Was he thinking too much?
Zheng Ren smiled. He did not think so. However, from Little Stone's expression, this kid was working very hard to survive.
Even after going through endless chemotherapy, even after going through a surgery that even Zheng Ren only had a 50% chance of succeeding, even after going through a day where his lungs secreted 2500ml of watery phlegm and mucus overflow …
The road ahead was difficult, but he was still working hard. It seemed that he had never thought of giving up.
"We've agreed before," Little Stone said. "Living is always tiring. You've never seen my dad before, have you? "
Zheng Ren nodded. His heart was as still as water. There was no sadness or sadness, nor was there the boredom and joy when coaxing a child. He was ready to be a listener.
"My father is also very tired. Even when I mention him, I feel that I shouldn't live anymore." Little Stone closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice that only he and Zheng Ren could hear, "He works outside to earn money. He works two or three jobs. Every once in a while, I can feel that he has lost weight during the video call."
"They also have your questions, and in the end, they threw this problem to me. Tell me, why are all of you adults like this? Don't you think it's too cruel to throw such a difficult problem to a child? "
Zheng Ren curled his lips helplessly. This guy's sarcasm was no less than Su Yun's.
"Hey." Little Stone opened his eyes. There was no sadness or difficulty in his eyes. Instead, there was an inexplicable smile.
Zheng Ren looked at him silently and seriously.
"I've already made up my mind, but you still have to ask me again and again. It's really annoying," Little Stone said. "Originally, because of the money, I wanted to leave it at that. But since you're bearing this part of the cost, what else do I have to worry about? "
"Brother, I see that you're quite depressed. It's not because of financial reasons, right? You're beating around the bush and telling me that you actually don't have enough money. It's not cheap to live here, "Little Stone said.
"No." Zheng Ren's heart was a little hazy and could not be shaken off. He said very sincerely, "Money is not a problem, at least for me. Speaking of which, last year, I earned 3,000 yuan a month in Sea City. "
"How did you survive?"
"I basically don't spend money, and I didn't think about getting married at that time. I have a rented apartment with a streamer, Little Zhao, "Zheng Ren said with a smile. It was quite interesting to recall the events of last year.
"For me, I didn't even dare to think about the future. Was there a future? They all say not to let children lose at the starting line, but I lost completely early on, "Zheng Ren said emotionlessly.
"Like me?" Little Shitou asked.
"More or less. Essentially, I'm the same as you. At that time, I felt wronged. Even if I was angry, I couldn't say anything. I could only remain silent. " Zheng Ren rarely spoke from the bottom of his heart. Today, Little Rock touched a soft spot in his heart that he had never shown to anyone.
The words that he would never say in his entire life came out at this moment. Maybe … this was also the side effect of using the Eye of Truth.
"But there's nothing we can do about it. It's very difficult for humans to survive. So I understand what you're saying. I understand your parents, and they also understand you. "
"Tell me about that time." Little Shitou tried his best to smile.
Zheng Ren's heart warmed slightly. He could understand how difficult it was for Little Shitou to smile. He was already in such a state, but he still wanted to comfort him with a smile. This child was very sensible.
"Well, Sea City is a small place. Everyone basically knows each other. Most of the doctors in the department have contact with their parents, so the chief … It's not that he's bullying me, but I don't have any contact with him. So, I do some of the dirty work. "
"Working is nothing. What's important is that you don't let me perform surgeries." "The people who came with me can all remove gallbladders, but I can only keep outlining it in my mind and perform virtual surgery."
"It's so miserable," Little Shitou said.
"Yes, it's so miserable." Zheng Ren smiled. "Every day, I think about it. One day, when I rise with the wind, I must teach them a lesson!"
Little Shitou was much more energetic and listened to Zheng Ren's story carefully.
"However, those four or five years have trained my ability to simulate surgery in my mind. Sometimes, I sleep and dream. I'm exhausted after performing surgery for an entire night. Usually, the unit is also busy, and the extra beds are full. In short, I'm extremely tired.
"Maybe fate felt that it was too unfair to me, so one day, my luck changed."
"Wow!" Little Shitou exclaimed enviously.
"I performed a very difficult surgery. Although Chief Liu still didn't like me, I was recognized by Old Chief Physician Pan and transferred to the emergency department to form an emergency ward. From then on, I began to come into contact with interventional surgery and all kinds of surgeries.
"Now that I think about it, those four or five years were very painful. There was darkness in front of me, and I felt that I would never be able to make it in this lifetime. But I didn't give up and kept persevering.
"I'm not talking about how noble and brave I am. What should I do if I don't persevere? Don't tell me I'm just going to walk on like this? "
"Brother, don't complain to me. I don't want to listen to chicken soup. How did you take revenge after you became rich? "Little Shitou asked with great interest. Even his voice was a little louder.
"At first, I was a little complacent. Now that I think about it, I'm embarrassed. Later, Chief Liu, who used to suppress me, fell ill with liver cancer. I'm very good at treating this. It's not too much to say that I'm the best in the country.
"Once, I went to the Provincial Capital for surgery. When I left the operating room, I happened to see Chief Liu lying on a stretcher trolley being pushed out. I also imagined this scene. I should have walked up to him and asked calmly, 'Chief Liu, what's wrong with you? If I said something else, he would have flown into a rage and turned around to leave. "
"What happened after that?"
"At that moment, I suddenly felt that it was very meaningless. It was very meaningless to do so," Zheng Ren said, "There's a bowl of chicken soup that says that anything that can't kill you will make you stronger."
"It's quite annoying and illogical," Little Shitou said.
"Yes, but it was more in line with my mood at the time. On the way back, I was still thinking about it. Compared to taking revenge on Chief Liu, I seemed to be more interested in treating patients and saving people. "
"Shouldn't you be more interested in making money?"
"Sigh, for so many years, the medical profession has been praised too highly. Treating patients and saving people, as well as doctors' benevolence and so on. My teachers started saying it when I was in school. When I entered society, the doctors, nurses, and public opinion around me all said the same thing. Making money is only one aspect … Let's put it this way, technical progress makes me feel more happy. "
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