Chapter 3120
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"But I don't want you to be with another girl! My heart will ache, my heart will ache. Brother, I just like you. There's nothing I can do about it. Wouldn't it be great if I could control it? But there's no way to control liking you … "
His body stiffened as if he had suddenly run out of energy. His arms fell weakly to his sides. He looked up, wanting to hug me, but he didn't dare to touch me.
When I saw his helpless expression, my heart ached. Tears slid into the corners of my lips, bitter and astringent. "When I was young, I was so glad that you were my brother. I had the best brother in the world. But now, I don't want you to be my brother at all … "
"Don't cry, okay?"
Dongyu held my face and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes. Even he didn't notice the heartache in his eyes.
When he saw that I was crying, his eyes turned red as well. He had never been good at expressing emotions. Regardless of whether he was happy or sad, he always had a calm and composed expression.
He wanted to hug me, but he didn't dare to reach out to touch me. He wanted to hold my hand, but he couldn't muster the courage.
He once said that no matter what we faced, we had to have courage and press forward.
But when I hugged him like a moth to a flame and said that I liked him, he couldn't muster up the courage to hug me back.
Perhaps he understood, better than I did, that some courage was ultimately futile.
If you wanted the moon in the sky, you wouldn't necessarily be able to pluck it with courage.
Hence, some things were destined to be unattainable.
Some love was destined to have no ending.
That night, when I returned home, I sat on the back seat of the bicycle. However, instead of wrapping my arms around his waist like before, I gently tugged at the corner of his shirt.
The evening breeze was getting stronger, making it difficult for me to open my eyes.
I repeatedly thought about what Dongyu had said to me, but I didn't want to take a single word of it to heart.
In those few days, Dongyu seemed to have become a little indifferent to me. He had never been so cold to me since I was young.
Even when he came to pick me up after school, he was no longer as close to me as he used to be.
He also stopped practicing the zither with me. Towards the end, there was a complicated chapter in the middle of "Jiangnan" that I couldn't master.
I had no choice but to ask the teacher to change the song list. I changed it to a song that I was more confident in, "Autumn Whisper".
I was in a bad mood and didn't know what I had done wrong.
Unknowingly, in my apprehension, the school's anniversary soon arrived.
The night before, I was so nervous that I tossed and turned in bed. I couldn't sleep. I was looking forward to the school's anniversary celebration, but I was also nervous.
The school anniversary was on the weekend. On this day, Second High School was open to the public. Even students from other schools could enter and visit the school.
Su Qi said that he would get a bunch of brothers to support me. I was amused when I heard that and asked if Dongyu was coming.
He said that Dongyu was not coming because he had something to do.
When I heard that, my mood turned gloomy again.
So many days had passed, yet he was still avoiding me. Could it be that he was prepared to avoid me for the rest of his life?
I was a little afraid that the distance between me and Dongyu would gradually drift apart. But I really didn't know that in this world, he was the only person closest to me in my life.
I can lose the world, but I can't lose him.
Even if it was the same as before, it would be fine.
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