For Li He, it was right to say that his current life was comfortable, but it was also a lie to say that he was happy. Why was he happy? At least he didn't have to worry about money in this life, and he had the ability to take on any responsibility. Thinking of the family that used to be a mess, it was really a serious burden for him. Every day was like boiling oil poured on his heart, and there were always a lot of difficulties and problems. Become a battlefield
But why did his happiness become a battlefield?
His heart and his brain had become a battlefield. In this battlefield, reason and lust were fighting, and the two little people were desperately trying to kill each other.
As a human, his instinct made his heart lean towards the wrong thing.
Ah, there were so many good girls in the world, did he want to hold all of them in his arms?
He would grow old one day, and they would also grow old one day. Could he guarantee that he would grow old together with them until their hair turned white?
What if he had a child in the future, and people asked the child, "Where's your father?"
How could the child answer that?
Children needed a father. Yes, but Lee.
The child didn't know who his father was, and he would be scolded as a bastard. That was a painful life.
To women
Li He was almost done with his work here, and he had to leave.
Chen Dadi and Pinsong naturally had to arrange a farewell party for him. He didn't need anyone to urge him to drink at the table, but he drank beer and liquor alternately. He was happy drinking alone, and in the end, everyone advised him not to drink anymore. But Li He, but Li He,
After drinking too much, his head was dizzy, but Li He felt that he had never been so sober. But Li, logically speaking, he should say goodbye to He Zhaodi before he left.
He Zhaodi's ardent love and warm tolerance for him always touched his heart. Living in this world, it wasn't a bad thing to be loved, but it was really a painful thing, because he couldn't give any promises.
He didn't need anyone to help him, and he didn't need anyone to send him off. He rubbed his face hard and went out alone.
When Pinsong and the others came out of the hotel, Li He had already gotten into a taxi, and they couldn't see him anymore. However, no one knew where he had gone. They could only anxiously search around the intersection near the hotel.
Li He stopped at the entrance of the hospital. He took out a handful of money from his pocket and gave it to the driver. He got out of the car without waiting for the driver's change.
The driver chased after him and stuffed the change into his hand. "Be careful. Don't drink too much."
"Thank you." Li He smiled and cupped his hands at the driver.
Even though it was late at night, there were still many people at the entrance of the hospital. Young ladies, young wives, and hunchbacked old men walked in and out of the hospital.
He went upstairs and saw He Zhaodi at the door of the ward. His face suddenly became hot. In a daze he ventured to approach him.
"Erhe, are you drunk?" He Laoxi waved at Li He enthusiastically.
"I'm leaving tomorrow. I just wanted to let you know." He Laoxi's voice dispelled half of the alcohol in Li He.
"It's okay. You do your thing. You don't have to worry about us. There's food and water here. If you need anything, you can find a doctor. It's very convenient." He Laoxi saw He Zhaodi open a thermos and whispered to Li He, "Give me a cigarette. I'm dying."
"No, no. I told you to quit smoking, so you have to quit smoking. You can't be careless about this," Li He replied straightforwardly. He Laoxi's illness had just recovered a little. He couldn't let a cigarette worsen it.
He Laoxi said helplessly, "I'm just taking a whiff. I'm not smoking. I'm really not smoking. Think about it. If I smoke again and get sick again, won't I be wasting my daughter's money? It's not easy for her to earn money. I can't waste it like that. "
To Li He, it was right to say that his current life was comfortable, but it was also false to say that he was happy. Why was he happy? At least he didn't have to worry about money in this life anymore. He had the ability to take on any responsibility. Thinking about the family that used to be a mess, it was really a heavy burden on him. Every day, he would be tormented like boiling oil. There would always be a lot of difficulties and problems.
But how could he not be happy? Of course, he couldn't be happy because his feelings and desires couldn't walk openly under the two big trees of reason and morality.
His heart and brain had already become a battlefield. On this battlefield, reason and lust were fighting. The two little people were desperately trying to kill each other.
As a human, his instincts made his heart lean toward the wrong thing.
Ah, there were so many good girls in the world. Did he have to embrace them all?
He would grow old one day, and they would also grow old one day. Could he guarantee that he would grow old together with them until their hair turned white?
What if he had a child in the future and people asked the child, "Where's your father?"
How was the child supposed to answer that?
Children needed a father.
If the child didn't know who his father was, he would be scolded as a bastard. That would be a painful life.
It was even more unfair to women. They would have to stay together in a dark corner, unable to see the light, and unable to live a normal life. Without a normal life, how could it be considered sweet?
The more Li He thought about it, the more he felt it was cruel.
The world had always been cruel.
Li He was almost done with his work here, so he had to leave.
Chen Dadi and Pinsong naturally had to arrange a farewell party for him. He didn't need anyone to urge him to drink at the table. He drank beer and liquor in turns. He was happy drinking alone, but in the end, everyone advised him not to drink anymore.
After drinking too much, his head was dizzy. But Li He felt that he had never been so sober. Logically speaking, he should say goodbye to He Zhaodi before he left.
He Zhaodi's ardent love and warm tolerance for him always touched his heart. Living in this world, it wasn't a bad thing to be loved by someone. But it was really a painful thing, because he couldn't give any promises.
He didn't need anyone to help him, and he didn't need anyone to send him off. He rubbed his face hard and went out alone.
When Pinsong and the others came out of the hotel, Li He had already gotten into a taxi. They couldn't see him anymore. But they didn't know where he was going. They could only anxiously search around the intersection near the hotel.
Li He stopped at the entrance of the hospital. He took out a handful of money from his pocket and gave it to the driver. He got out of the car without waiting for the driver's change.
The driver got out of the car and put the change in his hand. "Be careful. Don't drink too much."
"Thank you." Li He smiled and cupped his hands at the driver.
It was so late, but there were still many people at the entrance of the hospital. Young girls, young wives, and old men with hunched backs were walking in and out of the hospital.
He went upstairs and saw He Zhaodi at the door of the ward. His face suddenly became hot. In a daze, he braced himself and walked over to him.
"Erhe, you must be drunk." He Laoxi waved at Li He enthusiastically.
"I'm leaving tomorrow. I just wanted to let you know." He Laoxi's voice made Li He feel less drunk.
"It's okay. You have your own things to do. Don't worry about us. There's food and water here. If you need anything, you can find a doctor. It's very convenient." He Laoxi saw He Zhaodi holding a thermos bottle and opened it. He whispered to Li He, "Give me a cigarette. I'm dying."
"No, no. I told you to quit smoking, so you have to quit smoking. You can't be careless about this." Li He's reply was very straightforward. He Laoxi's illness had just gotten better. He couldn't let a cigarette make it worse.
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