Chapter 4265
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She had already asked the doctor several times to confirm that there were no major problems. It was just a symbolic observation period, so she had to be more careful.
Yun Shishi did not dare to sleep either. She was afraid that if she slept too deeply, there would be no one to take care of Gong Fan when he woke up.
Actually, she knew that she did not sleep deeply, but she could not fall asleep either.
Her mind was filled with Gong Fan's disappointed and lonely gaze. He was so lonely that he was like a person trapped on an isolated island.
Previously, she was still puzzled as to why he had suddenly become so cold. Now, she realized in annoyance that it was probably as Mu Yazhe had said. Perhaps, he had accidentally heard her conversation with Mu Yazhe last night.
Yun Shishi was filled with regret. Even though she had already thought about what she had said back then, she started to regret it again as she looked at the sleeping face.
Gong Fan was also her child. Why did she give up just like that?
But on second thought, she did not want to use Yoo Yoo as a stake after all.
If she was the one blocking the way, she would be willing to take a gamble regardless of the cost.
However, if it was Yoo Yoo, she was worried that she would not be able to afford to lose.
She did not dare to take the risk.
The ward was very big.
Even though it was almost spring and it was difficult to find a ward for the changing season, Mu Yazhe still tried his best to negotiate and finally settled on a luxurious ward.
There were two rooms and one living room. Mu Yazhe and Xiao Yichen slept in the other room. Initially, Mu Yazhe said that he would stay behind to accompany them. When they were tired, they could just rest on the sofa for a while. He let Yun Shishi and Xiao Yichen sleep in the other room. However, Yun Shishi could not fall asleep. Even if she was sleepy, she had a lot on her mind and refused to sleep. Mu Yazhe knew what was on her mind. He also knew that she wanted to make use of every inch of time to accompany Gong Fan, so he did not say anything.
He reminded her to wake him up if she was tired. He would take care of her and let her sleep.
Yun Shishi agreed verbally, but how could she really bear to sleep by herself?
She couldn't sleep well.
Yoo Yoo used to be a thorn in her heart.
Ever since he was born, his physique had been poor and his body was weak. She had been trying her best to nourish his body. It had not been easy for his body to recover, but now, his illness had increased.
Another worry for Gong Fan.
Beside Gong Fan's bed, there was an accompanying bed. When it was folded, it was a chair. When it was unfolded, it was a single bed.
She lay on the single bed, but from time to time, she would sit up and look at Gong Fan's face. She looked again and again, and as she looked, she unconsciously began to cry.
She felt that she really didn't deserve to be a good mother.
Back then, Xiao Yichen had once told Yoo Yoo that he envied Yoo Yoo for having Mommy by his side since he was young. However, Yun Shishi was upset that she had kept Yoo Yoo by her side out of selfishness.
If he had been able to control his condition when he was young, he might not have ended up like this.
Perhaps, if Yoo Yoo had stayed by Mu Yazhe's side at that time, he wouldn't have developed a dual personality because of those dark and bullied memories of his childhood.
However, how could there be medicine for regret in this world?
No matter how much she regretted it now, it was useless.
Yun Shishi could no longer sleep. She sat by the bed and carefully held Gong Fan's right hand.
His originally thin arm had become swollen because of the IV drip just now. A gentle pinch would create a dent that would not recover for a long time. His entire arm, including the back of his hand, was unbelievably cold.
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