In the silent Ruin's End, Li Qingshan foresaw this "malice". He understood his own temperament. His stubbornness and arrogance would probably become even more violent once he lost the restraints of the body of a demonic god.
He had never understood himself as he did now.
In the home of the spirit turtle, his ability to think had become extraordinarily powerful, reaching an unbelievable level.
Ordinary people could only observe the undulations above the surface of the sea when faced with the tremendous amount of information in their memories. Only when they thought deeply about certain things could they delve below the surface of the sea and gain insight into part of their memories, but there were unavoidably limitations.
This limitation protected humans from mental breakdowns. If they saw an apple fall to the ground and immediately thought of gravity, countless formulas and laws, the contents of several books would surge out at the same time. Their brains would explode with a bang.
As a result, the human mind was more like a flashlight, constantly shining around in the darkness. Then, they would forcefully piece together a complete picture from the blurry afterimages. It was inevitable that they would be filled with a lot of imagination. The more blurry and distant the memories were, the more fake and distorted they were.
Those beautiful childhoods, those lost histories, were constantly tampered with by wishful thinking. Reality would forever sink into the darkness.
Furthermore, this flashlight was always the hardest to shine on. The so-called "knowing yourself" became almost impossible. It became an unfathomable philosophical proposition.
However, the spirit turtle did not have such limitations. It was like a huge light bulb. Although the range of its illumination was also limited, there was only the unknown darkness. There was no fake reality. Furthermore, it could reflect on itself at any time and place. It was clear and bright.
It was not the so-called "high intelligence", nor was it like a supercomputer that could perform a tremendous amount of calculation and analysis in a short period of time. Instead, it was a completely different cognitive method.
It was simultaneous, without any order. It was a systematic and comprehensive understanding of the problem.
In the instant he saw the apple fall to the ground, there was no need to convert it into complicated words or numbers. He could directly construct the structure of the model of gravity in his sea of consciousness. At the same time, it included the meaning to himself.
When Li Qingshan saw through his entire self, he could see through his entire sea of memories. All the details were vivid in his mind: desire, destruction. Fear, weakness … The reason behind every emotion, the motivation behind every decision. He knew everything.
With such a foundation, there was no need for any prophecy. A simple conclusion can be drawn:
If "I" returned from hell, I would definitely judge him. If I judged him to be a "traitor", I would destroy him at all costs, just like how I fought against the incarnation of the demonic god Bi An, even if I had to die together with him.
There was no room for compromise. Only "self-betrayal" was intolerable, and "I" might have the ability to destroy him.
Losing the Yang Spirit was a loss for him. It was equivalent to losing a kind of change, and his overall strength had declined. He was one step away from the sixth heavenly tribulation.
But for "me", it was the exact opposite. I had broken free from the shackles of the Fiendgod's body. As an ordinary human cultivator, I was only one step away from the sixth heavenly tribulation.
Once he passed the tribulation, he would be a Human Immortal. Moreover, he would be a Human Immortal who knew all of his secrets and would possess the same tenacious will to fight as him.
At that time, no one would be able to help him. He had to face the battle alone.
At this point, he had no choice but to admit that he was indeed a 'monster' that was different from ordinary people. He possessed a strong instinct for self-destruction.
But what of it? He would not cater to anyone. Even if that person was him.
The victor is powerful, and the victor is strong. Defeating oneself and destroying oneself was the destiny of the strong.
If they really deviated from each other. If they walked different paths, there would only be a battle. He would use survival and destruction to make a judgment to see whose path was more correct.
Yes, only "self-betrayal" could not be tolerated.
He made his decision calmly and indifferently and threw the matter to the back of his mind. This was not the reason he knew himself in the first place.
The premise of everything was that he could leave the Ruin's End. Otherwise, there was no need to mention anything.
He glowed. The rings gradually dimmed. This kind of thinking consumed a lot of energy, and he felt more and more sleepy.
The Ruin's End was different from the void. Not only would the power not dissipate, but it could also easily absorb the endless power of the Ruin's End. It was enough to support him in the Ruin's End forever.
However, the power of the Ruin's End was not a pure resource. It contained a lot of information. The will of the Primordial Spirit Turtle would accelerate the assimilation of his will.
Once the assimilation began, it was irreversible. After a certain point, he would still fall into a deep sleep, and it would be the result of his own choice.
He was in a dilemma!
But when he knew himself, he had already found a solution. Or in other words, that was where his true goal lay.
During the twenty-odd years he spent in secluded cultivation, he comprehended another two innate abilities of the Spirit Turtle Transformation.
One of them was called "absolute will". There was nothing special about it. It could only completely solidify his consciousness, preventing all inner demons from interfering with him.
If the Spirit Turtle's Profound Shell's Final Radiance protected his body, then "absolute will" protected his mind. As expected, he carried out the four words "cowardly turtle" to the very end.
Unfortunately, this ability was completely useless in the Ruin's End, as this was the homeland of the spirit turtle. The will of the Primordial Spirit Turtle was the true "absolute will".
Even pure-blooded spirit turtles had to accept assimilation. As a fake spirit turtle, using the innate ability of the spirit turtle carelessly would instead accelerate the assimilation.
In short, no matter what he did, assimilation was unavoidable. Like dripping water wearing through a rock, it changed everything bit by bit.
As a result, he did not limit himself to that. Instead, he studied the innate ability of the spirit turtle from all angles and found a solution.
First, he created a mirror clone with "Watermirror's Image". Then he began to fully understand himself, backing up all of his memories and information. He solidified them with "absolute will" and stored them in the mirror clone.
This made him seem like his soul had left his body. The figure of a spirit turtle was attached to him, following him around.
Afterwards, he began absorbing the power of Ruin's End, recovering his strength while accepting assimilation.
Once the main body was about to fall into a deep sleep, he would immediately activate the mirror avatar and merge with the main body. He would awaken his spirit with Absolute Will and use his lifetime of memories to reweave his consciousness and create a new mirror avatar.
As long as he constantly repeated this process, he could avoid being assimilated and return to his starting point constantly.
Although in reality, it was equivalent to being assimilated countless times.
Compared to the mirror clone's "absolute will", all of his main body's changes became so-called "inner demons". They would be suppressed and shattered after colliding with each other, and then they would begin anew …
This was the only way he could think of to avoid being assimilated by Ruin's End.
Of course, this cycle could not continue forever. From the beginning of the first cycle, he had already expected this.
Every time he suppressed the "inner demons", a portion of his memory would be lost in the collision. Furthermore, it would be completely destroyed, unable to be backed up or retrieved, forever lost.
Depending on the depth of the memory, the most insignificant memories would be the first. Perhaps it was a third-rate novel he had read, or perhaps it was a joke he had told.
In the past twenty years in Heaven, he had accumulated enough memories to use as a "sacrifice".
However, if this continued, his memories would become less and less, and he would gradually touch the most core and important memories.
He had to find that prisoner of Ruin's End before he lost all of his memories and destroyed them. Otherwise, he would forget everything, including Brother Ox, Little Ann, and himself … (~ ^ ~)
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