Chapter 3030
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At the end of the day, blood ties are a very strange thing.
It could bind two people together tightly, and it was the most intimate bond.
But it can also mercilessly create an insurmountable gap between them.
When I was young, I used to be glad that I had a brother like Dongyu who doted on me. I used to think that I was the happiest girl in the world.
When I grew up, I hated that the man I loved so much that I couldn't extricate myself from had the same blood flowing in his veins …
Along the way, along the way, along the way, along the way, along the way.
From ignorant feelings to immature feelings, to a strong desire to be together forever, until we were forcibly separated by the world.
How far is forever?
In a single thought, eternity is eternal.
One wrong thought, and every step will lead to death.
Dongyu, do you know that even though the world is so big, I have nowhere to go and no one to rely on?
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Whether it's God or anyone else, who can explain to me what love is? If no one can explain it clearly, then why can't I fall in love with Dongyu?
This is a question that I still can't solve after leaving home for so long.
For so many years, I've been searching for a balance between love and Dongyu, until I received the sudden news of my marriage —
"Xiachun, let me tell you a piece of good news. Your brother is getting married. When are you coming back for a gathering?"
Over the phone, my father's voice sounded weathered and uneasy. He chose his words carefully. "Come home. Everyone misses you … Your mother and I, and … and your brother. Everyone misses you …"
At that moment, my breathing stopped. It was really like a boom. My mind went blank, and there was nothing left.
This news, which made the whole family immerse in joy, suddenly threw me into eternal hell.
Holding the receiver tightly, I was silent for a long time. Then, I tried my best to suppress my trembling voice and said calmly, "Okay …"
After hanging up the call, I realized that the back of my hand was already sweaty.
Father said, "Come home."
But that was home, and yet it wasn't home.
I never thought that reality would be so cruel. It was so cruel that one look at heaven and one look at hell.
I used to think of him as my entire world, but I didn't expect this warm world to suddenly collapse like a cloud.
And it came so suddenly …
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The next day, I booked a flight back to China.
I knew that returning home this time was definitely not a wise choice.
After drifting alone in a foreign country for a few years, I waited for such news. I thought that even if I had given up, I should be more thorough.
Let me see him with my own eyes. If he is really happy, then I should try to let go of this unforgettable relationship.
The moment I got off the plane, I felt a lump in my throat. Looking at the crowd in front of me, I felt a stabbing pain in my heart and tears welled up in my eyes.
I walked through the crowd with great difficulty, but my footsteps were very slow. Every step I took, I would stop, and from time to time, I would brush past strangers.
I still remember that eight years ago, when I left this city with a heart filled with despair, it was the same scene.
These people passed by my world. I don't know their stories, and they don't understand my thoughts.
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