After returning to the dormitory of the seventh building, Lou Cheng finally calmed down a little after the cold night wind. He was no longer so excited, excited, and intoxicated.
When he woke up, he suddenly had a lot of worries. Would this progress be too fast for Yan Zheke? Would she be unable to accept it? Would she resist it psychologically? Would she think that he was too impatient and focused more on the physical than the emotional level?
He had thought about these things before, so the plan of the first kiss was more of a test. When he really succeeded, he was a little worried about the gains and losses. He was afraid that he would ruin the girl's impression of him.
But at that moment, he really couldn't control himself. He wasn't facing another girl, but the girl he loved. She was shy and timid, ready to let him do whatever he wanted. If he couldn't control himself, he would be worse than a beast …
Lou Cheng found a corner of the flower bed and sat down. Holding the phone, he thought about whether he should apologize to Yan Zheke or not.
No, apologizing after kissing her is not a man's responsibility. It will make the girl think that I just want to take advantage of her …
Hmm, I need to show a responsible attitude and treat her better …
Although there were a lot of comments on the Internet, such as "women can't marry", "men can't marry", and "sex is normal", Lou Cheng felt that he might be a conservative person who hadn't experienced too many setbacks in society. After holding her hand and kissing her lips, he would think of words like "forever" and so on.
While he was thinking, his QQ beeped. Yan Zheke replied to him with a happy emoji and said, "I don't talk to you big pervert!"
Seeing such a reply, Lou Cheng was not surprised but happy. He felt that the girl was more angry than angry.
He was relieved and replied with a pitiful expression, "I couldn't control myself at the moment."
"At the moment?" Yan Zheke sent an emoji of rolling its eyes at the sky. "Humph, I thought about it carefully. I think you have a premeditated plan! Tell me the truth. Did you have bad intentions when you asked me to take a walk by the lake? "
How could she see through this? Lou Cheng blushed and felt very guilty. He was glad that the girl wasn't with him through the phone.
He thought for a while and decided to be honest. He told the girl his thoughts and did not try to hide anything.
"Yes … not only did I want to kiss you when we went to the lakeside, but I also wanted to kiss you in the movie theater. But I saw that you were too focused on the movie, so I didn't have the heart to disturb you. I couldn't find a chance … Maybe guys are more impulsive and impatient, so they always want to get closer to you. Also, when you accepted my confession, didn't you say that you still needed time to get used to it? That you weren't ready to have another person in your life, and that you weren't at the stage where you especially liked me?"
"I'm not trying to pressure you. I'm just afraid that you'll leave me one day and tell me that I should return to my original position. That's why I'm always eager for more certainty and confirmation …"
He carefully typed the paragraph and changed a few of the words in order to more accurately describe his feelings.
He still remembered Xiao Ming's words. In the world of love, it was better to be honest than to hide, and it was better to communicate than to sulk.
After sending the message, Yan Zheke remained silent for a while before replying with two words.
"Idiot …"
Idiot? Lou Cheng was a little confused by her words, but he soon realized what she was implying.
Idiot! If I wasn't used to it and wasn't prepared, would I let you kiss me without resistance?
Idiot! Do I have to say that I really like you for you to understand?
Idiot! Don't let your imagination run wild by yourself!
Lou Cheng was surprised and happy at the same time. He felt that he had touched the girl's heart. He hurriedly replied, "Yes, I'm an idiot, a big idiot! I can clearly feel the changes between us, but I'm still worried and can't believe it … "
"Humph, it's good that you understand." Yan Zheke sent an emoji of hitting the head and said, "I'll forgive you this time, big pervert. Don't kiss me casually in the future!"
Uh, I can't kiss you casually? Lou Cheng snickered and regained his composure. He quickly typed, "Yes, yes, yes. I won't do it casually!"
After chatting for a while and confirming the time and place for tomorrow's meal, Yan Zheke hurriedly urged Lou Cheng to wash up when she saw that it was almost half past ten. She didn't want to delay his sleep and affect tomorrow's training.
Lou Cheng returned to the dormitory while humming a little song. Cai Zongming jokingly scolded Lou Cheng, "Flushed with success and looking lascivious."
When he was ready, he got into bed and picked up his phone to say goodnight to Yan Zheke. He saw that the girl had sent him three voice messages a few minutes ago.
Uh? Lou Cheng opened them in confusion and put the phone to his ear, switching it to the receiver mode.
"Phew, Cheng, be my trash can. Just listen and don't answer."
Yan Zheke's soft and clear voice came from the phone.
The environment around her seemed to be empty and quiet, mixed with the sound of the wind.
She's on the balcony … Lou Cheng made a positive judgment and continued to listen.
