Countless gazes were directed at him from unknown places, but he did not feel it.
The days passed by as the progress of the fourth stage of the World Famous Mission increased bit by bit. Although he did not have enough time to complete it now, he was still full of confidence from the perspective of acceleration.
Time flowed like water, day after day, month after month, year after year, never stopping.
He completed all kinds of surgeries without a hitch, but the days of others were not so peaceful.
It had been nine months since Bu Ruotian's combined pancreaticoduodenectomy. After three postoperative check-ups, there were no signs of tumor metastasis.
This was a good thing, but Bu Ruotian always suspected that the doctors had colluded with Bu Li to hide the results of the tests or tampered with the test results to deceive him.
Since he could not find out the truth, he would be happy until the day he could not get out of his bed. That day did not seem to be far away.
This was a matter that made people feel conflicted. There was great terror between life and death, and very few people could truly see through life and death.
Bu Ruotian was such a person.
His previous strength and shrewdness were now only filled with suspicion.
One day after the surgery, he began to hear a voice talking in his ear. Whatever he was thinking, that voice would say.
That inexplicable existence seemed to be proficient in the legendary mind-reading ability and could even "read" Bu Ruotian's thoughts.
Sometimes, when Bu Ruotian heard that "person" talking to him, he could not remember what he was talking about. After thinking about it carefully, he realized what he had been thinking.
This happened repeatedly. That voice seemed to know him better than he did.
Bu Ruotian was different from people like yellow-teeth. He calmly analyzed the situation and did not doubt the existence of that inexplicable "person".
Bu Ruotian knew that he was being paranoid.
However, after a period of time, that "person" became more and more excessive. When dealing with company matters, that "person" would criticize and comment in his ear.
"He" told Bu Ruotian what to do and what to do.
Bu Ruotian carefully analyzed the situation and found that the "person" made sense, but most of the time, it was not applicable.
It was definitely not the legendary immortal guiding the way, pointing out a golden path for him as if he was using a cheat.
This time, Bu Ruotian was not so calm. He became more and more afraid, even a little terrified. Occasionally, he would wonder if someone was really watching him.
It was just that mind-reading was really hard to understand.
As time passed, that "person" became more and more outrageous. Especially after every physical examination, the "person" would look at the results of the physical examination and ridicule loudly, saying that it was all a scam and that he was already terminally ill.
After a while, Bu Ruotian realized that the "person" seemed to be trying to take over his thoughts!
Perhaps "he" was in his body, or perhaps he was in another dimension and wanted to become him!
What the f * ck!
He could no longer maintain his composure.
Bu Ruotian thought of many legends, and the most "reasonable" explanation was possession. The ghost lingered on, seizing the body to be reborn. Not only did 'he' want to share a body with her, 'he' also wanted to seize control of this body.
Bu Ruotian was horrified every time he thought of this.
He tried not to think about it, but the more he tried not to think about it, the more the "person" nagged him.
Some of them were from the past, and even Bu Ruotian himself did not remember them. But when that "person" spoke, he was perplexed.
He could not stand the torture, but Bu Ruotian did not lose his mind. After a calm analysis, he decided to go to the hospital.
Sea City? That was impossible. Bu Ruotian went directly to the capital and looked for a neurologist and psychiatrist.
After a doctor's examination and consultation, he was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia.
The doctor said that the "person" did not exist.
The so-called mind-reading was a feeling of being exposed, which was something Bu Ruotian was subconsciously worried about. The doctor did not make it too clear that this was what Bu Ruotian was most afraid of and did not dare to excessively stimulate him.
Hearing that "person" comment on one's condition and criticize one's behavior was also a symptom called comment auditory hallucination.
As for possession, it did not exist. It was a combination of forced thinking and thought being taken away, and was also a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.
Although Bu Ruotian did not really believe it, he did not have a better explanation.
He was more inclined to the doctor's scientific judgment. After all, even schizophrenia was better than an inexplicable existence that wanted to possess him.
The doctor prescribed him 5 mg of olanzapine, taken orally every day.
This was an effective drug to treat schizophrenia. The doctor also repeatedly told Bu Ruotian not to think about other things. In particular, an academician in the neurology department was very sure that the more he thought about it, the faster he would die.
If he wanted to live, he hinted at a medical examination and solved the problem. If there was no problem, he should live well and not think about those messy things.
Bu Ruotian accepted this.
He even learned to meditate and tried to empty himself and not let his imagination run wild.
This had some effect. Since taking the medicine and meditating, the "person" spoke less and less, and Bu Ruotian felt his mood gradually improve.
In the past year, Bu Ruotian's body and spirit had suffered a great blow, and he urgently needed to recover. He did not believe in the doctors in Sea City and the provincial capital, so he lived in the capital for the past few months.
He felt at ease being close to the best hospital and the top medical care in the country.
Bu Ruotian made a choice between life and money after leaving the company to Bu Li. While meditating every day, Bu Ruotian seemed to feel a trace of the true meaning of life while distancing himself from the other him.
Was it really necessary to work hard and wander from place to place for a lifetime? Until now, Bu Ruotian was worried that he would be the target of a special fight in the fight against evil.
Perhaps, this was also the trigger for his schizophrenia.
After a leisurely holiday for nearly a month, Bu Ruotian opened his sleepy eyes one morning and looked at the sun and the beach outside the window. He suddenly felt that something seemed different today.
His field of vision was much smaller, and he could not see things very clearly.
He tried hard to open his eyes, but Bu Ruotian was surprised to find that he could not lift his eyelids.
He was shocked. Was his tumor relapsing, or did he have other problems?
Subconsciously, Bu Ruotian put his hand on his eyelids and forced his eyes open. However, after opening his eyes, everything returned to normal. There was nothing special, as if it was just an illusion.
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