[There is no reason. Love is love. Even if she is not a good person, so what?
If love can be controlled, then it is not love.
I know my love is blind, but I have never regretted it.
Life is too short. It is not easy to meet someone I love. Even if it is wrong, I want to accompany her.
If possible, we will grow old together.
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I am 82 years old, and I used to be a mixed tribe beastman.
I have a partner. She is very beautiful and knows many things that they do not.
I have a daughter. She is a beautiful little tiger. She is very kind, gentle, and knows many things.
They are the most precious treasures in my life. It is a pity that I did not accompany them.
Or should I say, they left me.
My partner did something wrong and was rejected by the Beast God. I accompanied her to live at the edge of the Yata Forest.
We thought we could live together until we grow old, but fate did not favor us. Perhaps we had to pay the price for the mistake we made.
At that time, I was 42 years old and my daughter was 18 years old.
On the day she transformed, my partner, who had been crazy for many years, suddenly appeared in front of me and said, "Thank you for your love.
"Oh, thank you for your love all these years. I have to go now. I'm sorry."
I froze. Why did she want to leave? Where did she want to go?
Then, she turned into white light and disappeared in front of me.
Beastmen shed blood but not tears, but I shed tears.
But it was far from over. After my partner left, my daughter transformed. She looked very similar to her partner. Both of them were beautiful and exquisite.
But the first thing she said was, "Father, I should leave too. I want to complete my mission."
I watched my daughter walk out of my sight step by step. I was in a daze.
Why did she leave?
Was it a punishment for what I did wrong? But I really did not regret it.
Because I loved her. I loved her very much. I could abandon everything for her.
Even if she left me now, I did not regret it. I just could not figure out one thing and wanted to ask her.
Did you love me?
Unfortunately, I could not get an answer. There would not be an answer for me.
I still remember the first time I saw Purple Moon. Her beauty occupied my lonely years.
He still remembered hearing her say, "I want to be by your side." His heart was filled with emptiness.
I trusted her unconditionally and did whatever she said.
I even gave Mi poisonous potatoes to eat. Although I didn't know about it, but thinking about it now, my heart still hurts.
I don't hate anyone, I just hate myself.
If I hadn't gone hunting that day, I wouldn't have met Ziyue. If I hadn't met Ziyue, I wouldn't have allowed her to do those things.
If she had been saved by other beastmen, she might not have been abandoned by the Beast God and suffered all those unbearable things.
However, I knew very well that if I could go back in time, I would still choose to appear in that place at that time and meet the Purple Moon in my heart.
But this time, I would stop her. I would hold her hand tightly and tell her that he could support the entire world for her. She didn't have to go to extremes.
However, all of this was just my imagination.
Now that I think about it, I've only let down one person in my life, and that is Mi.
She was the person I promised to take care of, but she was also the person I killed with my own hands. This is something I can't let go of for the rest of my life.
Now, I'm just a loner. My partner disappeared, my daughter left me. I deserved to be abandoned.
Cause and effect, cause and effect, cause and effect.
But I really miss my daughter and partner. I really want to see them.
I know that the people outside hate me. The things about me and Ziyue were spread all over during those years.
Even after more than ten years, it still didn't fade away. We became their bad example for educating their children.
Although I feel guilty towards my daughter for letting her have such a pair of hated parents, I … I couldn't do anything.
The only thing I could do was to quietly appear in the tribe my daughter went to.
I didn't dare to let them discover my existence. I could only peek at my daughter from afar. Seeing her living well, I was very happy.
I thought my daughter would always stay in one place. Every time I went, I would prepare some food for my daughter and secretly put it in front of her door.
Because of this, I made a lot of jokes. The beastmen thought it was a gift from a suitor.
But I was afraid that my daughter wouldn't like it or it would cause trouble, so I didn't dare to give her too much. Every time, I would only give her a small amount.
Today, as usual, I came to the tribe again. I quietly approached my daughter's house, but I found it empty.
It was so clean as if no one had lived there before. I panicked. Could it be that my daughter found me and changed her place?
I weakly leaned against the wall. Did I make my daughter hate me? I really didn't want to. I just wanted to see her and not disturb her.
"Sigh, Yanhua left just like that. She said that she had taught them everything she needed to teach them and was going to go to the next place."
"What a pity. I still wanted to pursue her. She's really smart."
