The Road to God
John held a banquet in his residence and begged Ah to come. He claimed that he had finally learned how to cook and wanted to let the Supreme General taste the delicacies he made himself. Ah could not imagine that John could cook and went to the banquet curiously. At that time, there were only the three of them in the dining hall. Medanzo sat beside them and kept pouring wine for Ah.
John sent all the servants away and went into the kitchen after pouring a glass of wine for Ah. He busied himself for a long time, but no one knew what he was doing. After finishing the bottle of wine, Hardedef finally came in with a beautiful silver plate. There were 3 grilled fish on it. He placed the dish in front of the general and spoke respectfully, "Great General, please have a taste of my cooking."
Ah put down the glass in his hand and stopped smiling. He looked at John without saying a word, but his eyes seemed to contain invisible pressure. Seeing that Ah was not eating, John patted his head and laughed, "Supreme General, are you worried that my cooking is not good? I made this fish myself in the Nile River. I tasted it just now and it tastes good! "Then he picked up the knife, cut a piece of fish and ate it, even chewing the bones.
At this time, Ah stood up and shouted coldly, "John, what do you want from me?"
The Eygut people who believed in the Ennead did not eat fish, nor did they fish in the Nile River. Since ancient times, the fish in the Nile River had the blood of Osiris in their bodies. John invited Ah to dinner today and served him a plate of fish. This was blasphemy, but it did not seem that he was trying to frame Ah, because he had eaten first.
The atmosphere became a little awkward. Medanzo quickly stood up and smiled to smooth things over, "Ah, John has discovered that Moses and the others are practicing the power of two sides, but he did not mention it to anyone. He also knows that Link and I are your disciples, so he also wants to be taught this power. You have already taught John the mining skills of Duc on Mount Horeb. It is also because of your guidance that he can suppress the restless power. In fact, he has long been your disciple. You can officially agree! "
Ah ignored Medanzo and continued to stare at John. He asked, "So, all of this was planned by you. That's not easy. I'm very happy that the hot-tempered general can be so meticulous now. I just want to ask you one thing. If I refuse your request, will you use my secret to blackmail me? Or will you hold a grudge against me? "
John left his seat and knelt down, "Great General, John would never dare to do such a thing. Otherwise, I would not have made such a request. My life would be in your hands. You've done me a great favor, even if you reject me, I will forever be grateful to you! "
Although Ah had lost her power, her detection magic and her strange sensing ability were sharper than before. Hardedef did not hide anything when he answered, and Ah could clearly sense the emotions in his heart, firm and sincere. Ah thought for a moment and sat down. He took a knife and cut a piece of fish. After eating, he drank a glass of wine. Then he slowly said, "How do you explain this plate of fish? If it's just to show my loyalty, it doesn't seem necessary, and I don't appreciate such behavior. "
John knelt there and raised his head, "Since I was born, everyone has told me to believe in gods and which gods to believe in. But I have never received real guidance from the gods. I have told you about my experience. I have prayed to the Goddess of Moonlight countless times, trying to calm the restless power, but to no avail.
Until you came to Mount Horeb and brought me true clarity and peace. You told me that I must have a firm belief, whether it comes from faith or not. I must see clearly what my heart is pursuing and find a clear state of mind. Only then will I know what I have to overcome. Later, I did it and became a supreme warrior. This is an achievement that many people dream of but can't achieve. "
Ah's expression eased, and he couldn't help but feel a little funny. The Goddess of Eygut mentioned by John was Bastet. She was not only the Underworld of Osiris, but also the Goddess of Moonlight, who symbolized the beauty of the world and the tranquility of the night. Although he was thinking so, he still said in a dignified tone, "I can see that your original wish has been fulfilled. Now, do you want to ask for more from me?"
John shook his head and said, "No, I don't want to ask more from you! Today's plate of fish is to tell you the true faith in my heart. Just now, when Medanzo called you Ah, it was also my heart. You are so real in front of me! "
Ah asked again, "John, in your heart, what do you think of the gods?"
John closed his eyes slightly, put his hand on his mouth and replied, "I have no intention of disrespecting any gods. To be able to guide me to face the madness in my heart without losing control, to walk out of the troubles of my body and mind, to obtain true strength and a stable soul, this is the god! Whether he stands on the high platform of the temple, or sits in front of me eating the grilled fish that I personally serve. "
Ah finally smiled and waved his hand, "Get up, sit down and eat properly. Don't follow Medanzo's nonsense in the future."
John still stubbornly knelt on the ground and said, "Ah, god, you haven't given me clear guidance."
Medanzo slapped him and said, "I thought you were already smart, how did you become stupid again? Get up when I tell you to get up. "John suddenly came to a realization. He bowed to Ah in surprise and joy, then stood up.
