Chapter 3114
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"Mom!" The girl sitting at the side blushed and looked around shyly. Finally, her gaze landed on Dongyu. She pouted, but her eyes couldn't hide her adoration.
Actually, such a joke couldn't be more normal.
However, I didn't like it very much, so much so that I didn't look happy the entire time.
I was uneasy to realize that Dongyu and I were not destined to be bound together.
Just as he said back then, maintaining this relationship would remain the same for the rest of our lives. And a third party was bound to barge in between us. The thought of this third party unscrupulously occupying his arms, his chest, his love, and that he wouldn't only have eyes for me. His care and protection wouldn't only be limited to me, made me fall into an unprecedented panic.
What made me even more uneasy was that I was actually extremely repulsed by this possibility. I even felt a deep hatred for this third party who had yet to appear.
I knew that it was ridiculous for me to think this way. Dongyu and I were destined to be impossible. This forbidden love had an ending from the very beginning. It was destined to never be fulfilled.
However, I still harbored a pitiful and humble hope, trying to find a way to break through this wall.
However, every time I saw my parents' faces, I couldn't suppress the guilt in my heart. I thought that I must be hopeless. Even so, I couldn't escape this torture. Hence, for a long time, I fell into this vicious cycle. I was haunted day and night and couldn't get out of it no matter what.
I thought that I had been ill for a long time and couldn't recover. Other than Dongyu, no one could cure me.
I had also tried to let others into my world, but I sadly realized that it was like my world was shackled. It was just that no one could break that shackle no matter how hard they tried.
At the beginning of my life, Dongyu was my only faith. Even though the world was barren, I only wanted him to be by my side.
I realized that my feelings for him were getting harder and harder to suppress!
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When I was in my second year of secondary school, it happened to be the 50th anniversary of Second High School. There was going to be a cultural performance, and the class was collecting performances. I was forced to sign up, probably because the music teacher knew that I could play the piano well, so he strongly recommended me to perform.
I didn't know why, but I agreed.
Because the teacher said that if I participated in the talent show, I would get extra credits.
At that time, credits were also an important consideration.
After signing up, I had another excuse to pester Dongyu every night.
He was a little surprised when he found out that I was participating in the school's talent show.
Dongyu had been learning to play the piano since he was young. As his sparring partner, I watched him from the side and would occasionally pester him to teach me how to play the piano.
Although my technique wasn't that professional, Dongyu said that this blockhead of mine had some talent in music.
Whatever I do, I always have a bit of passion. When it comes to the piano, I don't know if it's because of my love for the piano or some other reason, but I actually persisted for a long time.
That month, I practiced the guqin especially hard. Dongyu chose a song for me. I wasn't particularly obsessed with etudes and elegant songs that were too artistic. Hence, I chose a nice but simple song, Lin Junjie's "Jiangnan".
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