"Yeah, she taught the witch doctor the different ways to use some herbs. She also carefully explained how to mix herbs for better effects. She also taught them how to plant common herbs."
The conversation gradually faded away. My dead heart came back to life. My daughter didn't leave because she didn't want to see me.
Next place, where is the next place?
How could my daughter leave alone? It's not safe on the road.
I didn't care whether I would be discovered or not. I quickly transformed into my beast form and chased after her.
My partner is gone. As a father, I have nothing to give my daughter except to protect her.
When she finds a partner, I will leave. My daughter is different from me. She can live like the sun.
Just like the Xunmi I met before.
I followed my daughter to many tribes. I watched my daughter teach the females how to braid their hair and how to make their clothes more beautiful.
I watched her teach the beastmen hunting techniques and listened to her plan a regular friendly competition between the tribes. She used many prey as the prizes.
She was really smart. She easily resolved the drawbacks of the methods that Ziyue had proposed.
Moreover, she understood the limits. She wouldn't go too far, but she wouldn't let those people feel relaxed. The pressure was always on her head and temptation coexisted.
For thirty years, I've accompanied my daughter to many tribes.
But I never appeared. I didn't dare to let my daughter know because I was afraid.
This was the last tribe on the continent. It was also my daughter's last day in this tribe.
From the age of eighteen until now, she was forty-eight. For her mission, she never stopped for anyone.
My heart ached, but I didn't have the right to stop her.
Although the lifespan of beastmen could reach one hundred and twenty-three years, and I was only seventy years old, I knew that I couldn't accompany my daughter for long.
I had a premonition that when my daughter finished her mission, she would leave.
I didn't know if my daughter would come back to me. I wanted to see her, even if it was secretly.
Taking advantage of the darkness, I avoided the beastmen on guard and quietly approached my daughter's house. Just as I was about to enter the courtyard, the surrounding firelight suddenly lit up. A group of beastmen surrounded me.
"A few days ago, I saw you sneaking around outside the tribe. You've finally been caught by us today."
"Tell us, why did you come to our tribe? What are you planning?"
"Could it be that some small tribe wants to steal our skills?"
At this time, a slightly older voice interrupted, "Hey, this person looks familiar."
Then, more and more beastmen appeared. There were both young and old.
I lowered my head and wanted to escape. Such a big movement would definitely scare my daughter. I couldn't let them know that Yanhua had such a bad father and mother.
But … "Hey." When someone called out this name clearly, the dusty history was also mentioned.
"That's the beastman who left with an abandoned female."
"I heard that he even hurt an innocent female. Why isn't he dead yet?"
"Isn't there a saying that the abandoned by the Beast God will make the Beast God feel disgusted when he returns to his embrace? So, how would he dare to die?"
"That's true."
Listening to those voices that sounded like they were ringing in my ears, my heart didn't waver much.
But when I saw my daughter standing outside the crowd, my body instantly turned cold. As expected, I was going to face the final judgment.
Purple Moon, can I go and see you now?
"This kind of person should be despised, we …"
"Father." A clear and sonorous female voice broke all the discussions.
Everyone present saw the female that they respected as the pioneer of wisdom. Step by step, she walked to the beastman that they had just mocked and smiled warmly.
"You are finally willing to come out. Are you tired after protecting me for decades?"
Hearing my daughter's voice, I raised my head in shock. My eyes were wet and tears fell for the second time.
I always thought that my daughter didn't want to see me and didn't want to acknowledge me.
After all, my past was so unbearable, so …
"Father, do you know that the proudest thing in my life is to have a father like you?"
"Let's go home. I have done what I should do. Please let me take care of you from now on."
At that moment, there was only one thought in my mind. So, I still have a home.
… …
Many years later, in the history of the continent: There was once a beastman who fell in love with someone that he shouldn't have. He took away the female abandoned by the Beast God without any complaints and gave birth to a pioneer of wisdom who changed the continent.
That father was worried that his daughter would be treated differently by others. So, he secretly protected and accompanied her for 30 years. They traveled across the entire continent.
He sowed the seeds of love and hope, bringing us a new beginning.
And that pioneer of wisdom had long known about her father's company. In the end, she said in public that her life's pride was to have such a father.
All the beastmen who had mocked that father lowered their heads in shame at that moment.
Just like what that pioneer of wisdom said, Chi, who was that beastman, was indeed a father that she should be proud of.
Not for anything else, but for the love, responsibility, and bravery that existed in him.
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