there is a cause, there is an effect. It was also planted by me.
Gently blowing away the clouds in front of me, I looked down. Although I didn't have a physical body, I felt something hot slide down from the corner of my eyes.
In the barren desert, a woman wearing a black robe that covered her face slowly walked.
In her arms was a flowerpot with a small tree inside.
I could clearly see that there was a thumb-sized fruit on the tree. It was shriveled and silent, but tenaciously gave off a bit of vitality.
Ah.
Mi Yan, who had just taken a step, paused and was overjoyed.
"Heavenly Emperor, Heavenly Emperor, is that you? Is that you? "
She didn't hear wrong. That small sigh belonged to the person in her heart.
But where are you? I can't find you.
Come out, okay? Is it inconvenient for you right now? It doesn't matter. I'll wait. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait.
Mi Yan said in her heart, but didn't dare to say it out loud. She was afraid that the Heavenly Emperor would hear and refuse to see her.
She didn't ask for much. She just wanted to be with him, that was all.
After waiting for a long time and making sure that the voice wouldn't sound again, she lowered her head. Crystal clear tears fell into the flower pot in her arms.
She was too sad and didn't notice that the tree inside moved, but the movement was very small.
Wiping away her tears, Mi Yan once again embarked on her journey.
This life is very long. It's so long that I can slowly find you and plant a karma tree that belongs to us.
Her figure gradually disappeared into the distance. A small cloud quietly appeared above her head, helping her block the scorching sun.
Sometimes, living is more painful than death. Just like now. How could there be such a foolish person?
I kept asking myself this question, but no matter what, I couldn't get an answer.
"Father God, although living is more painful than death for me, I'm willing to live."
At least, I want to accompany her, accompany her until the moment she gives up.
I feel heartache for her, but there is no love. My heart is still that person.
People can't make mistakes. This saying isn't wrong at all.
Because sooner or later, you'll return it.
Perhaps when the new Master of Symbiosis appears, I'll be free. Or perhaps, I won't be able to wait.
But at this moment, I still want to thank that person. Thank her for teaching me what love is.
And Mi Yan. She made me understand that there are many kinds of love.
In the vast sky, can I still be redeemed?
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