"You, if you like it, you can take it … but don't sell it. I, I don't like others …"
"…"
Xu Qing listened to her explanation without any expression.
He might not be able to take off the title of pervert.
"Don't worry, I don't like shoes, and I won't sell them to you. Just keep them."
He went back to the room and took out the straw sandals and gave them to Jiang He. He sighed and said, "Let's forget about this, okay?"
"You don't like them?" Jiang He's heart skipped a beat.
"…"
Xu Qing clenched his fists. "I never liked them."
"But … you …"
"There is a thing called antique. The older it is, the more valuable it is. Your old straw sandals almost became an antique. I thought of this, so I picked them up from the trash can. The point is the antique, not the sandals …"
Jiang He was doubtful. She held her straw sandals for a moment and handed them back to him. "I won't tell others."
"…"
Xu Qing took a deep breath and said, "OK, put it there. Let's not talk about this for the time being.
What do you mean by relying on me? Do you want to rely on me after a kiss? And your expression was so fierce … it scared me. "
"I … I don't want to go back." Jiang He put down the straw sandals and lowered her head.
"So why did you drink?" Xu Qing felt strange and looked down at his wrist. There were two shallow bruises.
Jiang He lowered her head and said nothing.
"Let me analyze it for you. Now that we're together every day, I'm seducing you every day … Let's use the word 'seducing' for now. If you like it, you can just agree to it. There's no need to drink alcohol and force yourself on me, making it seem like you're seducing me every day …"
"Is it okay to just agree?" Jiang He said in a muffled voice.
"Otherwise?"
Xu Qing said matter-of-factly. Then he realized something. "You see that I seduce you every day, so you feel that agreeing is not enough. If you like it, you have to show something like me … Is that right?"
He tried to understand Jiang He's train of thought. The generation gap between the two of them was too big. If they didn't communicate, he wouldn't know what she was thinking.
"Now we're not innocent." Jiang He didn't answer. He changed the topic and looked up at him, pretending to be calm. "I … am your girlfriend."
"You have been one for a long time."
"Only now."
"… Fine, it's all the same. Come and hug me." Xu Qing opened his arms and waited for her.
Jiang He's heart was pounding. He moved his butt over to the sofa and was hugged by Xu Qing.
"Your innocence and my innocence have always been different. What you want is also different from what I want."
Xu Qing sniffed her hair lightly. There was no smell of alcohol from last night. It seemed that she had taken a shower in the morning and changed into new clothes.
A faint fragrance lingered in his nose. He hugged Jiang He tightly and couldn't help but sigh. He had been waiting for this day for a long time.
"I …"
"Don't talk. Listen to me first." Xu Qing interrupted her hair.
"Last time, when I said I wanted you to be my wife, you hit me with your head … Oh, it didn't hurt. I lied to you when I said it was painful. I asked you to rub it … But I digressed. At that time, you were conflicted. I was too straightforward, so you hit me with your head, right?"
With a soft fragrance in his arms, Xu Qing caressed her back and chattered. He squinted his eyes and enjoyed the beauty of this moment. "How should I put it? Even if I'm blind, I can see that you have feelings for me. It's just that you've been so tense because of the so-called kindness, shyness, and … Anyway, most of these things.
Yes, a long time ago, you asked yourself what to do if you feel guilty. You just didn't dare to face reality. "
He sorted out his thoughts and paused for a moment before continuing. "This day will come sooner or later, but I didn't expect it to come so soon. Because our relationship is special, and your identity is also very special. There are many things that you don't understand.
You are a person from a thousand years ago. You have no education and no friends. You are struggling between food and clothing. Now that you have settled down, it's normal for you to like this kind of life. It's normal for you to be impulsive. Besides, I have been guiding you. "
Speaking of this, Xu Qing looked down at her and said softly, "I want to be in love with you, but do you know what love is?"
"It's boyfriend and girlfriend." Jiang He finally said.
"And then?"
"And then …" Jiang He was confused. "Get married."
"Getting married is the result, not the goal."
Xu Qing sighed and hugged her tighter. "Liking you is liking you, lusting after your body is lusting after your body. These are two different things."
"Two different things?"
"Yes, if I want to, I will not let you contact the Internet, lie to you as much as I want, lock you in the room without clothes every day …" Xu Qing shrugged and smiled when he saw her shocked eyes. "People will always be influenced by their surroundings. No one can change this. When you said you are innocent for the first time, have you ever thought that you will force yourself on me?"
Jiang He was silent and didn't speak.
Her heart was in a mess. She didn't know why Xu Qing suddenly said these things.
"You are a good person." She suddenly said.
Xu Qing touched her back and said with a smile. "Of course I am a good person."
"… If it weren't for you, I would have starved when I first came here. I might even commit a crime. Unless I meet another person like you, there will be no place for me to stay."
Jiang He lowered her head in his arms and said with a muffled voice. "If I go out now, I can only find … find the police for help. No matter if I confess my identity or hide that I have been wandering, I will not live as well as I am now."
"You have thought a lot." Xu Qing was surprised by her intelligence. She was much smarter than some people.
"You are … you are my benefactor. No matter what reason you brought me back, I am living a good life now." Jiang He summoned her courage and looked up. "Yesterday, I wanted … wanted to continue like this, so … so …"
"So you want to force yourself on me?"
Xu Qing shook his head. "This is not right. Do you think kissing me is not innocent? When we learn more, are you going to run to my bed and force me to give birth to a child?"
"…" Jiang He pursed her lips. "Don't you want to do this?"
"Although I won't refuse if you do this, and I will be very happy, I really don't want to."
Holding Jiang He in his arms, Xu Qing sighed. "What I want is a wife who becomes modern, Jiang He, not a silly He Miao who gives birth to a child for me to live a stable life."
"Are you lying to me or telling me the truth?" Jiang He realized that she said something stupid as soon as she said this.
Would a liar admit that he was lying?
"Do you want to be deceived by me?" Xu Qing asked.
"…"
Jiang He was a little ashamed.
"I am very happy that you were deceived by me, but you are too rough."
Xu Qing lowered his head and kissed Jiang He's forehead. He looked at her and said, "I hope you can learn to smile."
"I … can't I?"
"You have never smiled at me."
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