Question: What should I do if a lesbian appears in my harem?
Answer: Nothing.
Since Chiaki had such a fetish, Seiji was mentally prepared for such a situation. However, he still felt that it was rather strange for it to actually happen.
"Mika, what exactly happened?" He wanted to know the truth.
"I made out with Chiaki once," Mika answered calmly.
"You … are you alright with that?"
"I was surprised to find out that it felt good."
'This is just like someone who ordered a strange flavor of ramen but found it to be delicious after tasting it. ' Seiji commented in his mind.
"It's fine as long as you can accept it. As for Chiaki … it's fine as long as she knows what to do. "
"See, Mika? I told you that Seiji wouldn't mind." Chiaki smiled.
"It's not that I don't mind at all, but since you guys want it to be like this, I can only accept it." Seiji sighed.
Mika looked at him.
"If we were serious and wanted to break up with you, what would you do, Seiji?" She repeated Chiaki's earlier question.
Seiji fell silent for a moment.
"If you were serious, then my feelings would be quite complex … I might even cry."
"Cry?"
"Yeah. If both of you broke up with me at the same time, I might cry. "Seiji smiled.
He was trying to lighten up, but his expression was completely different.
Mika received an impact upon seeing his expression. Chiaki's gaze froze over as well.
"Both of you are incredibly important to me. I won't be able to break up with you while smiling … Just giving you my blessings might take quite a long time." Seiji tried imagining it, but didn't want to think about it anymore.
"Seiji!!" Chiaki suddenly raised her voice.
Seiji was startled by this. "What's the matter?"
"Don't say anymore …" Chiaki approached him and hugged him. "I'm sorry."
"Eh?" Seiji was rather confused.
Why did he suddenly apologize?
Just as he was feeling puzzled, Mika approached him and hugged him from behind. "I'm sorry …"
"You guys … what's going on?" Being hugged by two beautiful girls at the same time was a wonderful thing, but Seiji felt that it was strange at the moment and was not in the mood to experience it.
"I won't casually talk about breaking up anymore," Chiaki said softly. "Please forgive me, Seiji."
"Me too … I won't say anymore. Please forgive me," Mika also said.
"I don't blame you," Seiji blinked. "From my standpoint, I can't blame you for this."
"Whether you want to break up or not, it's your freedom. After all, the harem is unfair to you. I'll accept it whenever you want to leave … "
At this point, his throat closed up.
His chest felt stuffy, and he felt very sad.
Her eyes became blurry, and warm tears quietly flowed from the corners of her eyes.
What was going on?
"Seiji … I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry!" Seeing his tears, Chiaki apologized once again. "I was too careless. I'll properly reflect on myself, I swear …"
Seeing the tomboy's regretful expression, Seiji really wanted to tell her not to be like this and that she wasn't in the wrong at all. However, he did not know where the deep sorrow came from, but his heart was filled with sorrow.
She was crying because of sadness, just like a child! Seiji forcefully suppressed his emotions and did his best to smile like usual.
"There's no need to be like this, Chiaki … I'm the one who's wrong …"
He wanted to smile cheerfully, but was unable to control his expression. In the end, he revealed a sad smile and couldn't stop his tears.
"Don't say anymore, Seiji." Mika hugged him tightly. "It's my fault, I'm sorry … Don't say anymore."
'Neither of you did anything wrong … Perhaps your actions were a little off, but they weren't wrong at all.' That was what Seiji thought.
However, the mysterious emotions in his heart made it difficult for him to speak properly. His tears flowed uncontrollably.
"Why … I clearly … didn't want to cry …"
Breaking up was difficult to accept. That was what he truly meant. But they weren't serious; they were just saying it.
'… Really?'
A tiny voice deep within his heart spoke up.
'This type of thing shouldn't be casually said.
Being able to casually say it proved that they didn't really care about it.
'Perhaps the harem or whatever was just a delusion of a disgusting otaku like you! None of them were serious; they were all just playing around. They were just messing with you!!
'It's impossible for such a terrible guy like you to obtain the true love of girls!!!'
These harsh words that came from the depths of his heart instantly shook Seiji's heart.
Following that, a surge of sorrow almost drowned his spirit!
"Wahh … I … just …"
'I'm so sad, so sad.
'I'm living a fulfilling life, having so many things, being loved by so many beautiful girls … Perhaps all of this is just an illusion.
'Because I don't have the right to live such a wonderful life.
'After all, I'm just a …'
…
…
'So what!?'
Seiji's thoughts became negative. Just as his mind was about to sink into darkness, he suddenly struggled and forced himself to focus.
'So what if everything is fake!?
'As far as I'm concerned, all of this wonderful life is happiness!
'I'll believe that in the end, even if the ending is sad and unchangeable, I'll still accept it and properly endure it!
'Because the fact that I'm still alive is already the greatest miracle!!'
Seiji held onto his strong belief and overcame that sudden wave of sadness as he gradually regained his senses.
He then saw that Chiaki and Mika were both extremely worried and blaming themselves.
Seiji did his best to smile at them.
"You don't need to be like this … it's my own problem," he told them gently.
It was far too unseemly of him to be shaken over such a small matter.
"Seiji …" Something flashed in Chiaki and Mika's eyes.
"I'm sorry … for making you see such an unseemly scene." Seiji wiped away his tears.
"I … probably feel really uneasy deep down."
"Is it really alright to have a harem? Can you really maintain such an unfair relationship with the two of you? Perhaps I've always had my doubts in my subconscious.
"I like the two of you, and I want to be together with you, but I've always been afraid … afraid that you'll be disappointed in me and choose to leave.
"In the end, I don't really believe in myself … I find it hard to believe that I can really give you the happiness you want.
"After all, I'm just an otaku.
"There's a limit to pretending to be handsome." Seiji revealed a deep and bitter smile.
Mika and Chiaki were rendered speechless upon seeing this.
"But … I don't regret it," Seiji said sincerely as he looked at them.
"No matter how uneasy or afraid I feel, I still want to work hard to the very end.
"I want to always be together with the two of you. This feeling is my number one priority.
"Even if one day … what I'm afraid of still happens, I'll …"
At this point, his mouth was covered.
Chiaki had kissed him!
"Mmm …"
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