[No one can understand the fragility of life if they haven't experienced it before.
Sister, thank you for accompanying me wholeheartedly in this short life.
Gu Xiaoan]
Clang. The phone fell onto the marble floor and the screen instantly turned into a spider web.
Xunmi's figure swayed and she nearly fell to the ground. Fortunately, Shiyan caught her in time.
He held her in his arms and kept stroking her back, trying to make her relax.
The wedding that they had agreed on didn't happen in the end because it turned into a white funeral.
Sitting in the ward that Xiao An had once stayed in, Xunmi held a thick notebook in her hand. Her tears had long blurred her vision.
The water droplets that fell dyed the round and cute words on it.
...
My name is Gu Xiaoan. I'm 17 years old, but no one believes that I'm 17.
Because I'm sick, my health has always been poor. I'm also very troubled.
But I'm very happy. In these short 17 years, I met two older sisters.
I originally only had one older sister. Her name is Gu Xunmi.
She's the pride of my life. No one can replace her position in my heart.
I also have an older sister. Her name is also Gu Xunmi.
I don't know what to say. They're clearly the same person, but they give me different feelings.
But I can feel that their care and love for me comes from their hearts.
Even if they're injured and their health isn't good, they won't choose to give up on me.
Sister, do you know? Actually, Xiao An is in a lot of pain and is very tired.
Every day when I wake up, I'll face a cold white wall. Every once in a while, I'll have to come into contact with those cold instruments.
Many times, I want to tell you not to treat me anymore. This way, I won't be in pain and you won't have to work so hard.
But I don't dare to. I'm afraid of making you angry.
I can't do anything for you. The only thing I can do is to be obedient.
I won't cause you trouble or make you worry about me.
Sister Qiqi tells me about you every day. Then, when I can touch my phone and television, I can't wait to pay attention to your news.
Just like you said before, you're very glamorous outside, but I know how tired you are.
Every time this happens, I'll think about how good it would be if I weren't there.
That way, you would have a better life and be able to go to school like others.
Do what you love, and you'll be better and more relaxed than you are now.
Unfortunately, those were all my fantasies.
When I saw Big Brother Shiyan, I was finally relieved. No matter if I was here in the future or not, Big Sister would be well taken care of.
Actually, I always had a premonition that I wouldn't be able to accompany my sister for much longer.
Even if I found a suitable bone marrow, I still couldn't break free from that premonition.
But when I saw you smiling so happily and brightly, I couldn't bear to break this beautiful scene.
On the day I entered the operating room, I told myself to be strong and to at least see my sister one last time.
To my surprise, I opened my eyes. However, there was no such thing as perfection in life.
Regret was something that could happen if one wasn't careful.
Sister, Xiao An is leaving. He's going to a place very, very far away.
You and Brother-in-law must be happy.
Also, Elder Sister Qiqi, Brother Kang Ning, Elder Sister Yanqin, Auntie Shi, and Doctor Zhang also hoped that they would be well and happy every day.
I will bless you from that beautiful place in heaven where there is no worry.
Sister, I still haven't told you about my regrets.
I really want to see my sister get married with my own eyes, from one end of the red carpet to the other end of happiness.
Sister, I'm sorry. I'm going to be absent from your happiness. Don't blame me. You must forgive me.
Xiao An loves you the most. So, Sister, please be happy.
Take Xiao An's happiness with you and continue to be happy.
If there was a next life, Xiao An was willing to become his sister's younger brother.
It's great to be lucky enough to be protected by you in my short life.
Goodbye, Sister.
...
Xunmi couldn't understand. She really didn't understand. She had clearly given Xiao An a Great Recovery Pill.
She even gave him a high-grade nutrient solution later on. She was prepared to give him a marrow cleansing pill after the bone marrow transplant to prevent rejection.
She had thought of all the steps and arranged them. But why did it only take two days? Two days …
She didn't understand. She didn't understand at all.
Xiao An, you feel lucky. Don't I feel the same way?
When I didn't have any memories, I was so lucky to have someone like you who made me work hard and forget about my situation.
But why did you leave me without a word, Xiao An?
In Xunmi's understanding, she felt that every relationship was worth cherishing and treating it with her heart.
Kinship, friendship, love.
Don't think that you can't be moved just because you'll leave in the end. Don't think that they're just passers-by in life and don't need your attention.
But you don't know that in their hearts, you're just a passer-by. Respect is mutual.
Looking up, the tears in her eyes stopped and accumulated in her pupils, making her black and bright eyes look as if they were soaked in clear water. They were clean and without any impurities.
Shi Yan, who pushed the door open and entered, was stunned for a moment. He walked over with light footsteps.
He took the notebook from her hand, closed it, and held it in his hand. He used his other hand to pull her up.
"Wife, don't be sad. Xiao An will be sad to see you like this."
Shi Yan had dark circles under his eyes. Everything happened too suddenly. Xunmi's emotions were unstable, so the arrangements for the funeral fell on him.
He really didn't expect that after the bone marrow transplant, the doctor would say that there might not be any rejection.
But in the end, the rejection was abnormally serious. Once it erupted, it couldn't be controlled at all.
He could understand his wife's hopelessness at this moment. If he hadn't given her hope from the start, perhaps she would have been mentally prepared.
However, he had given her hope. She was about to see the light of dawn, but it instantly turned into a dark abyss.
Even a strong-willed man like him couldn't help but be surprised, let alone her.
Xunmi followed him obediently. Just as she was about to walk out of the ward, she stopped and left without hesitation.
Xiao An, don't worry. Sister will live very, very well. She will be very, very happy.
Together with your share, we will be happy.
"Shi Yan, let's get married." Her slightly hoarse voice was talking about their third wedding date.
"Okay." Shi Yan didn't ask further. He just wanted to satisfy her everything.
This wedding, which had been more than seven months since last year, when they talked about the Golden Flower Awards, and now, it was finally here.
They stood in the hall and faced the priest. Their relatives and friends sat on both sides and stepped on the red carpet that belonged only to the two of them.
What was happiness? Happiness was two people who loved each other. No matter how many storms they experienced, they still supported each other and walked into the hall of marriage.
My happiness in this life is you. In the next life, it will still be you. In every lifetime, it will be you.
We are fated in this life, and we will be happy forever.
Shi Yan.
The world was a circle. After walking around, you would still return to the starting point.
And the starting point was waiting for happiness.
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