Chapter 866
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When I barely finished a chapter when I was feeling down, I would feel waves of discomfort when I uploaded it. I had the same experience when I wrote Xuan Yan. At that time, I was still working in another city. In order to be fully present, even if there were only three to four hours left before midnight, I still had to bite the bullet and finish it. But every time I did it, I would feel like I was being irresponsible towards my work. Now that I have more time, I have more random thoughts. I am always wavering between being responsible towards the readers and being responsible towards the work. The more confused I am, the more depressed I am. Perhaps this is also a reflection on my own life.
The current situation is that the next chapter obviously needs to have a strong color, but I can't find that kind of feeling. I feel that even if I write something like this, I won't be able to move myself. If I force myself to write it, it will just be perfunctory to all of you, perfunctory to myself.
Conclusion: I don't want to be confused anymore. Otherwise, sooner or later, I will lose myself. So I want to write it with my own will. To hell with being fully present!! So, tipping and adding more chapters is something that stifles inspiration. I can only say that this is the end of it. Respected readers, if my willfulness has caused everyone to feel unhappy, unhappy, disappointed, angry, angry, or frustrated, please allow me to lower my head, bend down, and express my deep apologies. If you want to hit or scold me, do as you please, but please don't hit my face. Because when I can't make a living as a novelist, I might have to rely on my face to make a living ~ ~ ~ ~
I don't always appear in the group. It's not that I'm cold and aloof. It's just that I feel that the more chapters I owe, the less face I have to meet all of you. Also, it's the same for those who ask me to play games ~ ~
Oh right, I will compensate you for the tipping that Bei Bei and Mantou gave today after the update is stable. Thank you for not leaving me.
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