[Her arrival was like fireworks. It only shone for a short period of time. After she left, my world collapsed.
— — — Su Zicang]
I always remembered that day. She barged into my world in such a pathetic manner. My heart was filled with her.
In the past, I was very sure that I didn't like her. I even hated her because she wasn't mine.
But when love really came, you couldn't stop it even if you wanted to, and you couldn't bear to stop it.
I don't know how other people are in love. I only know that I want to hold her in the palm of my hand and dote on her.
I want to take her to see the most beautiful scenery in the world, take her to eat delicious food, and take her to wherever she wants to go.
I used to think that one day, we might have a baby. At that time, I would find someone to manage the company and focus on staying at home with them.
I also thought that when the baby grew up, I would take her around and record all of our bits and pieces. It would pave the way for beautiful memories in the future.
I even promised her that I would use happy images to fill up those unbearable things.
I would let her life be filled with only beautiful things and me.
Tonight, as usual, I opened the door and walked in. I had already chosen someone at the company. As long as the handover was done, I could take her to play.
However, I saw the scene that I didn't want to see the most in my life.
The smile that had just risen froze at the corner of my mouth.
She sat on the bed and looked at me reluctantly. Her eyes were filled with pain and an inexplicable expectation. I didn't understand.
But I knew clearly that she was going to leave. She was going to leave me.
I quickly rushed over, but I only caught a shadow. The bed was empty. There was nothing on it.
At that moment, my world collapsed.
A month, to me, was like an instant. She was like an epiphyllum. After appearing for a moment, she disappeared.
At the same time, the entire world collapsed.
I looked at the sky outside. It kept falling and shattering bit by bit. It was as if it was venting, angry, and destroying the world without her.
How satisfying. She was no longer here. What did I still need this world for?
I never knew that I had such a crazy side. I actually wanted to collapse quickly and let the entire world be buried with her.
I'll go look for her later. No matter where you go, you'll find her.
The world was about to collapse, but it froze. Nothing could move, but I could. I didn't know why, but I was furious.
Why didn't he continue? Why didn't he continue? What was the point of keeping her world if there was no more?
At this moment, a tender voice entered my mind.
"You will see her again. She is waiting for you, but you can't leave now. This world was destroyed because of you, so it will be rebuilt by you."
I didn't feel the slightest bit of shock in my heart, only a faint feeling of 'as expected'.
"How?" As long as I could see her, I was willing to pay any price.
I followed the method that the voice told me to create this once familiar world in my mind. The moment the world returned to normal, I felt myself leaving my body.
Baby, I've come to find you. Even if the price is half of my strength, I won't regret it.
When I repaired the world, I recalled the memories that only belonged to me and her.
Loving someone means that no matter what you face, as long as it's related to her, you will subconsciously chase after her, even if it's a bottomless abyss.
But, baby, I'm sorry that I need you to find me again. I believe that you will recognize me even if you are misled.
Celestial Emperor, I will slowly settle this debt with you.
— — —
[You can owe any debt, but you can't owe a love debt.
If I could start all over again, I just want to keep you in peace and accompany you in peace.
It's a pity that I can't start all over again.
— — — Yaeger]
It's funny that a playboy who spent all his time wandering around would fall in love at first sight.
Until now, I was still thinking about how I fell in love at first sight.
It was the first time I saw her so clearly. Maybe it was because her eyes were too focused on me, or maybe it was because her expression was too sorrowful.
I didn't know what it meant, but I felt heartache.
Then, her tears made me panic. The speed of my heartbeat told me that I was in trouble.
Especially when I saw her smile, I couldn't stop myself.
However, the beautiful beginning was only left with bitterness in the end. It was my own fault. If he didn't avoid her from the beginning, maybe they wouldn't have ended up like that.
But it was the assumption that hurt the most. How could there be so many assumptions? Heh …
Yalos taught me a principle. If you love someone, don't be afraid and don't care so much. Attack boldly.
Of course, there was a prerequisite, and that was to be strong enough.
Strong enough that even if you stole your brother's wife, no one would dare to criticize you.
In the end, he was still angry. He was angry at Yalos, angry at himself, and angry at Xunmi.
He was angry at Yalos for being so cruel. Why did he steal the last thing he had?
He was angry at himself for being so weak. He couldn't even protect the person he wanted. He could only watch as she was trapped in someone else's arms.
He was angry at Xunmi. Since she didn't love him, why did she treat him so differently in the beginning? It made him have thoughts that he shouldn't have and made him fall deeper and deeper.
How could he not know that these were all excuses he found? But so what? He was still unwilling.
There was nothing more painful than hearing the person he loved being happy under another man, especially when that person was his own brother, a brother who was inferior to him in every way.
I knew that my brother had it worse than me. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have had the chance to indulge in debauchery outside.
But knowing was one thing, I couldn't get over it. Naturally, I couldn't walk out of it.
This was a dead end. If I didn't walk down this path to the end, I would explode and endanger the people around me.
So I chose to leave and embark on a journey alone to heal the sadness in my heart.
I thought that one day, I would forget a girl called Xunmi Martha.
And that day would be the day I went back.
But I waited and waited, and I never went back.
Because the more I couldn't get it, the more I missed it. The more I missed it, the deeper it was rooted. The deeper it was, the harder it was to pull it out.
At that time, I realized that this was retribution, retribution.
In the past, I thought that I was playing a game of mutual consent, but in the end, I was taught by her that there was no room for sand in love.
I didn't have to keep my chastity for the so-called true love that hadn't appeared, but at least I had to respect it.
He had been making things difficult for her from the beginning. She didn't care because she was magnanimous, because she was merciful. She left him because of his own incompetence. She couldn't blame anyone else.
That's why love wasn't always beautiful.
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