…
One night a few days later, in the open space in front of Bastet's temple, Ah taught John the power of two sides. It was a full moon night. The moonlight shrouded him like a thin veil. His figure was bathed in the white light, appearing tranquil and magical. Ah had lost his strength and did not take out his staff.
As early as on Mount Horeb, Ah had already taught John the meditation method to practice the power of two sides. But he did not clearly explain each step and the test that he had to face. At this time, he was clearing the fog and letting him see the real path.
For the first time in his life, Ah did not use any magic. He just let John pray under the moonlight, and with the guidance of the faith in his heart, he opened the path to the gods. This was different from any awakening ceremony in the temple. It seemed to be a single awakening under the moonlight, but several years had passed since then.
Ah told John to forget that he was a supreme warrior when he returned, and to confirm this path from the beginning. He practiced the simplest magic, reviewed the most basic body techniques, and experienced the essence of all kinds of tests.
…
After John left, Ah did not leave. He stood in front of the Temple of Isis and looked up at the moonlight in the sky. He stretched out his hand, palm up, as if touching the omnipresent light. For some reason, his heart was moved, and he opened his mouth to sing a poem. It was the chapter about Bastet in the ancient book.
Ah could actually sing poetry. Perhaps even he himself could not imagine this, but at this moment, he sang it so naturally, as if he was appeasing the legendary moonlight goddess. After singing, the night was silent. Ah suddenly turned around and saw Schrödinger squatting on the threshold of the temple.
The cat looked so pitiful, with tears in its eyes. Ah walked over and squatted down to ask: "For the first time, I see tears in your eyes. I'm sorry, did my singing remind you of your sad past?"
Schrödinger turned his head away, but his voice came from Ah's mind: "You're wrong, that's just the reflection of the moonlight in my eyes. I'm just curious, when did you learn to sing? "
Ah, I asked you several times after reading the ancient book, but you didn't explain. You want me to help you get out of trouble, but I have to understand what kind of trouble it is. How do you explain the legend in the ancient book? "
Schrödinger: "I let you read the legend, just to tell you the story of the human world. When you can understand it, you will naturally understand it. Words cannot express it. You just taught John the path to godhood, called the power of two sides, but you have to really have that power to help me. I have waited for so many years, and I don't mind waiting more. "
Ah turned to look at Schrödinger: "But I don't want you to wait too long. Can you give me some hints? If this is a test, how can I pass it? "
Schrödinger lowered his head, buried it between his front paws and replied: "You have already reached this step, even the gods cannot directly restore your power. The test you face is a kind of understanding, not how to restore your power, but how to find yourself. Only when you let go of everything can you usher in the moment of regaining everything. I know very well how to pass this test, but telling you the truth is not enough to prove your achievements, otherwise all the people in this world will be gods. "
Ah was silent for a long time, carefully thinking about Schrödinger's words, and finally sighed: "Understanding the truth and practicing it are two different things. Witnessing the existence of the gods and understanding the secret of becoming a god does not mean that you are a god. Even if you despise all the achievements in this world, drag the gods down the altar to curse, trample, and insult, you will not become more noble, let alone achieve true transcendence. I understand this truth. … But according to the legend, Bastet accepted the judgment of fate and became a cat, and her power was sealed and controlled by Osiris. What is this all about? "
Schrödinger's body curled up as if it was a little cold, and its fur was shivering. Ah picked it up and whispered: "What's wrong, do you feel cold, or did I ask the wrong question?"
Schrödinger replied: "You saw how Enkidu fell with your own eyes. That was the torture of fate, the judgment of the end of days. I have also experienced it. My body was destroyed, but my soul did not dissipate. I was originally a cat, but when faced with the opportunity to choose again, I became a cat again. It was Osiris who guided me to recover, but before I could understand all this, he used the oath of the gods to imprison my power. "
Ah looked down at it for a long time, frowned and said: "I don't understand."
Schrödinger's sigh came from the soul: "You will understand when you can understand, there is no need for me to explain anymore. The process of you helping me break the seal will also help you face the test of breaking through to the ninth level, but it is too early to say these things now. "
Ah suddenly thought of something and asked: "Have you also experienced the test of losing your power?"
Schrödinger replied: "Of course, if I had not experienced this test, how could I be sealed in the body of a cat for so many years, and still remain calm and clear-headed? Can an ordinary person do this, but you need to do this! The one who can truly guide you through this door may not be me, there may be someone else who can give you a more important revelation, and it may not be a god. But in the end, it all depends on you. When your heart is no longer trapped by the power, the power will naturally no longer trap you. "
… …
The day came and went. On the newly cultivated land, the seeds had sprouted. The long and hot summer was coming to an end. The wheat in the fields was full, and Moses and the others were about to welcome the first season of harvest. The annual Blessing of the Goddess of Isis was finally about to take place. Ah ordered Link to stay in the territory, and divided the 36 guards into three teams. One team stayed in the manor, and the other two escorted him to Montefiore. John and Medanzo also followed Ah.
