In his memory, everything was sweet, always reminding him of the gloomy scenery outside the window of his classroom at the Institute of Foreign Languages. In the winter when all things were silent, everything rose with the wind, but because the sky was similar or different, they eventually took their own paths.
There were some people whose youth was imprisoned by lowliness and poverty. The cruel reality of society grinded people's hearts, forcing them to make all kinds of choices, and finally lost themselves in the dark steel forest.
He would always remember the time when he stood on his tiptoes and looked up at the happiness. He wouldn't even let go of a word from her.
As long as he met her, no matter if he was rash or clumsy, that person would always exist in his memory. All the stories ran, spun, and grew endlessly like weeds. Who was it that said that youth was a bright and beautiful sadness?
And in that period of the purest and most innocent time, who did you remember?
"Li Erhe, you're my pillar of support for life."
"Please don't leave me!"
"Li Erhe, your temper is so cheap!"
"Li Laoer, you're so annoying!"
"Second Child, I know your heart."
"Other than you, there's no one else in this world who cares about me." “
Everything was still vivid in his mind.
He still remembered the last words he said to her. "It's not a weakness. A weakness is enough to make people hate it, but it can also make people pity you. You're a strong person. I don't pity you, Li Erhe. Live well. "
He didn't need to look at her whole face. Just by looking at her eyes, nose, or mouth, he could guess what she wanted to say.
He made up his mind and said, "I already have a son and a daughter."
He definitely didn't mention that he and she had a son and a daughter.
He couldn't control himself now. He wanted to punish her. Even if he couldn't hold back the tears in his eyes, he still needed a decent face.
He muttered, "I'm leaving. As long as you're happy."
He looked like a beggar who was being chased by a dog and couldn't wait to escape.
"See, Erhe, you're still the same. With this temper, you've never really cared about me!" She shouted a little too loudly.
Li He turned around. "You don't understand me."
"Then I congratulate you. You are very happy," she said between her teeth. "But you shouldn't have come to me again. Why did you come to me? Stop acting like a child. "
Li He smiled bitterly. "Yes."
A misunderstanding was a misunderstanding. He didn't care.
"I'm sorry, I just want you to be well." This is the truth from Li He's heart. As long as she is well, there is nothing he will not be happy about.
He didn't want her to compromise under the patriarchy.
People always said that men and women were equal in society, but in fact, after the betrayal of the woman, things like this would never be equal.
Men and women had different physiological structures, and the environment they grew up in had promoted different education and culture. To put it simply, they each had their own mission. If they performed well, they would be considered a complete person. If they did not, their gender characteristics would bring about a destructive mark.
In this aspect, he quite admired Westerners. In the relationship between the two parties, there were very few examples of love turning into hate. They just hoped for each other to be well. The greater the inferiority complex, the greater the hatred.
If love turned into hate to take revenge on the other party, that wasn't true love at all, but a selfish desire. It was just that one's efforts did not receive the corresponding return, and one didn't want to see the other party leave them to live a happy life. At the beginning, they were more or less in love, but whether they could stay together forever was also unpredictable. Why were they still unwilling to let go of each other when fate was over? In fact, a deadlocked relationship was the most painful and torturous.
People always said that time was precious, but in fact, a woman's time was even more precious. 20 to 30 years old was the best time of a woman's life. This was youth that no amount of money could buy back. He treasured the time she was by his side. The future was unpredictable, and the present was the best time.
If it was hatred, there would always be an element of deception in the beginning. But hatred would only make him more unable to let go and become narrow-minded. He didn't want to hate, and he didn't want to remember. He only hoped that the person who had been good to him would live a happy life. As for the person who didn't treat him well, the heavens would have its own arrangements. It was not worth his obsession and hatred.
"I'm fine. Thank you for your concern." From the beginning to the end, she was smiling.
"Mm." He suddenly didn't want to continue talking. He didn't want to tell his story, and he didn't want to show off. He just wanted to like her properly and sincerely hope that she would be happy, even if the person standing next to her in the end wasn't him …
He hoped that she would always be well.
He couldn't make up for the debt he owed her in her previous life.
"You'll always be like this." She was angry. "You'll always be like this when you're dissatisfied. I can't spoil you like this forever. You have to learn to grow up slowly."
As soon as she said that, tears came out.
"I'm sorry." Li He couldn't bear to look at her. He steeled his heart and said, "I'm leaving. Take care of yourself."
He was already a father of three children.
He didn't want to go back to the old path of life.
"You already have your own family," she said. "As long as you're happy."
"What about you?" He finally couldn't help but ask. Other people's world was lively and bustling. Why did he have to forcefully go against the flow in his world? But he was just an ordinary person. An ordinary person could only be soft. Without true strength, he would have to harden his heart and find a way to settle himself.
She smiled and said, "Just wait and see."
"It's time to find someone to take care of you." With that said, he left without looking back.
He was afraid that she would see him cry.
He had only taken a few steps when Ding Shiping's car arrived. Although he said that he would go back first, he still didn't dare to leave. After all, he had already learned his lesson.
Ding Shiping got out of the car and opened the door for him. He looked at the tearful Li He, and then at the girl.
After Li He got into the car, he turned around and watched her figure getting further and further away. Finally, he burst into tears. If he died, then so be it. It was true that he had to save on food.
There wasn't even a bit of friendship between them. He didn't know himself, and he couldn't maintain an orderly family. It was more comfortable to just walk around aimlessly.
Ding Shiping didn't say a word and only massaged his back.
Li He sobbed and said, "Please help me send a cheque to her tomorrow."
"Got it." Ding Shiping didn't want to go against Li He's wishes at all. He had more or less guessed something. He had never seen Li He like this before.
However, after crying, Li He started drinking again when he got home. He couldn't fall asleep. Just as he lay down, a shadow would appear in his mind.
That shadow was always bothering him. He might as well endure it.
Even though he was the richest man in the world, what kind of grandeur did he have?
He knew where his grandeur came from. On TV, on the Internet, those people from the media would say that after exchanging a few words with the big winner, the media would start to brag about it to make themselves look grandeur.
He thought that there shouldn't be a difference between the rich and the poor in the world.
However, if the poor were to cling onto the rich and climb higher, it would be worse than anything else.
Li He drank and vomited, vomited, and drank again.
Ding Shiping cooked a bowl of porridge for him and said as he followed his back, "Go to sleep."
"Let us ring the bell of hope
How many prayers in our hearts
Let no one see failure
Let success be forever
Let the Earth forget to rotate
The four seasons are missing, summer, autumn, and winter
Let the universe not close its skylight
Let the sun not rise in the west
Let joy replace sorrow … "Li He just hummed a few words and couldn't continue.
Ding Shiping had no choice but to drag him into the bedroom with the security guards. "Listen to me, you'll be fine after a good sleep."
Unknowingly, he was infected, and his heart ached.
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