"I'm scared. When I give up resistance and choose to accept completely, I'm full of uneasiness about the future …"
"Cheng, can we go all the way to the end? Can we hold each other's hands and go through the trials and tribulations one after another, until our hair turns white and we can't speak clearly, and still cuddle together? "
"I'm scared. I'm scared that I'll be defeated by reality in the end when I put my heart and all my feelings into it. I can only watch you go away in pain and melancholy. If that happens, I feel that my heart will be very painful, so painful that it will be like dying …"
"They say that first love can't go all the way to the end. I'm so worried. I'm worried that one day the person who will marry me won't be you. What a nightmare that will be …"
"Okay, I'm done with the negative feelings … I've never thought about things like this before. It's all your fault!"
Lou Cheng listened quietly. He felt that all the voices in the dormitory had faded away. His heart was clear and his eyes were slightly red.
He took a breath and didn't listen to Yan Zheke's words. He made his own answer.
"I'm scared too. I'm also scared of such a future. But if we don't even have the courage to try, then we're doomed to miss it. Only by trying and working hard can we have hope! "
"I'm working hard to practice martial arts and strengthen myself. I want to be able to grasp my destiny and grasp that opportunity and that hope."
"Although it's funny to say this at my age, I still have to say this. I have confidence in myself and in my love. I'm destined to be you in this life."
After a while, Yan Zheke sent a scolding emoji.
"I told you not to reply!"
"Go to sleep, you big pervert!"
Lou Cheng smiled and immediately said, "Good night!"
"Good night, see you tomorrow!" Yan Zheke seemed to have forgotten the confession and answer just now.
"See you tomorrow!" After sending this message, Lou Cheng patiently waited for the girl's reply. He had a hunch that the girl would have other replies.
After a full ten minutes, he finally saw Yan Zheke's new message.
"Well, I'll work hard too …"
After reading the message seriously for a few minutes, Lou Cheng's lips curled into a smile as he fell asleep.
…
The next day, he followed the routine of morning exercise, special training, shower, change, and then ran to the door of the female locker room and waited for Yan Zheke to come out.
The weather was unusually cold. Yan Zheke was dressed like a cute bear. When she saw Lou Cheng, she snorted and turned her head to the side. She hummed and said, "Pervert! Big pervert! "
Lou Cheng couldn't help but laugh. He reached out his left hand and held her delicate palm. "Yes, yes, yes, I'm your exclusive pervert!"
"What are you talking about?" Yan Zheke didn't expect Lou Cheng to be so thick-skinned. She was speechless for a moment and quickly changed the topic. "Let me tell you about the other two roommates. One is called Li Liantong, we all call her Dirty Tong …"
While talking and laughing, the two left the martial arts arena and walked to the teaching building. They planned to go through there, get on the long bridge and return to the pedestrian street in the dormitory area. They would then go to the Academy Restaurant to meet Zong Yanru and the others.
As they walked, Lou Cheng and Yan Zheke found a group of people in front of them. They were all looking up at the roof, so they followed them out of curiosity. They were surprised to see a boy they didn't know standing outside the window of the seventh floor, looking down.
"Jumping off the building!" Yan Zheke held Lou Cheng's hand tightly and said in a trembling voice.
This was the first time she encountered such a thing.
Before Songcheng University moved to the new campus, one or two students jumped off the building every year. After moving here, nothing happened for more than half a year. It was said that the principal once said that the Fengshui here was good. He didn't expect that someone would make the first jump today …
Lou Cheng thought quickly. He took a breath and said to Yan Zheke, "You stay away. I'll go and take a look."
"Okay, be careful." Yan Zheke understood Lou Cheng's idea and reminded him.
When Lou Cheng approached, he saw the boy's pale face smile and jump down decisively.
"Damn …" Lou Cheng cursed in his heart. He put strength in his legs and jumped forward to the position he judged. Ignoring the injury on his right arm, he stretched out his hands in the midst of the exclamations.
Bang! Under Yan Zheke's worried gaze, Lou Cheng caught the boy who was about to jump off the building. As soon as he touched the boy, his feet suddenly pressed inward, causing cracks to appear on the concrete floor.
The violent force bounced back. He straightened his back, lowered his arms, pulled them back, and then shook them out.
The boy who fell straight down was thrown to a place not far away. His face was full of fear and confusion, as if he had finally woken up from a nightmare.
Lou Cheng exhaled. He felt that his sneakers were about to be destroyed, and the injury on his right arm was a little more serious.
But no matter what, these were not as important as a human life.
Seeing the teachers and security guards surrounding them and the onlookers staring at him and the boy who was about to jump off the building, Lou Cheng said loudly,
"I'm not even afraid of death. What's there to be afraid of?"
After saying that, he turned around and left. He met Yan Zheke outside the two schools, hiding his achievements and fame.
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