Ah had not regained his power for a long time. Although he understood the truth in Schrödinger's words, and Crazy 'Ole's last message said something similar, it did not mean that he had passed the test. This time, Ah not only brought two teams of personal guards, but also two experts, Metatro and Hardedef. It should be enough to ensure their safety.
But during this period of time, Ah did one thing, and that was to practice body arts and magic arts as usual. Since he could not use his power, he practiced various martial arts and basic meditation of magic arts. He did not have to think about how to use them, and instead, he was more focused.
He could feel the growth of his magic, but he could not use it. It was like a man trapped in the wilderness, constantly digging for treasures but unable to buy anything. If one day he walked out of the wilderness and came to the human world, he would have an astonishing amount of wealth. Ah was preparing for this. He did not know when he would regain his power, but he planned to wait for that day to come, when his achievements would be far greater than before.
Ah set off in advance, and arrived in Montefiore a few days before the ceremony. Of course, the first thing he wanted to do was to pay a visit to the Holy Queen. He had not seen Maria for over half a year.
The location of the meeting was still the Holy Lady's spacious study. The Holy Lady first greeted the General according to etiquette. The Holy Lady gave the General a seat and talked about some past events and preparations for the ceremony. The Holy Lady also asked about the General's life in the territory. There was no lack of etiquette in the conversation.
Ah wanted to find a chance to talk to Maria alone, but this time, before he could speak, Maria waved her hand and said, "I have a few questions to ask the general alone. You can all leave." Gabriel was already used to this scene. When the servants left the room, she went out and closed the door. Her sword guarded the door.
Only Maria and Ah were left alone. The two did not speak for a long time. They just stared at each other silently, as if they were having a silent conversation. It was a rare moment to be able to stare at each other in silence.
Unfortunately, the Holy Queen's time was limited. They could not silently look at each other forever. In the end, Maria sighed softly and broke the silence, "Ah, your achievements surprised me. I knew you would do well, but I didn't expect you to do so well!"
Ah also sighed, "I remember when the army returned to Montefiore, you were the only one who did not congratulate me. You only sent people to express encouragement and blessings. Everything I have obtained today, the person I should thank the most is you, Maria! Everything came from your guidance and help. " She did not call him general, but directly called him Ah. She also did not call her the Holy Queen, but directly called Maria.
Maria looked at him, and the light in her eyes seemed to be the blessing of Isis. She said slowly: "I didn't congratulate you at that time, because I know that's not what you want, and it's not what you're truly pursuing. Although your name has spread far and wide, and your might has shaken Eygut, you did not come for it in the first place. Whether you gain or lose everything, you will not be moved. You want to save your people and lead them back to their homeland, but your wish has not been fulfilled. In my eyes, you are the one who needs to be comforted the most. "
When she spoke, her lips were slightly parted. She looked so beautiful, so charming. Ah even avoided her eyes for a moment, lowering his head to look at his hands. Then he raised his eyes again, staring at her red eyes, "Everything about me, cannot be hidden from your eyes."
Maria asked again, "You can already fulfill your wish today, why have you not done so yet?"
This time, Ah Shi really lowered his head, and replied in a low voice, "You know my situation. Although my position is incomparably honorable, and my fame and glory have reached the peak, I cannot leave my territory at will. This time, I took the opportunity to participate in the ceremony to come see you. Moreover, I have lost my power, and am far from being powerful and magical. I do not know how to recover, and when can I recover? Under these circumstances, I am not confident. With my character, I have to consider everything carefully, so I have not made a decision yet. "
This was originally Ah Shi's most confidential secret. He had not mentioned it to George, Medanzo, Link, John and the others, but under Maria's gaze, he calmly revealed it. Maria was slightly taken aback, "You hid it very well, even I did not see it! Thank you for trusting me and telling me all this. "
Ah Shi folded his hands together, lowered his head, and smiled bitterly, "If I don't even trust you, who else can I trust?"
Maria looked at him, and gradually, there was an invisible pressure in her eyes, "You are wrong about one thing! You have considered everything carefully. Even the gods cannot decide everything in the world. You have done the best, and there is no way you can do better. This is not your character, otherwise, you would not have ambushed the enemy and captured King Hittite alive. Can I ask you a few questions? Please answer me, and also answer yourself.
Ah Shi, ask away. "
Maria: "You were once a passerby who almost died by the Nile River, but later became a general whose power shook the continent. Are you still a passerby on the Nile River on the battlefield? When you returned with glory, you could not leave your territory because of your military power. Are you still a general on the battlefield in your territory? Now you are sitting in front of me with your head lowered, are you still the innocent boy in Duc? If not, then who are you? If you are, then who is Ah Shi?
Ah finally raised his head, and his eyes met hers again, "I understand."
Maria: "Do you really understand?"
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