Chapter 1402
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Lu Xun once said, "It is to destroy one's ego, so that one will not dare to distinguish oneself from others and be lost in the crowd." It meant that in order to blend in with the crowd, one had to wear a mask of hypocrisy and hide one's different self.
There was a sentence in "Human Disqualification": I often fall into a fear that if I refuse others' advice to do something, I will cut open a crack in the other party's heart and my own that will never be repaired.
I have experienced both before and after. For example, when I interact with my friends, I will hide a part of myself to avoid conflicts and then leave on bad terms.
I am probably afraid that others will not find me to play with? More than that, it is because of my slyness and multi-faceted nature.
Thus, my friends and I will not be on good terms, nor will we be on bad terms. What I show to you is my truest self, so every time there is a disagreement, I will always
"argue for what is right." Then I realized that every time I "argue for what is right."
My "argue for what is right" did not increase the charm of my personality, and the people around me became fewer and fewer.
I don't know if it is reasonable or not. Sometimes, there is no standard answer to an argument.
I was in
In "If someone tries to persuade me to do something and I refuse", at the very least, I didn't back down in my circle of readers. Therefore, my sense of self was being denied more and more, to the point where even a joke would be misinterpreted and interpreted with added details.
And what I could not understand the most were the two questions that were raised to me: Where did the feelings of the male and female protagonists come from?
Why did the male protagonist fall in love with the daughter of his enemy? This time,
"argue for what is right" made me feel as if I had fallen into a situation where everyone was deserted. Only then did I suddenly realize that I had been standing on the cliff alone, and you were far away on the other side.
I will finish writing "Toppling the Nation". I will not change.
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