Chapter 1206
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It's been a long time since I asked for a vote — — How can I rest on fate if I don't do my best?
I haven't asked for a monthly vote in a long time, I'll ask for one today!
Yep, this is considered a topic, and then I started talking nonsense.
A few days ago, when I was chatting with a friend, I said: "If you're happy every day, and unhappy every day …"
He must have thought I was going to say: "Why not live happily."
But that wasn't my conclusion, I said: "Then I'm willing to be unhappy and do something."
Thinking about it in hindsight, it was a scary idea!
It's bad enough that a person can't be happy even if they want to be happy. It's terrible to not want to be happy when you can be happy.
Go away, you damn happiness, don't try to tempt me!
There must be something wrong with my head! When did it start? Since I read too many books I shouldn't have, and then I couldn't lie to myself anymore. Or from being unable to blend in with the crowd, to deliberately keeping a distance from them.
I've met many people in society, and the way to determine if a person is a failure is very simple, just talk to them about fate. As long as they say something like "everything is fate", then there's no way to escape.
I've also met many successful people, and the way to determine if they're complacent is also very simple, just talk to them about hard work. If they attribute everything to themselves, and believe that all failures are because they didn't work hard, then they don't need to listen to anything else.
I don't think I can do that.
When I fail, I think that there's definitely a possibility of success. If I didn't do it, then it's obviously a problem with my ability.
When I succeed, I think that if I didn't have this perfect luck, I definitely wouldn't be able to do it. Great fate!
So failure is all because of incompetence, and success is mostly because of luck. Look at how rational I am, I turn every failure into self-torture, and every success into a disappointment.
Is it not considered being played by fate if I go against myself in every aspect?
Actually, everyone just wants to live a little more comfortably, maybe I'm the fool who thinks I'm smart.
But I just want to, when I fail miserably one day, and people ask me what happened, I can say: "Oh, because I'm incompetent."
And not boring answers such as the sinister human heart, the darkness of society, or the arrangement of fate.
So for this "great" goal, I constantly struggle with myself, and get stepped into the mud again and again, struggling in pain.
Sinking into the mud, his heart in a frenzy, trying to fish for the moon in vain …
Others might even think that you're crazy, giving up your good life and not knowing what you're struggling about.
Yes, I'm f * cking sick! Even at this age, he still refused to believe in nonsense like "being ordinary is the truth."
Even if all the chickens in the chicken pen told me that eating rice, pecking worms, and basking in the sun was a good day, I would still climb to the roof and fly like an eagle.
Even if I can never become an eagle, I will never admit that eating rice, pecking insects, and basking in the sun is a good life. Heaven above, let it torture me forever!
Do your best and leave the rest to fate. How could he rest assured if he had not done his duty?
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